我是傻瓜,傻瓜是我...
Sunday, September 30, 2007

time flies. within a blink of the eye, this 1 week break had come to an end. faster than i expected. not exactly. cos this whole week i been practically working my ass off. looks like the only time i can rest is during the dec break. it seems far away. i gotta submit 7 assignments and clear 5 main papers first.

worked on the scope assignment on fri and after spending the whole day working on it, i found myself not answering the qns. shit. my heart jus sank. i couldnt bring myself to redo everything at 12am in the morning and i went out for a game of pool. haha... wells, at least theres some silver lining upon the overcast skies cos i played quite well. lols. won a couple of games to boost my poor, low morale. met up with mich at 3am+? cos she was feeling quite down... and i was right! someone own me a chocolate....... haha... had prata at sempang bedok and the paper prata is real gd! with honey on it de... yum yum...

this weeekend will be focusing on the ss term paper on mondae... and best part is, my day starts at 8am. i gonna grumble yet again. left a chapter to go and tmr will be spend on revising it. hope i can kill the paper.

so freaking sianz... for the past 3 weeks or so, i haven been working out frequently and sticking to my schedule. i'm getting fat. all the muscles are dissolving and "united" nation of muscle will be formed. shucks.

yearn for pooooooooooooooooooool.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:21 AM;

Thursday, September 27, 2007

funni thing. mich tested my full power today... we were supposed to meet for a run and ya... it rained again. veri heavily with lots of lighting n thunder. haha... its the 2nd time in a row. i wonder if i can complete a hat-trick. lol

woke up at 7am today by the thunderstorm and couldnt get back to slp. so.... i did my tutorials! haha... li hai ba.... went back to slp at 10+ and woke up at 1+... slack ard and tried to do some work. haiz... i need motivation!

unknowingly doze off after dinner. yet again. but its ok... jus done with 2 chapters of ss. 5 more to go. wish me luck.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:52 PM;


went out todae to for a breather. the movie i now pronounce u chuck and larry is veri nice! been such a long while i laughed my guts out and its a veri entertaining show! i rate it 5/5. a must watch show.

a funni encounter b4 the movie though. i was happily sitting and stoning on the bench near the cinema waiting for the rest when a gal approach me and sit right beside me... a few moments later, she jerked the bench and seriously, the whole bench nearly toppled. super funni... and she turned out to be elissa's fren... haha

after movie we went for a ktv session... the last time i sang ktv was ages ago. gosh... i felt outcast by the society. haha... met a new fren and a quite impressive singer... she was friendly, fun-loving and the 4 of us were playing ard, trying to be a cock. esp with the peanuts. haha... but overall, a nice outing todae... finally, i gotta go out during sem break! even mom was surprised tat i stayed home for the past few days to do some serious work.

time to rest and hope tmr will be a productive day.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:19 AM;

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

wat a sickening term break. for the past 2 days, i been trying to crack my brains over the scope assignment. it is making me mad, nervous, uncomfortable. it cost me 20% of my coursework, the same as law and struct sys cost 28%! 1 wrong step may lead to diseaster. but the prob is, i dont how to start doing it. theres contradictions.

b4 u build a damn thing, u need to do proj initiation doct, then proj charter n proj defination which investigate the proj initiation doct in detail. however, these 3 terms may mean the same thing and maybe not? from the damn lect notes, proj initiating at times = proj defination? but these 2 process are different as one preceeds the next with different scope. so how am i gonna start writing? i been stoning for 2 days.

i'm freaked out.

law assignment: haven do
law tut: haven do
struct sys assignment: haven do
struct sys tut: haven do
ss tut: haven do
ss term paper next mon: haven study
eng survey: haven do

i think i can go n die.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:35 PM;

Saturday, September 22, 2007

if a cat had 9 lives, yours truely should have 4. and running. i nearly lost my life 4 times i should be dead 1hr 10mins ago. and the last person who saw me for the last time will be my bro, mr ma shaoliang.

was trying to cross the zebra crossing at sim lim tower when i saw a transcab speeding down the slip road. the cab should be travelling at 70-80km/hr. why i knw? cos i speed too. a/c to my killer instinct, i should be able to cross the road safely if it SLOW DOWN or travel at the same speed. but it DID NOT. instead, it PICK up speed and from this context, it is trying its veri best to run me down. i knew that i could not make it to the opposite end even if i run. so, i took swift steps to dodge it.

