我是傻瓜,傻瓜是我...

Sunday, May 30, 2010

plenty of pics to post from my hp and it will be a long post!

as i mentioned in my last few posts, my house is undergoing home improvement program and this is wat kept me so busy during the days before i go taiwan. basically, i had to wrap the whole house with plastic! its a good job by me right?! haha...

this is the temp toilet tat we used while the 2 toilets are undergoing renovation. the toilet is so small and tiny tat my father had difficulty going in. let alone bathe. but its a good thing cos this means that the chances of slipping is 0.

the hacked toilet.

and... if u are wondering wat i have been doing ever since i came back from taiwan, i had been busy clearing up the house. and yesterdae, i finally assembled this cupboard from ikea which my great sis bought like 2 yrs ago? she was greatly inspired by the show bai jia le and hence, she bought this DIY cupboard from ikea. and who is the one assembling it? LI BEI. while i was assembling, i can feel tat the wood they used is cui 1. the strength of wood is supposed to be the strongest along the grains. but the wood creak and sound as if it is breaking when i exert a bit of strength on it? it surely wont last long i feeel. if u are buying a cupboard, get it from ready made furniture stores. high recommended.

pieces of wood here and there...

the finished product!

an impressive thing happened yesterdae afternoon. the town council washed the rooftop without informing the block and yes, all the clothes that mom washed are dirtied. and its a lot. i was so god damn pissed la... and somebody is going to be responsible for this. come on, saying sorry doesnt help at all and dont u have the brains to discover that the dirty water is going to drip onto our clothes? i am gg to make sure all my dirtied clothes are gg to be send to laundry shop and town council is gg to pay for it. simple law: u have to put me back into the position tat this event didnt happened and my mom is not gg to wash it for the 2nd time. if town council refuse to settle this thing, i will make sure the minister will do something abt it. the reason is simple. if u cant settle such minor stuff, give me a good reason why i should vote for u?

celebrated my bro bdae yesterdae and dinner at elias mall was great! esp the ceral prawn! and after dinner, we head to punggol for prawing! the place was super ulu la... and this is the 1st time i prawned? dear was full of crap by saying she can beat me in prawning. at the end of the night, i caught 5 prawns and she got 0. numbers count my dear... HAHA... we bbq the prawns and they tasted great! even though its a bland taste, it is super fresh. but one misdeed, we bbq the prawns live. i am sorry but u tasted great.

some of the pics from my hp from the grad trip!

after taking air asia, i felt tat jetstar is totally cannot make it. the journey from kl to taipei was smooth, comfortable and there is no jerking, vibration and noise at all! compared to our journey back...

pic of us b4 boarding. think i look cui cos didnt slp for the night at kl? was feeling damn bad cos me and han screwed up the booking for the transit hotel. we thought that there will be vacant rooms as there are like 200+ rooms at the airport? but we didnt expect it to be fully booked by 8pm when we are making our way to changi airport. but... we played cards throughout the night and it was an experience. and i felt grateful to the hotel staff who let us camp the night at their lobby? thank u tunes hotel!

pics from the high speed train from taipei to kao xiong.

its an experience to look at the signs in taiwan. they are quite funni at times... haha

we were surprised to see exit 3. cos it says... xinyi shopping district. haha

when it rains, an umbrella tat keeps u dry is a good umbrella. regardless of color. LOL

and i had fun disturbing adrian... lol

this is a memorable ticket. cos we had to pay NT$6 to purchase this ticket to cross the bridge to get to our hotel? sounds cheated but its true.

this is a huge melon tat we saw on our way back to sg at taiwan airport. someone checked it in and its god damn heavy! i tried to lift it up and it nearly broke my back. its 1.5 times the size of my head!

videos tat i took. tried to upload to fb but it cant load... sianz... the 1st video shows the changes of the lights in the lift while we were on my way to the highest floor. the 2nd video shows the speed of the ride in the theme park. damn scary but it was fun!

for the past 2 days, i had been trying to adapt back to life in sg. its back to reality tmr........... i need to find my drive and motivation. motivation to drive me thru the next 30yrs+? its like there is a timeline throughout ur study life. 6yrs of pri sch, 4 yrs of sec sch, 3 yrs to poly and 4 yrs of uni. but career? its at least 30 over years.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:51 PM;

Friday, May 28, 2010

i am back in sg! back to reality.... jus feeeeel SIANZ.

