todae a plain dae for me.... nothing much.. jus update my friendster... added some stuff... actually jus took me some time nia... but the stupid friendster out of the blue play stunt... the things i done....saved le....then go back to the old stuff.....nearly tore the whole com down...... bo pian....have to do it again.... 1 n half hours gone like tat....going slp lo....

tmr will be a better day

todae spending my monday blues at home... a long weekend... weather is gd.....but no mood to swim... jus wan to spend a quiet day at home.... feeling moody.....don no why... jus gone through some old stuff... don no why i go through it... times were so sweet in the past... i admit... been in love will make oneself go weak... lost of motivation n determination..... weaken by love..... i was so mentally weak then... nw looking at the stuff..... wat love you all my life.... missing u every min every sec... love u till i breathe my last breath... all this doesnt exist in real life i suppose.... i don believe in eternal love anymore... no such thing

todae had a gd game at pavilion tonight.....so long nv visit there le...haha....still the same...full of young lians n bengs....n full of nonsense... evening went back to suntec with ken to change his bdae present...then back to tampines for long john....

nothing much abt great singapore...... everything still the same but the occasion is different nia... but saw a sale at levis... a pair of jeans onli 40 nia....n i got a 40 dollars voucher? jus nice...but the jeans looks a bit kuku though.....wan to buy a levi polo tee as well.... 49.50.... funni right... polo tee more ex than jeans...haha.... hav to make up my mind soon....else the jeans gone...haha

damn pissed off todae... great......i jus woke up????????? its 4pm nw n its evening soon..... wat the fuck man....i haven done anything todae lor......arh.......

todae was a fun dae.....went out to celebrate ken bdae...... so fast 1 yr had passed....last yr todae i was in hospital....haiz... don sae le.... well....true... time really flies.... went out for a gd dinner at don no wat place.....forgot le... lynn led the way...she worked there b4 last time de... didnt knw of it until todae? haha... food was ok....except the chilli sause...hahaha... well... bought ken a polo shirt that doesnt fit him...haha... gotta changed the size tmr...

well... after dinner went for the usual pool game... still ok... hahah... welll after pool was happening... went over to find ken's fren at a pub... place was not bad... but too smoky... next time shall smoke n pollute the air back... haha... the drinks quite cheap... 1 jug of tiger $22...3 jugs $50... not bad... n there can sing songs n play pool too... well.. sang a song... first time ever sang in public... haha... shy sia... challenged others for a game of pool... won 1 lost 1... at least still worth it... haha

after pub on the way home tio traffic police...lucky we not that shag yet... veri lucky... the police officer jus look at us... then let us through... haha... stupid fool.... sum up the night by stopping over at expo for a drive... haha... too fast too furious? U-turn at 40km/hr? haha... saw a hump but didnt notice it too soon n ken n shaoliang was screaming mad... HUMP AHEAD!!! BRAKE NW!!!! hahahaa.... going slp nw....waking up a hours later for a swim.....if i can made it? haha

last night was the most most shagging guard duty i ever done during my career at my camp... stay up the whole night is no big deal... but the work can kill me... last night got activation... cant blog it here cos its a secret... super shag... alarm keep ringing n need to keep resetting it... after that still need to cope with the damn lot of people leaving camp... n then hav to settle the stores which jus came back from taiwan... n also trainees booking out at 4am? so freaking busy....damn.... todae need a gd slp...

todae celebrating ken birthdae... buffet n stuff.... gonna wack him solid todae... whaha

todae supposed to be a gd n smooth running dae for me... a day where i made plans for me to relac n enjoy.....but was ruined by losing my easy card!!! arh....think lost it at the swimming pool...... while i was taking out my safra card..... shit......didnt knw until on the wae to catch movie... board the bus....scan my wallet n theres no sound!!! shit.....so embarrassed.... damn.... lucky this matter settled le....went to terminate my card n then the refund will be next week... great.... swimming was fun... lucky i went in the morning rather than afternoon... morning sun was hot....sunny... n afternoon got dark clouds...haha....

