Thursday, September 30, 2004
tick tok tick tok...clock is tickling and time is counting down... tomorrow night i wont be sitting here by the com table writing blog animore....face the facts.... haiz.. feel so moody nw....even though had a wonderful day todae..... went out early morning to fix my phone n meet my bros for a gd meal at tp bus sch.....then went for a pool session n lastly a lan session....keke....
got a veri sad news.....dear will not be going tekong with mi tomorrow....wont be able to spend my veri last moments with her... but she will be meeting mi a while tomorrow... better than nothin.....think next sat will be parents visit....msg her to book her 1st......but.... cant make it again......haiz....exams exams....y must come at this time....stupid tp....
all the stuff are packed.....ready to go ani moment... mentally prepared for ns life....physically prepared too (50%)... but....not emotionally prepared.. veri scared of the feeling of missing people......esp my beloved baby dear.... she will be the one i missed most.... 1st time in our 2 yr 6 months relationship we gonna be seperated for 2 weeks plus....
we are veri close together... always meet her once in every 2 to 3 days... she is a veri important asset in my life... a part of my life...a part of mi.....a part of my flesh....a part of my breath i take in this earth....my soul pillar...my best fren..my listener...victim of my lameness.... crapyness...
gonna miss u alot dear... u must be missing mi nw right....don bluff.... haha... well, this blog is specially set up for u....i know u will miss mi...so....i make an effort to write down my life these few days... so u wont be lonely....got my spirit here with u...... the song nw playing is the song that i sing to u in our veri 1st ktv session....remember? keke....
realli hope to see u on the parents visit....if not i don no how to survive without u..... the onli cure for missing loved ones is when u saw them n have them by ur side.....so.......cure my missing genes.....
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away.I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:24 PM;
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
i cant believe my luck todae......super suai......b4 i sit down to write this whole piece of shit....i already lost 1/2 a tissue of blood n abit of my skin.....a piece of wood.....abt 1cm long....stab into my knee cap area when i was sitting down....cant seem to get it out.....frustrated n hot header...took a nail cliper n cut of the upper layer of skin....blood flow out as it's FREE n still cant get it out...take a tissue n stop the blood...use a needle instead.... nw starting to knw wat its call pain.... damn!!!!
went out at 11+ todae....dear msg mi sae meet mi at 12 or earlier....so perhaps went out earlier to get some stuff for ns.... been wanting to get a charger run by batteries...so can smuggle into camp...saw 1 in TM.....YES!! feel so happy...get it immediately....then head to B1 to get batteries to try it out... Got 2 9volt batt at NTUC @4.90each....that makes it to $9.80....try immediately... cant work!!!!! fuck....went back to find the guy.....he told mi need to get GP batt.....STEAM1..... search whole TM for GP batt.....cant find....STEAM2....went back n find him...cant seem to find anithing gd to exchange.....in the end...settle for a 3315 batt @ 20 dollars...discount become 18...
TARGET = get charger..... In the end...spent 9.80 on 2 hopless n useless batt....find my bros... gf... gf frens... cousins.... wan to giv them they all don wan...STEAM3... n another 10 on 3315 batt... spent 27.80 for nothin..... STEAM4
NEXT!!!!!! hp batt no batt le......after got home charge it immediately... STEAM5... orginal charger on....hp not charging!!!!!!! need to go service center tomorrow!!! service center at orchard centerpoint!!!!! STEAM6.... unbelievable right.....
well......went to tp meet dear at 2++ help her with her printing stuff.....dead hungry....finally got to eat breakfast/lunch/tea at 2.45pm......went billybombers!!!!!!!! the atmosphere is GREAT!! got a lot of oldies songs!!!!!! eat steak n dear eat pork ribs....keke... she don no how to eat the ribs so i cut the meat for her.....i so sweet right.....RIGHT dear?!?!?! after eating went for police story 2 movie..... quite nice......but we r late for first few min....haha.....
send her home after that.....well, meet cousins n sis for dinner at swensen at tampines.....great dinner n great food.... haha.... well....that sums up my day....keke...so happi todae......dear spent time with mi.....so precious.... n went to take photo too....we both look great!!hahaha....