i hate to leave taiwan... not tat the place is real good but its the company of dear and my dear frens! they are all my dears... hahaha... its an experience to go taiwan and this is the 1st trip i went abroad with my frens. well, the food in taiwan is great! such as the ah zhong mian sian and the cha ji pa! its realli nice! and the day we were having the ah zhong mian sian, it was raining. not tat heavily but the rain attacked u in all directions together with the chill cold wind tat send silvers down ur ass. so... the food tasted real warming and delicious! however, some of the food seasoning tasted real strong and salty as well. the drinks in taiwan was quite disappointing and their taste buds are really different compared to sg. but its a gd try to try all the food! i shall make it a point to weight myself later. i went with 80kg... and i hope i wont get a shock later.. haha

i finally knw the reason why frens ard me always laughed at me when i did accident prone stuff. actually, its quite funni to see pple banging into things... LOL... everyone had their fair share of accidents in taiwan and the most memorable is our Mr Han! lol... sorry bro... but u look real funni when u hit ur toes at the hotel... haha...

i jus feel a bit lost when i woke up this morning. its like over at taiwan, u can easily reach ur frens easily from next door and i can always pinch dear as and when i wan. but now... i cant do tat? everything gets difficult back at sg... i will cherish the fun, laughter and moments we spent in taiwan! watch out for the crazy pictures in fb! haha

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:50 PM;

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

haven been blogging for the past 8 days and it seems like a few weeks? days seem weeks to me... 1 factor is abt work and many other factors...

tmr is my grad trip to taiwan and i am desperately trying to recover from my illness. i had been having flu, cough and headache since last thurs and sometimes it helps but sometimes not. and when symptoms came, i felt miserable... giddy as if i am in lala land. sorry to my frens who i did not reply in msn...

my 3rd uncle died last sun and with his death, i can sense tat his family will not be part of the big family after his funeral end this thurs? usually according to the customs, my uncles which are his bros would take charge of the arrangements of the funeral procedures? but my 3rd aunt roped in her side of relatives. signs are further clear when the notice in the orbituary did not put my uncles' names and my grandpa's name. it looks as if hes the onli son of a family? well, i jus feel its time for my uncle to rest? hes been like fighting for this disease for yrs. its time to put a stop to everything. but... i jus feeel sad whenever i think of the moments in the hospital when i visited him last fri...

last but not least, i made a decision in my career. and i hope my decision will be the right 1 for me? not matter wat happens, i gonna stick my ass in there as long as possible... wish me luck!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:50 PM;

Monday, May 10, 2010

damn tired over the weekend. its like no rest for me? i had to help out at home as my 2 toilets will be undergoing Home Improvement Program this coming wed. there are 4 pple in my family and 1 bitch jus refuse to do anything. mia on sun and she took leave today and yet... she didnt do nor help out a single bit at home. she jus ensure that she and her bf got to eat breakfast and are well taken care of. other matters? she dont care a fucking bit.

speaking of her bf. its so comical to see him in action last night. i got a gut feel tat he is betting soccer. other than tat, he is a hardcore soccer fan. which is highly impossible cos he always watch different teams in action. singnet sometimes will have connection problems and i am glad it did last night. as i always said, there are 2 coms in the house and last night, she n her bf were using the 2 coms? funni right... she is applying for admin manager in moe which i think there is a low chance of happening. think of this, teachers usually work alone and she can have such a bad relationship with her colleagues and boss? and wat makes u think u have the right to MANAGE pple in a typical office environment? there is something u need to pick up and it is called leadership. back to the bf... when the connection went down, he was god damn anxious. he took over my com w/o my permission. when the connection doesnt work, he tried to put all wires off the modem and tried to reconnect them back. followed by continous on off. do u think it will work? i told him nicely tat the prob lies with singnet and not the pc nor the modem. and he spent the next 20 mins trying to create magic. and finally, he was tat rude enough to disconnect my pc internet connection and use the direct line from the modem. jus to watch soccer. there is a single port in the modem which is connected to the router and then it will distribute the network to pc and laptop? and he was tat bei paisei. i jus feel... no matter how hardcore a soccer fan is... u r in someone's house and i dont think u r tat hardcore to lose ur senses. only a gambler would.

wat can i sae? fuckers made perfectly in hell.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:46 PM;

Thursday, May 06, 2010

tmr is fri but i cant TGIF cos i needa work on sat.... :(

had 4 meetings this morning till 12.30pm and it was gruelling. in sch, u can choose to listen to listen to lectures depending on ur mood. but @ work, once u drift, u will be like the tokoyo drift and tats it. it is tiring but u still need to open ur ears no matter wat...