MI3 was a nice show...song...action pack n lived up to its fame... hhahaa... left vinci code n x men on my list......

freaking boring wed....life got boring.....boringer n boringest? haha... so tired of being in camp tat i activated my off tmr.....my election dae off... so sick of being in camp.... doing the same old things everydae... looking forward to tmr...... as usual...todae movie with frens down the drain.. but its ok... watching movie alone tmr......a mission deemed impossible by watching alone...... n i'm watching mission impossible 3....haha... time passes so fast...unknowingly this movie had been out for 3 long weeks... haha...

jus bought FHM mag....this month not bad....got free sample of perfume + a shoe bag which i don intend to use as a shoe bag....intend to use it to put my swimming stuff.....haha......tmr morning swimming..... then movie... or....if i woke up late...... movie then swimming.... haha... fri went back for guard duty.....then weekend is here!!! n a long weekend for mi... yuppie....

not much things to update todae..... todae is a super hot weather....one thing that puzzles me..... why weekdays it doesnt rain at all....n weekend is full of rain? weird... sundays always no sun n its still sunday..... how i wish can go swimming on weekdays.....

my fren ord next mondae le....when will it be my turn? seems so close but yet so far...ironic...

smu......where are u???? waiting for u letter for so long till my neck jus became longer..... nb de... nus dateline is next fri lor.... when can i get smu's confirmation????? waiting is always painful...

got a stupid flu again....keep having flu which i don no why... damn... nose like a tap n water is flowing out freely... a new way for our delepted water source maybe?haha... nothing much happening.... life is mixed up n sucks in the army... perhaps the people in army are having 2 different forms of life? 1 grp is the NSF where we are serving the nation because of our liability while the other grp is the Regular where they are serving the nation because its their iron rice bowl n they depend it for a living... objective in life is so different n how these 2 grps of people gonna work together to make singapore a better place? lets figure it out...

meanwhile.....................saw my fren appealing for help.... he needs AB+ donors;

Dear All,Those with AB+ Blood Group kindly contact me asmy father's agent's son (only 2years 4months) isdiagnosed with a serious Bone Marrow Diseasecalled dunno what "Aplastic Anemia". To donateyour blood, please contact me immediately at94517498. Your help is deeply appreciated.Fredrick Or94517498

maybe i should offer a helping hand.... n drag my sis......jeff n wensheng in too... haha... we r the AB+ family.... help to save a life.... i aint no saint but i can bring hope to a kid's life.....

this evening went for my mad run.....not bad....bedok reservoir becoming an intersting place....can canoe....fish.....n all sorts of stuff.... weather is cooling and nice to run.... gd training todae....100 push ups ahead tomorrow... feeling gd n strong.....looks like my injury is getting better... nw can do 4 pull ups b4 feeling the injury strain on my rotator cuff... haha... hope to fare better....

singapore idol is back.....a funni show.....think this show is not abt choosing the idol.....but its to see who is the joker of the joker..... n who makes the most foolish stuff in front of national tv...haha.....anywae it makes my day....hahaha.....

i made a mission impossible job tonight...i repair my hp single handedly... not bad right..... thought my old hp is gone for gd.....cos when people call.....i cant hear wat they talking but they can hear wat i was saying... anywae... i repaired it...... the great repairer? hahah.....

i can sense a tough week ahead.... i keep eating too many poisonous stuff this weekend!!! keep eating chocolates.... mango... heaty food.....arh.... tough week ahead cos pimples sure take a gd beating on my face... think better drink gallons of water.... sianz... nw keep giving in to my temptions... cant seemed to avoid such food as before... haiz...nvm... anyway they taste great!! haha...

todae cant swim again... as usual... rain... boring to stay home..... later perhaps going for a mad run.... haha... army again tmr.......so sick of army.....

i think i going crazy.... todae spent the whole dae at home? first time ever? seriously... i cant remember when was the last time when i spent a full sat at home n be a gd boy.... haha... head is feeling giddy... don no is whether i falling sick? or i slept too much this afternoon.... head is too gong to differentiate it.... suddenly find myself in demand... jeff ask me out for movie... vincent n gary ask me out for movie too....steve ask me to go devils' bar see see.... ken n shaoliang as usual pool.... n i jus stayed at home.....wow..... its veri boring to be at home n having nothing to do.... jus sleep n online......boring...... boring....... looking forward to tmr....gonna go for a swim n a hair cut... hope tmr weather is cool.....

todae is sat morning.....feeling realli realli veri tired.... think todae jus go out for movie ba.... then go home rest.... last night play pool till veri veri shag....nearly fell asleep.... played from 9+ till 2 like tat? haha... then supper at geylang as usual.... todae watching MI3 n other frens jio me for the da vinci code... next week still got x men.....wow.... alot of gd movies on hand.... think i better settle the old ones first... haha... clear old stock... swimming again tmr...... yeah....

