Thursday, June 30, 2005
finally i am home for the first time this week......wooh.....this is perhaps the toughest week since i posted to commandos.....finally completed my 3 days 2 nights of duties....even though the duties not xiong but it had an impact on me....lack of sleep.... tiredness..... n mentally too.....wooh....after this experience i will definity wont go through it again......nw still feeling veri shag.........
todae had a half day off......to take my advanced theory test....my second try after 2 yrs.....haha...guess wat... i failed again.........GOD...i was quite confident......but in the end...u knw...haiz...this sat i will book 2 test dates... jus in case i failed n wont hav to wait too long again...not bad right.... maybe i was too tired ba... cos when i got home concussed all the way.... think tonight going slp early.... make up for the past 2 days....
this fri got guard duty again.... that makes it 4 guard duties in 6 days.... sat may hav to do.....5 duties in 7 days??!?! wooh..........the percentage rate is increasing man......
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:54 AM;
Monday, June 27, 2005
todae is sun!!! this is where my weekend start!!! this morning jus came back from guard duty.... slightly tired... but not that xiong as compared to weekday.....cos weekdays got own duty + guard duty.....keke.... the guard duty quite funni......the guard commander n 2ic super sianz....cos they been trying to sell their duties since fri... n no one take up the offer.......so no choice but to do themselves...... n i can see that they r trying realli hard to entertain themselves.......sing songs......fighting each other....... n talk cock.....hahahaa...... but they r nice people....super funni..... the guards r enjoying the air con in the guard room....whereas they r at the rest room watching tv.... super ironic..... well.....been spending the whole day sleeping....hahaa.....super relac but jus sianz...cos its a weekend afterall..... another funni thing is....the duty officer........ i did not see him at all!!! he didnt even turn up for lunch......dinner.......parade.....super slack.......but i like him!! whahah
when i reached home....spent 2 hours sleeping n then went out to meet my frens.......well.....supposed to celebrate sudono birthdae todae.....but think they went out till to late last night....then he overslept n miss the date with us....sad......he specially came back singapore to meet us....by the time he wake up....time to catch the ferry le....sad case.....anywae.....we continued to go out without him....hhaha...lucky we ate mac n burger king while waiting for him.....else sure starved to death? hahaha......
todae went shopping.....used up the royal sporting house voucher given by singnet......bought 2 t shirts not bad......track pants for dad.....n lastly a basketball for myself.......wooh......time to be a basketball god??!? n i recieved my safra card!!! can bring my parents go swimming so they no need go all the way to bedok to squeeze with the crowd.....sounds i got the sudden interest to do sports!! basketball........swim.......wow...
lastly...... i been dying to watch MR n MRS SMITH.......haiz........don hav the opportunity to catch it...... tmr......n tues doing guard duty.....wed then go home.......will miss home........n wed is my driving test...... super tight schedule...... n need to go to return the newsweek free gift......alot of things to settle....haiz....... madness week.......on top of this pile of shit.......had to cope with my normal duties...... hope this will be a fast n peaceful week............................ cheers.......... wish mi can pass this week without any prob......
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:33 AM;
Saturday, June 25, 2005
wooh......todae is fri.......so fast fri le......one more week for hell to end.... feel funni.....weekend is here n not much mood to enjoy....perhaps cos tmr got guard duty ba......or perhaps this week is realli a veri tough week.... anywae....feel happy that 1 week had past n left another week to go.....
todae super sianz.......the joker RP sergeant sae he sick.....didnt come to camp......n left the 4 of us to do 15 duties......i realli don no wat SSM is thinking......let such a chao geng kia go...... n todae life is realli tough.... so mani duties to do n worse of all.....todae is the commando section course trainees passing out dae..... n more shit job to do.... on top of our duties.....realli don no how to cope.....anywae.....the worse is over n i glad that todae finally has ended.....
think mondae will be another shag dae......cos my fren taking leave......n mondae will be doing guard...... hope the joker sergeant will be back on mondae......or else..........i don realli knw wat to sae........
hope the next week will pass realli fast........realli hope my 4 frens come back from course...... life is realli different with extra personnel......realli......
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:40 AM;
Friday, June 24, 2005
so fast thurs already....tmr is fri.....weekend gonna be here soon...but this weekend cant enjoy it much... tmr got to help out in parade of the CSLC passing out + sat got guard duty... sianz.....its getting tiring n more tiring... sick of all this shit...
yesterdae went to see doct to cure my face... not bad...she break down the process in phrases n was quite impress... gosh...the clinic was damn flooded....waited for 2 n half hours b4 i can see the doct... n most of the patients r seeing for their skin probs too...wow...the doct must have earn alot sia..... haha...
intended to go shopping or movie todae..... received the $100 royal sporting house voucher already... but too tired to go... n wanted to watch movie by myself todae @ century 7.10pm... Mr n Mrs Smith... the show been ard for a long time n don have the fate to watch it....... todae slept 3 hours in camp... concussed all the way... n i been sleeping veri early for the past few days n i still so tired.......arhhhh....
so sianz in life......... recived the rejection letters from NTU n NUS.....still cant get in........haiz........ so fucked up... forget it ba.....perhaps i wasnt gd enough for singapore university........ life sucks for mi.........