As I stand here today with the world as my witness,I pledge to you my undying and everlasting love.I will stand beside you as your partner,I will stand before you as your protector,And I will stand behind you as your solace.Please spend and end your life with me.
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:45 PM;
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
todae finally went to buy my ns stuff le... haahaa...finally drag my lazy ass out of the house.. haha.. well, went "shopping" together with gary...hmm... he finally pass his driving test le.. haha.. after failures n failures... but the best thing is....he cant get his license todae...so gotta make another trip to the driving center tomorrow morning... well, its becos the driving center system crash n all other centers are affected too...so sad...hahah...n he shared his wonderful stories of how he go ard see chio bu flaring their tempers...
well, todae spent abt 100+ in buying ns stuff....woah... alot right... but the items bought are essential... no choice but to buy...haha... lastly, sum up the "shopping" trip by going the bedok archade opp bedok interchange... well, we challenge daytona again....hahah...our favourite game...well, even though its an old game, there are a bit of modifications in the game... there is a special turbo which u can use to increase the speed up too 400km/h++... damn shiok to play... but...hmm...crash the car countless of times... well, who cares... we had fun...
well, todae supposed to go out with deardear at 9 am in the morning... but...she cancel the outing cos she doesnt feel realli well... well, a bit disappointed but its ok... keke... shes been working real hard n i understand too...keke...so the outing is being shifted till tomorrow...keke... she went to see a doct in the afternoon n luckily its quite minor stuff... sore throat eg...well, called her n seems deardear lost her voice...struggling to speak... well, my heart was like pierced by thousand of needles...so sad...but on the bright side...she realli sounds like Donald Duck... hehe...
To my darling;
For, you see, each day I love you more,Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
With love,
Sha Dan
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:43 PM;
Monday, September 27, 2004
For my precious baby,
As we grow older together,
As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change...
I will always keep falling in love with you.
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:40 PM;
3 days to go...thats 72hours... 4320 mins... 259200 secs... well, time to face the facts dude...
hmm...todae stayed at home for the whole day again...haha..enjoy life at home...well, todae i prepared the list of items to be purchased for ns... intended to went bedok interchange to do my little "shopping"....but...hmm... my mind told mi "xzr ar xzr...y the rush...looking forward to ns is it..." in the end, still slack at home...haha... spent the rest of afternoon shifting the computer from my sister's room to my room...hahah...well, nw enjoying the comfort of using the com in my veri own room...keke... nothing much abt to sae todae...woke up at usual 1.30pm++..... n gosh!! surposed to meet my curry puff at 11am to buy wensheng's present...hmmm... but....nvm...let the other guys to do the shopping...haha...later heard from sudono that he arrived at 2pm to catch up with the rest.......hmmm....nvm....ahhaha
looking ahead of tomorrow's outing with dear....well, perhaps its the last time we going out together ba... quite sad to sae that but its true... tomorrow we are going catch 2 movies!! haha... 1st time we went to catch 2 movies in the same dae... gonna watch dodgeball n police story... n bringing her for a gd lunch... well, quite worried abt her... busy studying n sick too...so poor thing... wish i can help her study to lessen her workload... hope she will do well in her exams... keke... shes always had a veri competitive mentality...wat worries mi is not her grades actually.. is whether she will take time off to relax or destress...keke...
well, tomorrow will be a better day.....n a great day awaits mi....time to enjoy n live life to the fullest!!!