todae gan sian dae.....got a scolding from boss again.....veri unlucky... i always at the wrong place at the wrong time... n tio such things..... last mon volunteer to be a gd guy help to throw away unate ration packs n tidy some stuff... got scolding cos that shouldnt be my job? n while throwing rubbish got scolding again...cos tat time return life-size stands left out 1..... i informed boss le he sae nvm....jus return the rest....nw he see le thrash me again... wat the hell... don no which sick freak go hide it in the server room....then the contractor found it n put there...n i happen to be there at that point of time.....arh..... shit!!!

todae went swimming with sis.... body a bit sore....but its gd training... tmr is fri le.....yeah... next week troubled le....next fri got duty......sat morning 8am got driving.....cant make it.....don no how...sianz....

sianz 1/2... pimples hav been bothering me once again for the past few days... n its been with me since i was 13? wow... i had been living with it for 9 years? been eating chocolates sis bought from australia... kit kat with different flavors n nv seen b4 in singapore... n it taste great... but my face took a beating.... need to put extra pimple cream tonight... tmr got duty... but its ok... cos can watch soccer.....champions league final... hope arsenal can win... my fav team...

Thoughts

Four people you will meet in life...

Life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find four people in their life.
First person is you,

Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels. Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person. The one you love most doesn't love you. The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most. And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are you in other people's life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.

At the point in time when she loves you, she really loves you. But when she doesn't love you anymore, she really doesn't love you anymore. When she loves you, she can't pretend that she doesn't. Same goes, when she loves you no more, there's no way she can pretend she loves you. When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you. You must ask yourself if you still love her, If you also don't love her anymore, do not keep her just to save your pride.
If you still love her, you should wish her happiness, and hope that she will be with the one she loves most, not stop her from it. If you stop her from finding true happiness with the one she loves, it shows you already don't love her, And if you don't love her, what rights do you have to blame her for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive, If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin, But the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let her become a permanent memory in your life. If you really love a person, you must love her for what she is. Love her for her good points, and the bad, You can't wish for her to become like what you like her to be just because you love her.
If she can't change to become what you like her to be, you don't love her anymore. When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love her, You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you. Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criterias.

In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.

Being away from each other is a type of test, If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love will never become hate.

When two people are in love, They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises. Why do they ask each other to swear and promise? Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover. These swear and promises are useless; Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change! We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry, Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?

Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep. Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually. Remember, swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!! In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another; The one saying, doesn't believe; the one listening, also doesn't believe.

Damn... was going through the exemptions list to see if i can exempt from any subjects if i were to take that project n facilities management course... i cant!!! shag... 4 full yrs man... arh... thought the course structure got economics and statistics where i learnt in poly b4... in the end nothing.....wat the hell.... haha...

tok to jeff regarding my case... he got into nus too... arts n social science... find his course not bad while he find my course interesting too... haha... can we exchange course?? whaha... don no ba... kept thinking till i stressed up... smu got wat i wan... this is wat i learnt b4... nus is a new course... better future maybe? n its easier? cos theory n most importantly... no programming involved... n smu is tough... see elaine stressed day in day out... going crazy any moment... so scared to be like her... jeff n i shared the same thoughts... wonder how we will be if we are in smu... somemore elaine is highly skilled student... n she is suffering so much le... wat abt us? beginner students... haha... hope i can sort out my future soon...

momo this fri.... beach model competition... haha... gonna be there.....

nw i discovered something.....last time keep complaining why my past blogging wording seems veri small...nw then realized that its my explorer settings.....i'm so stupid... hhahaha... n its ken who corrected me....shag.... nvm... at least i learnt something new.... whahaa...

todae whole dae at home... 2 things....first....cos i spent too much money this weekend? 100+?? haha... 2nd is...todae is mother day... happy mama dae!!! whahah... shag... todae didnt go swimming as desired... morning woke up n its a sunny weather... i was so happy.... after breakfast... abt to go prepare my stuff n i heard the thunder....n thats it man... n it rained shortly... haha... shag... spent the rest of the afternoon doing research of the nus thing... cant seemed to make up my mind....smu or nus..... smu got wat i wan n this is wat i learnt in poly... exactly the same... so call an advantage if i got in... but nus gave me a sort of new life... a new course n something like related to business.... n its project n facilities management... n the best deal is... theres no IT!! cos i don like IT... sucks at programming even though i not bad.. no la... jus that all the codes can drive me crazy... spent the whole dae looking at 100+ pages of scripts jus to spot 1 stupid error before... shag... that was last time...hahah

nw jus waiting for smu... then see how my future will go..... this is 1 big decision which shall decide my future lo... have to take a big consideration towards it... stressed up... anywae... evening went for a run... n i was running like a mad cow... haha... no la.... tmr gotta work.... no more hoildays till....................aug?! sianz.....hope aug can come soon...n i can leave army...