the cab was so fast tat i cant even see the driver's face nor if theres any passengers in it nor the plate no. i knew it wont stop at all. so, i gave a penalty kick to the driver's door and i'm so glad that the driver didnt even bother to stop and he sped off instead. if he were to step out of his cab, my pool shaft would understand the purpose of its existance.

i'm so glad tat i could live again. if not, instead of celebrating shao's bdae todae, they would be mourning for me. if i were to die todae, i would have 2 regrets. one would be mistreating my bro shao... haha... even though he is a nusiance, irritating at times, but he is my bro and the closest to me including ken, gary and my curry puff members.

i only live once. and i wont hold things back anymore.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:45 PM;


i tried my veri best not to get into stupid, clumsy situations todae. but to no avail. xiaobai and cindy got 1st hand front seats view today. i think i made them laugh like mad.

finally.................... after 3 sems, 1 n a half yr, i finally break the ice! today's tut was an enriching one. not in terms of the super long and dry tut, but the content of it. haha... and these 2 ladies as mentioned abv were obviously werent paying attention. cos they were eyeing on my movements! haha

met up with the curry puffs to celebrate wenz bdae at cs, soup restaurant. the soup is indeed nice! its thick and u can taste the chinese herbs in it. as usual, we crapped a lot and ate to our fullest. everyone left the restaurant with a bloated stomach and were grumbling how mani extra rounds we gonna run over the weekend. haha... wanted to settle for a movie but the timing sucks. so we jus left for home.

pool competition tmr! should have no difficulty reaching the 3rd round. hope to make it to the quarter-final though. shall try my best and make my viking proud!

last but not least, sem break is here! but i got 5 assignments + 1 term paper on mon. but tat doesnt affect me though. for now. haha... tmr will be another day of fun. CRAZE FUN!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:29 AM;

Thursday, September 20, 2007

i'm gonna sulk again. laura recommended me to take 23 n then change to 151 to sch. it will take 1hr 15mins the most. and mich did tat too. so, no harm trying? and the 2 of them did not mention anything abt walking a dist to wait for 151 at another bus stop? and i was sitting on the bus like a cockster trying to see where the hell is 151. duh. and i took cab to sch. gonna turn them into minced pork chop soon. LOL

hmm... felt strange. last week got the msn of the cute gal in my tut class. but she didnt reply when i msn her. but she still smile at me! during lect and lect break. tats funni. maybe she got spilt personality? or wat denise said is true. perhaps its due to sch's connection as she is staying in shears. i hope so.

hope tmr tut will be an enriching one. haha... really hope so.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:02 PM;

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

i can label today as my injury day. cos i'm injured all over right nw. and the injury is not minor.

reached sch super early todae and went to lab to slack the extra time away. while i was on my way out, a gal suddenly popped out and in order to siam her, i banged into the stupid wall. my left fingers rubbed against it and the skin came off. luckily, it did not bleed. but, its enough to make the class laugh.

after lesson went for pool session with shao, gary n ken. well, got the hang and feel of the pool table in preparation for sat's comp. niceeeeeeee. dropped by gary's shop for a while after pool.

best of the story, when it was abt to close, i tried to be hero to help to pull down the shutters. gary warned me abt the shutters but i jus went ahead. as i pulled the shutter down, the magnetic roller inside was so strong that it basically slipped thru my grasp. nw my fingers are hurting like mad and my right wrist had blue-black bruises.

sis was slping when i got home so i gotta close my room door. the stupid breeze was so strong tat it jus gonna slam the door hard. best thing is, my hands are full with wen's present + my cue + my bag. so i used my left elbow to hold the door. and great. the door slamed hard on my left elbow. SHUCKS

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:11 PM;


i'm sure i gonna have difficulty slping tonight.... cos.... i woke up at 9pm+ and i slpt for 2hrs+? i'm feeling super awake nw and not feeling least tired. gosh.

completed my ss readings of 3 chapters! not bad right... haha... a bit sian though. first day of sch after sem break is my ss test. best part is, my day start at 8am.

gonna start pool training tmr... hope to make it to latter stages on sat.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:31 AM;

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

You Are 73% Vain

You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks.
Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them.
How Vain Are You?
this is damn funny... got from janice's blog and decided to try it immediately. lol.
alrights, i better go brush my teeth nw and get my engine started. haha

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:14 PM;

Monday, September 17, 2007

i sux. i mumble like a retard and i'm a wimp. this sums up my presentation today. even though the feedback is fairly gd, but i felt like a loser. if i didnt slack n rot last night, i could score excellent grades. "COULD" indeed.