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:21 PM;
Sunday, September 26, 2004
todae is quite a slack day for mi...as usual...haha.....woke up at ard 10++ but sleep again till 1.45pm... awaken by the hunger....if not i can sleep even longer.....haha... well, have to find food for myself...family members are out....luckily got some food to fill my miserable stomach n satisfy my hunger....
well, spent the rest of the afternoon playing game... n i had done quite a silly thing.... a few days back i got sick after eating 2 slices of mango... n todae....i ate a whole big mango!! hmm... saw a few black spots on the mango..seems to be rotting....why not let it have a new life n surrounding in my tummy??!!?! kinda of thought of wat the consequences after eating.....in the end.....couldnt resist the temptation...haha... n right nw....guess wat....my sore throat is back......flu is black.....n got a minor headache as well.....haiz...
well, jus finished watchin the channel 8 show from 7 to 9....a nice show n think i gonna miss it when i in ns....gosh.... n just eaten dinner too...parents went to buy western food for mi....haha pork chop....arhh.....miss the western food store in tp business sch....haha....miss the old uncle of the store....pork chop 1.... add fries.....don wan bread...ahaaha
well, todae celebrated my birthdae early... haha....haiz....my actual birthdae gotta spend alone in camp....arhh....sad...but nvm....sister gave mi 2 face towels....will use it when in camp..n glad to have my birthdae present in camp with mi....hahaha....defend the country together with my precious towel....shoulder to shoulder.... nothin much to do nw.....wrestling is at 12.30....got abt 2++ hour to go...hmm....think get back to my game....hahaa
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:38 PM;
Saturday, September 25, 2004
todae is quite a shag day i should sae.....keke...morning put 600+ pairs of shoes back to the respective shelves n before all of us could finish the job, my fren father's new stock of 700+ pairs of shoes arrived....we were damn shag n steam at that point of time.... no choice....but to summon all my energy an strength to get the job damn....
well, afternoon was alright...went queensway to make a new pair of spects for NS...hmm.... doent look much difference from my old 1 actually..haha...same type n pattern....thick black frame.... well, if i knew its compulsory to make black frame spects for ns.....i wouldnt make a pair a few yrs back.....feel quite sick of it right nw....n i need to wait for another 2 more yrs perhaps if i wan to change to a metal frame.....aRHHH....i miss the metal frame a lot...look much better maybe... don no la...perhaps my perception...keke... feel i look like a nerd... haha
after making the spects..went to archade with my best budd gary...hmm...challenge daytona...though its a veri old game, we jus got to addicted to it a few weeks back...hmm...realli nerds right... haha...
well, going in ns a few days soon...feel i should realli change a bit of myself... thats is my super clumsiness... i always keep banging into things... at home keep banging into tables, chairs... or wat so ever... at office keep banging into ladders, metal shelves...and the best thing is.... today nearly lost my left thumb... my thumb got stuck in the cargo lift... well, if not for my alertness n swiftness... my left thumb would be gone by nw...keke...gary n his parents were damn shock sia... n mi too....how would my hand got stuck in the cargo lift.......funni right....
well, jus came back from a pool session with my best frens..kenneth n vincent....my sec sch bros.... went for supper too... n discuss our future potiential job... that is to defend our mother land... haha... well, enjoy the pool session a lot......crack a lot of funni jokes with them... n laugh till our face muscles become stiff.....not bad right.....
nw is already sat morning le...hmm.....afternoon gonna buy stuff for ns...keke... n hmm....family gonna celebrate my birthdae in advance!!!! great.....hahaa...... well, hope it will be nice dae!!!
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 4:03 PM;
Friday, September 24, 2004
ARH!! todae felt much better...haha... recovered by my freaky sickness but haven recover totally yet... well... today went to work for my fren's parents... todae n tomorrow.. haha... well, not much happening todae...went taka to pack 600+ pairs of shoes as the promo period is over... saw a few tv actress at taka too.. the cast from the current tv show at 7pm...the wensi n ailing... haha...don no their real name....
well, along the way back to warehouse, we stop at bedok center to have our lunch... haha... fren parents treat mi to chengdol.....quite nice... but got stomachache after eating it..haha...
last night watched the amazing race finale... veri nice n interesting... there are a couple lessons to be learnt from the show too... the winners of the race chip n kim started off in 2th place(if i not wrong)... n they were down to 3rd after being overtake by colin n christie... they remained 3rd for most of the race n the turning point came when brandon n colin's flight were delayed... this allow chip n kim to overtake them n eventually became the winners... wat i admire is their determination n their spirit which were kept at the highest level...
hmm... jus call deardear....still sleeping at tis time...haha... shes been working hard for the past few days... perhaps bring her out for a gd meal this weekend...
well, tonight got singapore idol "unsing heros"...haha.... hope bananaman show up...hahaha...