surprise n surprise n surprise..... while waiting for SMU letter....i got NUS instead......accepted into NUS project n facilities management course...wat the hell... jus select this course for fun n i got in......shag....didnt even knw wats this course is in the veri first place.....jus select to fill up the empty slots in the application form..... haiz.... want to do research also cannot....stupid nus web site wording so small..... sian 1/2 le.... don no who is their programmer.... no brains... think better email the professor in person to find out more........SMU.....where are u.........

todae went sim lim with ken again....haha...to check on lynn's new new new com....but the parts are unavailable.... hahaa.... went to eat mac n pool session....... todae realli hav fun playing pool.....so long nv on form le.... haha.... best game i played in months....haha.....so proud of myself.... swimming tmr.....hope it doesnt rain.....

wooh... jus had my breakfast cum lunch + tea session? nw its 2pm+ le n i jus woke up? haha... seldom slept till so late n slept so long... ok la... not so long... haha... slp at ard 5.30am last night or last morning?? haha... last night went out till super late... went wala wala... last night its all abt rock music and its still pretty ok... initially it was considered noise... cos the female lead singer of the unexpected sang veri long n piercing to my ears... after the break its becoming better... nw a bit shag... a bit blur blur... think a bit hangover... anywae nw its raining nw... no mood to go out too... todae intended to catch MI3 with my other bros... but cancelled cos of bad seatings... sianz... thought this show alot of people watched le... nvm... tomorrow ba... after wala went over to play pool in the middle of the night... ahah... yet again... ok la... average performance.... the gal who work there is quite funni... don no how to explain... sort of scare me with her actions... n we were playing pool in wee hours of the morning... haha... but she ok de la... got used to it after a while? hahaha... think todae rest at home... the rain jus got bigger... calling a fren up n think thats sum up my dae...

finally i can log in here to bitch around... last night think the server got prob... page cant be displayed... anywae... nothing much to blog abt last night... jus the stupid guard duty... yes... i got duty last mon again... n out of the blue... wat the hell... n my nanny duty officer who nag at mi for the whole hour straight... anywae its over... haha...

nothing much happening todae... spotted an unkown vehicle parked outside camp premises... went to check it out n turn out to be a stupid fool who parked his car there....hang his stupid bird cage with a birdy in it on a tree n stood there to admire its singing... wat a joke... stupid right... there are so mani types of people in this world... n stupid people tend to do stupid things.... haha... lucky i'm funni onli... so funni people tend to do funni things? haha... much much nw... gonna do my 100 push ups, watch tv n then dinner... relax n easy night... i wan to watch MI3.... so far no partner yet... haha... doesnt like to watch movie alone too....shag... shall sort it out soon...

i'm so freaking tired...think having too much fun n going too much outing is taking a toll on me....last night reached home n slp at 1+ then this morning woke up early in the morning to go ktv... shag...

todae was fun... haha.. we sang more than enough n exceed the timing by 1hr? haha... cos ken's fren was there... so we got extra coke n sing extra... haha... enjoyed myself todae... by singing n trying out songs... haha... kiss goodbye? haha... after singing went to hav pool... sian... i played like fuck n like a beginner... think its cos of no motivation ba... so sian of playing pool... but i was totally disguested of myself... aimed le but the ball doesnt go in... gotta do something abt it.... sum up the dae by having my fav kfc... haha... ken was having a tummyache n lynn predict she gonna hav a sore throat after eating?? haha...

last night went to ming ge cafe at marina... the place was not bad... cosy... but the chair sucks... sit till my ass pain... haha... but the singers are not bad... quite pro... thats y i went to ktv todae to test my power... haha

thurs... night cycling recce... for minyue's return to singapore!! gonna plan out n hav fun when shes back... haha

todae is voting dae!! haha... went to vote for.... voting is secret...so i cant sae... haha... well.. haha... morning went for my driving lesson... not bad... learn alot of stuff... i learnt moving off... changing up n down of gears... stopping... turning n stuff... a gd experience... i like driving... haha... once i pass can psyco papa to buy car le... haha... my ultimate plan... wahahahah....