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:12 AM;
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
the countdown begins.... 8 more days for hell days.......tough days ahead....but need to endure......tough time don last......tough man do......keke.....
todae super bad dae perhaps.....lunch was realli great......fried rice.....fried chicken......fish platter...... mushroom soup......fries......n ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!! guess wat.........i ate 3 ice creams in a go........n near die from overeating... best of all.......i got a intense stomache upset....hhahaah.......but its worth it..... the funni thing todae is that i was so busy stuffing the ice creams into my pants while eating another that i forgot to bring back my stuff bought from E-Mart.......damn funni....lucky my fren brought it back for mi......else.......my new sandals would be gone by nw.......
so tired for the past few days......don no y........slept like a dead log in camp......wooh......n when i woke up...... my body is damn weak n legs wobby..... like jelly like that......guess i have to sleep early tonight.......tough days ahead..... sat still got guard duty......n next tues.......but looking forward to next wed off........thats the onli time no shit job n no duties.....
so sianz...... miss my frens......life in camp is so quiet........ even my playstation got no business.... the guys usually damn noisy when they ard..... hhaha....nw super quiet......but not for long.....haha.......
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:33 PM;
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
todae is a super shag dae..... 4 of our guys went for course.......left the remaining 5......actually is 4... the stupid idiot rp spect keep coming up stunt...so sianz...need to cover his ass plus our own duties...wats more... he don wan to do sentry...so need to rotate here n there......aarhhhh.... on top of it... i went my aunt chalet for the weekend...shag also...the kids keep bugging mi to play with them...basketball n soccer......well......had a great time thrashing them...whahaha
well...10% gone...9 more days to go........arhhh..... b4 they came back from course........damn sianz lor.... the course they all stay out.......so shiok...everydae jus go there........struggling to stay awake...sort of such stuff... whereas for mi..........i m the one n onli batch who stay in for the course...n all sorts of trouble... so unlucky... well... looking on the bright side...staying in is gd...save my transport fee.... a day transport will come up to $4... 10 days???!?! wooh... thats a lot... well...hope the guys pass the course...
so sianz... shit job n more n more shit jobs in camp...alot of troubles on my mind.....arhh...alot of stuff to settle... haiz...going to burst soon.... so sianz... troubles n troubles....... my mind is in a fix...don no wat i do to infuriate people.... i jus cant make up my mind... need advise from my parents...but they not by my side... haiz.. think its a major weakness of mi..... cant seem to decide on minor stuff...whereas major stuff i knw exactly wat to do....... don no ba........feel like running away........ i don like my face... keep giving mi probs in the past n nw......arhh.... suddenly my confidence is back to zero....... i don no why...when i with her...i so full of myself...my confidence n such stuff.... but nw..... keep getting kee kee for nothing.... i like my life nw... but wat to do.........i in a mix..................................................................................................... maybe time to get my pathetic face fixed up again............................
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:43 AM;
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
lonely......i so lonely.....i have nobody to call my own...hahahaa..... nah.... nw slacking... yesterdae tired to updae the blog.... busy doing some shit job for ssm... usual stuff... haha... n also parent went china le... went off at 12.30am...hmm...1 week... so sianz... no one to wake mi up...no one to bring breakfast to mi...arh... but life has to go out...time to be independent!!!
wooh...saw my sec sch junior yesterdae...hes a recruit at my camp...haha.. he look so dejected... hahaha... commando recruit... training n training n training.... hahaa... well... todae nothing much...keep playing game in camp...sianz!! keep kana thrashing by frens in soccer... sianz...i used to thrash this guy...in the end... todae kanna wack... hmm.....gotta keep my ass up tmr... haha... tmr sis going malaysia with my aunts... so sianz.. cant go...arhh....gotta settle dinner myself...
sad...................................................mom.................................dad.........................where r u?????????
Happy Anniversary baby.... 39th month.........
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:17 PM;
Sunday, June 12, 2005
super super sianz.....triple S!!! back from my ususal guard duty... and i not feeling well again!!! headache... flu... breaking out in cold sweat...... haiz...but the flu i got it from mom...haha...
thurs is a shag dae for mi.....sort of... being a day of blanga worker is tough man... from nw on i will respect them!! morning got summon by SSM... gonna be with him for the whole dae... settling some enlistment stuff... y mi?!?! y must be mi?? arhh.... lucky got to escape from my daily duties... if not sure die... started the day off by going ard the camp with the officers n spects... worst of all.. i m the smallest form of lifeform around them... the next higher rank is 1st sergeant... wow.... lucky nv kanna ani shit job... haha... do quite alot of stuff... testing mic at cookhouse... test music at multi purpose hall... n walking ard looking important but doing nothing...hahaa... well....fun to be with the spects... well... heard from my frens that they were a bunch of bastards hated by generations n genertations of trainees....haha... joker thing is.... they were anticipating the questions gonna be asked by parents on fri... so...one joker act as a parents and ask another spect... i m worried for my son... cos u commandos got the dunking case... may i kne where are the commanders? then the other jokers replied...here here... we are all here!! i m the 1 who wrote the incident report!! haha.. funni.. then i added in.... aiya...no more dunking case la..the most we ask them to jump dwn from 2nd floor..haha
then theres a table displaying wat the recruits will be expecting to receive on the day... n those spects all took the gum floss n started flossing their teeth while the officers r toking... jokers... spent the rest of the day spraying some paint ard... setting up banners.... n drilling some stuff with ssm...haha.. tough dae...