and when u are done with meetings, u need to clear ur emails to keep track of the project status. there are sooo mani meetings. theres like meetings every fri? luckily i am spared tmr... but on the other hand, if u are too free, u will doze off. so... i donno....

after so much of meetings for the past 2 days, i came to a conclusion. sub cons are quite rich. they are rich enough to afford a lamborghini? and the other is so rich tat he jus work jus to pass time? i wish i can be like them... not for the riches but their experience and knowledge of their particular trade. jus feel a bit funni. i got 7 uncles and all of them are in the construction industry. except my father... but... its ok... cos he will not react when u shoot rubber bands at him? haha...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:34 PM;

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

2nd day of work. and things are strolling in. 3 meetings todae and another 5 tmr? i can catch something from the 1st 2 meetings todae. but not the 3rd one. its super technical and the speed of communication is so fast! i hope i can hang in there...

this is the 1st time i met someone who agreed with me that u dont need a civil eng degree to be a planning engineer? and planning is all abt time? i hope i can get my dream job. the interviewer was quite funni and this is the 1st time i laughed at a joke... even though its abt me.

him: if u like planning... why din u for an eng course in nus?

me: i researched on pfm and along the way, my program director is convinced tat we can be either project managers or facilities managers! which turn out to be a bit misrepresenting to me and i realized it only in yr 2?

him: why u go for tiong aik?

me: cos this is the only job that is able to allow me to progress to become a planning eng. i had to be a qs and then move onto planning eng?

him: i think tats not true. planning n qs are 2 different thing. he like bluffing u sia...

me: yes. i felt so too... but i will still take it on even it offers me a glimpse of hope?

him: looks like u are conned throughout ur life. and he break it out in laughter. LOL

i think wat he said is right? 1 wrong step will lead to another.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:49 PM;

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

1st day @ work today. i nearly doze off 3 times but i managed to keep myself awake. everyone is ok but they were a bit too quiet. perhaps they are all veri busy with their projects on hand. i am not excluded? i got assigned a project today and i took the whole day to read the contract documents. its quite difficult to pull urself up and awake when reading contract documents. esp a veri thick one which is as chim as SIA? and the english terms... cant they use simple english? drwings wise, its similar to the ones that me and han experienced during internship. its not archi finishes this time round. its everything! i'm not sure if i had the ability and capability on that? and there is no much room for errors. cos this is my career u r talking abt. somehow, everything is not the same anymore. am i thinking too much or i had became older within a day?

wats more, a call changed my life yet again at 12.04pm today. wh called and asked if i can go down for interview anytime this week for planning engineer position. and they called at my 1st day at work? life is interesting isnt it? and they specially arranged an interview at 6.30pm tmr? i cant bring myself to reject the job that i have been eyeing till my eye balls are on the verge of dropping. it took me like 2 hours to call them back to arrange the interview? cos i was thinking and thinking..... i gave my word, my principle to work for ta. but on the other hand, its my dream job u are talking abt. there is only one choice. which 1 will u go for? principles or dream job? i couldnt find the answer even though i stoned for an hour. i jus cant bring myself to quit like a few days into a job? i am assigned a project, responsibilities and pple took the trouble to get stationaries, email, safety boots and network account for me? it jus makes me feel bad.... and this is not my trait.

i felt so troubled. mixed. stuck. its jus like a shit tat is stuck in ur ass. u wanna shit it out but u scared u will dirty the wc. not weichen. LOL.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:12 PM;

Monday, May 03, 2010

i will be reporting to work officially 24hrs later. wish me luck cos i am pretty lost right and i hope i will not cry on my 1st day at work tmr....

life is pretty hectic for the past 3 days... and i think most of my frens are all enjoying except me rushing here n there trying to make full use of my time. well, at least i settled my formal once and for all and if theres great discounts during GSS, i might consider... haha...

i think singaporeans are fucking stupid. majority. and i am the minority tat is quite ok and not tat stupid. this is the 3rd time i witnessed pple queuing to redrw money from atms and theres like one particular atm tat nobody is using? they jus followed the pubor in front. damn stupid. i feel like gg forward to use the atm but this will be an indecent act. but heck it... i will jus cut queue next time.

lastly, happy bdae to papa! hoohoo

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 8:27 PM;