abit tired nw... jus do 100 push ups... haha... ok la... able to do it though.. not that weak afterall... haha... this weekend is a busy weekend.. meeting frens nw for pool n then going marina sq the ming ge cafe n chill out... frens also jio me go mos... haha... awaiting their instructions... haha.. tmr ktv... haha... then my usual swimming... so occupied... hahaa... going out lo... else sure get scolding for being late again...hahah...

nb de.....todae flu again....this week keep getting flu... shag... last mon had a major bout of flu... nw again? hope i don passed it ard this time... haha... yeah... looking forward to my very first driving lesson... legal... tmr... hahah... todae had a half dae off.....came home to slp.... last night duty is not a duty.... a lot of things to do....kaoz... i find myself not a guard com but a nanny for the officer... he looks a bit drunk though... n still wan to act veri solid... n his appearance is veri sloppy n he still....u knw.....shag....during the parade all of us trying not to laugh... lucky... else... i don no wat will happen again... stupid alarm keep ringing in the middle of the night n he keep calling me n stuff.. shag... n have to check it out.... tmr sis going australia le... wish her well... hmm... think i should go on hoilday with my pals too... time to go out the world n see see... n tmr is a voting day too... haha...

shag... i feel so weak!! yesterdae went for a run.. todae woke up with my body aching... nv had such thing happen b4... looks like i'm veri weak...need to do something abt it... intend to go for a swim... but my legs feel like jelly... anywae... thunderstorm is coming... haha... time to go for a sleep maybe? todae stayed home to rest ba.. tmr still got duty but fri half dae...wooh... my long weekend starts early... yeah...

finally.....i did it after a thousand yrs!!! hahaha... i passed my advanced theory... yes... without any form of distraction... n i didnt study much too.....tok cock nw.....haha... got my PDL too... gonna get an instructor n cheong lessons all the way......my dream is getting closer...to get my license b4 i ord...hope to do it...yeah... so freaking happy... haha... tmr off....gonna go for a swim....todae went for a run....long long time nv run lo.....but no stamina... shag... need to start from scratch again.... keke... time to rebuild myself.... yeah...

still suffering from flu.....jus got home..... went out with ken..shaoliang n shaojun... shag... spread my powerful virus to them... they all got flu... haha... power right... this flu caused me to eat alot todae... ate 5 meals so far... haven eat my so call "dinner" yet... not bad right... keep getting hungry... like my mouth hav to be kept busy... haha... went for the usual pool... think we play till veri veri sianz already... all no form... play like beginners... shag... even pool sia ken sae next week no pool... haha... wonder wat shall we do... sentosa maybe? or go cycling or wat so ever... this week hope to be a short week... n happy week... n.... hope my flu get well... perhaps it replace the mondae blues to be the mondae flu? haha

arhhh... had a veri bad flu... keep sweating n feeling cold at the same time... if i on the fan... i will feel veri cold... if i dont... i will sweat like a pig... stuck in the middle... so ironic... think its because of last night duty... had it since this morning...think i gotta take a gd rest... sat reached home at 5++ then slp for an hour then head to camp for duty le... shag...

sat went clubbing.....with her.....not so bad... got ken n shaliang with mi.... in the end still feel shy... shag... perhaps its my pattern... her fren brought us in... cos hes a member in... haha... ok la... treat her n her fren to a drink... quite happening there.. alot of her frens are there....her dancer frens....all dance veri well... cant imagine that a person's body can do such stunts... haha... left early to meet shaoliang's frens at boat quey pub... smokey there.... alot of guys there... like a gay pub... haha...stayed there for a while then go bugis for a game of pool....at 3? haha... play till 5+ then go home..... first time stayed out till so late....shag... well... had a chat with her while on duty yesterdae... she said too bad didnt see her do break dance... haha... next time perhaps....

going going to take some food n go out le... boring to stay home...

~Afraid Of~

- Injections
- People tickling me
- Scary movies
- Cockroaches

~DISLIKES~

- My clumsy acts
- Vegatables
- Sci-fic movies
- People who take me for granted
- Latecomers

~LIKES~

- Bowling
- I like to disturb animals
- Ktv
- Joke and disturb people, including parents
- Hello Panda
- Fried chicken/KFC
- Chocolates
- Chocolate Ice-cream
- Coco krunch with milk every morning
- Milo powder
- Cycling
- Watch Fireworks
- Nature
- Roti Prata
- Melted cheese

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