my arms are getting smaller. past 3 weeks didnt train much. perhaps its due to the hectic studying life. doze off the moment i laid my broken body on my bed when i got home. how pathetic.

at least this week i can relax SLIGHTLY. i MERELY need to do;

- struct sys lect
- redo struct sys tut
- ss readings
- struct sys assignment
- scope n design assignment

but theres something bound to make my bad day seems gd. SURVIVOR is back!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:45 PM;

Sunday, September 16, 2007

last morning when i reached home, was so glad that sis left 2 donuts for me. but when i woke up this morning, 1 is left. and by late evening when i finally decided to eat that donut, wat is left in that giant box is jus merely a bite size. and whos the culprit? who else. lols.

spent this weekend on projs. but next weekend, fun shall start! hope this will be a gd week.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:59 PM;


finally, i went out to play! haha...

earlier in the day went over to ken's house for ss proj. needa do a writeup abt kampong glam as a study for our bonus ex. luckily, we were efficient enough to complete it by 4pm. haha...

evening went over to derrick's chalet with the rest of my ex-camp mates. haha... everyone looks the same except louis. wats new, hes getting rounder. lols. paul came with a nissan fairlady. shiny black. and it jus cost him $85k! gosh. its a second hand from his uncle. if someone offer me that price. i would said YES w/o 2nd thoughts.

the chalet is quite alright. 2 cups of 3/4 concentrated vodka + chivas nearly make me puke. luckily i didnt and i'm still game enough for a couple of beers. haha... saw a gal of my type and gosh........... i cant keep my eyes off her! and i was finding and bidding my time to have a chat with her. finally my chance came and the moment is unexplainable. first time ever i approached a gal like tat. maybe its the effect of the liquor?

met up with ken and shao for some supper session at 1.30am? lol. and ken was siao on enough to challenge us to go parkway for a game of pool. while we were parking the car, strange things happened. while reversing, the car suddenly went out of control and reverse at a high speed. it run over the pavement and luckily, that pavement made the car stuck. if not, the car will be inside the shophouse within a spilt sec. real lucky for us.

gonna slp and gear up for another proj day.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 4:30 AM;

Friday, September 14, 2007

been a long time since i last updated. busy with sch work work work! this is crazy. my to-do list is flooded with things vying for my attention. best part is, today is fri. but i need to work my ass off tonight. on top of that, sat and sun is reserved for proj. thats how great my life is right nw. darn.

a veri clumsy morning. first, i banged into the bench while at law tut. and when i was leaving the tut room, mr hanxiang didnt hold the door for me and i was so engrossed talking to hazel at the same time. in the end, i banged into the door. great. but on the other hand, its not tat bad. got the msn of the cute gal in my class. haha....

a few new frens asked me why i'm single. and my instantaneous reply shocked them. "if i got the time to go for my monthly facial, i will maybe find a gf." haha... well, that include time for pool though.

my penpal is getting interesting. not only she is thick-skin, talkative, LOUD, vain, she is also petty. veri. 1st time encountered such a brat. lols.

yearn for fun and TERM BREAK! haha

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 8:03 PM;

Monday, September 10, 2007

a disastrous mon.

having tut at 8AM is already worse enough. + taking wrong bus to sch + super heavy rain + tummyache (AGAIN!). this ultimate combination is the best lah. i'm speechless.

i really dont understand why. it rained the moment i stepped out of mrt 2 out of 4 times. the probability of raining + me forgetting to bring umbrella is more than 0.9.

lecture today is real frustrating. we were required to take down notes which were "deliberately left out" with the idea that we will pay more attention? but not me. i was tat busy coping down every single shit that basically, i went lect today is to copy copy copy! and i didnt catch a single shit coming out of the lect's mouth.

DOESNT SHE KNW MEN CANT MULTI-TASK? DARN.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:51 PM;

Sunday, September 09, 2007

a bit irritated though. was watching tv in parents' room when dad asked me to go living room to watch instead. fine. was 10mins into the show when dad came out and wanted to slp in the living room. and wats next? sai kang. and i gotta fetch this take tat, bring this, adjust the damn fan and everything. and i jus gave up watching tv.

got a surprise call from louis. and after all these yrs, he still didnt changed a bit. he mistaken derrick's chalet for this weekend which is supposed to be next weekend. blur as usual. haha... i guessed he went crazy due to the craving for all the good food? damn dunni la

for the 1st time, i experienced difficulty in understanding lect topic and got stuck while working on tutorials. this is freaky. much things need to be done. FAST.