fri came n all the enlistment of the commando recruits... so sianz... pissed off by a taxi driver parent... he is a god damn cb...i going to tekan the recruits like hell!! i politely ask the son to tuck in his shirt n report to the designated area... then the fucker parent shouted at mi... y other people no need tuck in my son need? then order his son to tuck out... that cb never see all the people had tuck in n accused mi... fuck.. i replied him... sir this is a military camp... all enlisting personnel have to tuck in.. then he cb again... sae i jus a private in charge of the parade square... y should i bother? i super pissed... he look as if he wan to fight... nb... i wan to challenge him one... do u believe i can send ur son to DB as soon as this moment? do u believe i can chase ur sorri ass out of my camp if i wan too? i jus a fucking private but i got the power...sux my cock man... anywae... decide to rest the matter cos the son jus quietly follow my instructions.. if he the same as his cb father... i would sure aim him for the rest of my ns life... haunt him...wahahaha
sianz thing is hav to carry on guard duty... supposed to be a slack guard duty..in the end all wan to act garang... show of force...so bo pian... came back this morning... headache.... arh..... hope will recover soon
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:24 AM;
Thursday, June 09, 2005
todae came back home from guard duty...haha...came through guard duty unscathed...hahah... well...its was the slackest guard duty i ever done...hmm...perhaps its my rp fren accompanied me ba...not so lonely...
well... all night long....i was sleeping throughout when i was off duty...fierce right... but the duty officer yesterdae was super garang...came to guard room n ask alot of questions... super sianz...best thing is... the guard comm n guard 2 super funni.....got 2 different versions of the ans... haiz......trouble brewing ahead...
true......i was right......think the duty officer complain to SSM....n early morning he came over n giv us guard turnout...basically....it was a drill that all duty personnel had to fall in with rifle n stuff.... n the funni thing again is....think no one was serious abt it or we too shocked n heard from my fren sae that they took a long long time of 5min plus to fall in...SSM was furious.....afternoon turnout again.......fall in to listen to his story...
the funni joke of the day.... everyone n i mean......EVERYONE fall in except mi......i was dead sleeping!!!!!!! n everyone was too gang jiong to think of......"hey...wake xzr up!!"...n they remembered me after they fall in!!! lucky SSM didnt noticed i was "missing" n i made the greatest escape of all time!!!! wahahaha... damn funni... he keep asking..."who haven fall in??!?!?!"...
of cos.....no one will bother to ans.......hahahaa.........
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:35 PM;
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
wooh...todae finally went back to camp... out for a week lo... fierce right... speaking of it... wat a bad experience... so sick till i hospitalized... so sad... but aniwae...its gd to be back healthy...safe n sound n best of all... back to lead my normal life...
last week been a hell week for mi... last sun went for my cousin wedding dinner....started the day feeling still ok...but as the day passes by...god... getting worse n worse....headache is killing me... n lost my appetite... anyway... the food served at the wedding dinner isnt great aniwae..... i veri bad right... haha... reached home n i was like.....wooh..... jus like monkey god in great pain when the monk is chanting away...
mon morning woke up in great pain n having fever... n my head is bursting in flames...maybe... called SSM n tellin him reporting sick outside... hate to go back report sick... the needle scars r still intact on my hands... constantly reminding me..... don go back camp...u will suffer.... went over to CGH... wooh.....more needles... super sianz... had blood tests but lucky its not dengue... wooh......fever 37.8 with high blood pressure... 140/90... got medication n 2 days MC... the next 2 days like half dead half alive like tat....gong gong giddy giddy......
wed morning....MC over but still not feeling too gd....fever 38++ n think my brains r going to become chay kueh tiao soon..... back to CGH.... fever 38... low blood pressure 90++/40++...went for more detailed blood test n..................gosh......... admit to hospital........ sianz....... but quite a funni thing happened at the hospital... saw a fren there as nurse......damn funni lor.....she approached mi.....but i could onli can remember faintly abt her.....fever 38++....pain is killing mi n who cares..... she took my weight measurement n guess.... 72 kg n 152 pounds.....think she realli gong or wat.....sae i 152kg!! ...........thats the attachment nurse ba...... perhaps...
well.....spent the next few days there......taking gd rest n more n more n more blood test.......x ray...... urine test.... finally get out of hell on fri evening......n felt better!!! finally......
tmr on guard... last week my fren did for mi...time to repay his kindness......
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:09 PM;