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:25 AM;
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Just woke up from a long long sleep... still feel quite uncomfortable currently.... my flu is gone but my sore throat is still running a riot in my body...making its presence felt constantly... so freak up... everytime i fell sick i will have the same symptoms...flu...followed by sore throat, followed by cough, and lastly fever... hmm... lets see wad will happen for the next few days... Last but not least, I found out how i got sick.... which is i ate 2 tiny slices of mango 2 days back... funni right... jus 2 tiny pieces... arhhh
well, just make a few changes to the blog last night... just put a song in it... but my fireangel account had been disabled for don no wat reason n the song is gone... so... have to do something abt it... i decided to put the song "all i have to do is dream" by everly brothers in the blog... this is a classic old song n hope dear will like it...haha... dear always say i m veri different from other guys cos most people at this age go for pop, rock or R&B songs but as for me... i go for oldies... haha... n when she told her frens that i go for this type of songs, they will "huh?!?!"... haha... well, perhaps i'm really different...thats y she chose mi!! haha... but nvm......every type of songs have their own distinct feature n attract different listeners...
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 4:08 AM;
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
arhh...i down with a flu and a bad throat...gosh!!! next week is my enlistment n i got sick 9 days b4 this stupid big day?!?! hmm......need to do something abt it....mom went to get my medicine for mi....so touched...haha... since i'm slacking ard for the next few days, i must try my best to get well in order to report to NS 100% fit... heard that its quite miserable to fall sick in NS... see doctor also must see timing n day 1...suxs...
feeling quite down right nw...get moody as each day n as hours gone by... realli suxs... life gonna change soon but somehow no matter wat i have to look forward to it... a man need to do wat he gotta do... no matter wat cant escape from it...right......
hmm....sometimes i feel that going to jail is somehow better as compared to going NS...why?? heres xzr theory: in jail, if u r sentenced to 2 yrs jail, u can be out in abt 1 n half yrs ba... cos got minus public hoildays n gd conduct... on the other hand, going NS is different....2 yrs is 2 yrs... no matter how gd u r...still 2 yrs.....no discount, nothin at all.... haha... perhaps i been thinking too much...
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:13 PM;
hmm....this is the first posting of my new blog...hahaa...looks quite impressive but think most of the stuff not there yet...haha...nvm.....i got the determination to get it done...not bad right...
now is approaching noon le...waiting for lunch to be ready... well.. todae is a sunny day and looks like its a gd day to cycle at east coast...but well, i'm too lazy to set my foot of out of the house...haha... aniwae...later meeting gf to send her home after sch.....even though she is busy with her work, need to find opportunities to spend time with her... next week NS lo....haiz... sad
hmm... got mixed feelings going in army... haiz... look quite excited abt it cos i m going in to be a real MAN! haha... but 1st of all gonna miss my family and of cos gf... and have to get myself disciplined as well...think the biggest prob is waking up in the morning ba...heard from frens that need to wake up at 5++...so far in my life is my mom wake mi up every morning and bring me food before my veri eyes....so.....things gonna change soon ba.... another thing is that i will miss my coco crunch with milk.....arhhh.....
well, last night went for a gathering with my past sip frens at fish n co...it was an enjoyable dinner as we chat while we had our dinner....sharing our life after graduation... looks like time realli flies so fast that i didnt noticed it... :0(
but its alright, the past has nw become a part of my life n its time to look forward to the future n hope life will be better then....cheers
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:52 AM;