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:14 AM;

Friday, September 07, 2007

i'm so dead today. left my todae's lect notes in the tut room today. i had a super heavy flu today yet i put in so much effort and attention to copy the notes during todae's lect. and i lost tat bloody piece of shit.

today's flu was devastating. indeed. so bad that i finished all my tissues, took xiaobai's flu medication and i bought a giant placket of tissues during lect break. and the moment i stepped into the lect hall, all my frens laughed. best part is, i passed my killer flu to xiaobai and to some others. thats how bad it is.

dream gal was in the same tut class as me today! but due to my heavy flu, i didnt talk to her at all. shucks. dreams shattered when i saw her meeting her bf at harbourfront interchange. darn.

before i signed off, still need to sae great thanks to xiaobai for her medicine!! not to mention that i passed the bug to her. haha... there were times when i laughed at the mini medication box but it proved useful today. very useful. lols

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:55 PM;

Thursday, September 06, 2007

nw i understanding the true meaning of a beautiful smile. and its so power that it made my day, no matter how bad it is.

went for law lect which turned out to be a meaningless one. read thru the notes last night and i couldnt understand the last part. that prompted me to go for today's lect. turned out to be, the lecturer went thru the last part in a breeze as he is rushing for time to end the lect on the dot at 4pm. damn.

while at the bus-stop, i saw tat green jacket gal! had eye-contact with her and i tried to smile to her. initially, i thought she didnt knw i smiled at her cos i wasnt in her view. butssssss, she smiled back at me. tat feeling was unexplainable. really.

took 188 and it nearly got into an accident. a cab turned out from nowhere w/o checking blind spot and ya.... the bus nearly crash into it. it was a close shave. and guessed wat am i doing? i was trying to drink water from my bottle when the bus driver jammed the brakes. and for the 2nd time in my life, the water spilled all over me and my t-shirt was 1/2 wet. but, thinking of that killer smile, everything seems cool... lol

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:16 PM;

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

todae is a lazy tues for me. so far... i didnt get anything done except to read thru some articles for proj. and the rest of the afternoon is spent slping away. last night i had serious difficulty slping. nose is stuck like don no wat and i had no choice but to breathe thru my mouth. my lips and wind pipe felt dry after a while and i had to keep waking up to drink water. in the end, i slpt at ard 3+.

didnt go for my intended facial trip. gosh... my face is rotting. HeLp

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 7:24 PM;

Monday, September 03, 2007

whew... finally get over and done with assignment 2 for eng todae! hoho... well, quite promising comments by the tutor but surely, i need improvements! well... at least a stone is out of my mind and i felt lighter! hoho...

hmm... i think i'm getting nastier. todae the whole of ss lect, i was spourting some "not so gd" comments abt our lect topic and the contents. lols. damn funni la.. haha

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:06 PM;


Handwriting Analysis

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones. You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented. You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action. You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

haha... got this from xiaobai again. shes always up to this type of tests. lols.

todae is spent working on my grp presentation which happen 9 hrs later. well, everything is done and i have rehearsed countless times to prevent my tongue from getting stuck in my throat... haha... proj was alright today. managed to get things done within 4hrs, which includes taking countless photos (not me), walking ard laura's house, disturbing the rest and watching tv! haha... geographic channel, pool and the repeated campus superstar. haha...

time for a decent rest and hope everything goes well tmr...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:18 AM;

Sunday, September 02, 2007

jus came back from a night of pool with mich and shao. pool todae was disappointing. not exactly lack of form but i was totally restricted to long angular shots and snooks. nw i realized that one cant be an all-rounder in pool. wat u can do is to make the situation appealing for u by placing favourable shots. well, i found tat i had improved on snooks though... able to get myself out of difficult situations without giving away free balls.

cant realli stand shao n mich. both of them are jus crashing into each other head on. from on the way to comex to pool fusion... they are always fighting. tried to stay a few steps away from them to create the impression to outsiders that "i dont knw them" but failed. dropped by to find denise, wenz, shawn n sam though. business looks gd... haha... and shawn is voiceless.

had an interesting encounter. while gg back to shaw towers where we parked the car, we couldnt find it! and we went to the extend of gg back to lvl 1 and take another lift back to the 6th floor. turned out to be, there were 9 lifts. 6 on one side and 3 on the other. the 9 lifts led to the same carpark but different sides. this is a veri gd example of a poorly constructed building. darn.

gg to slp nw..... proj meeting at 12. 6hrs of slp. hoped its gd enough. lols

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 4:20 AM;



Me!

~Afraid Of~

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- People tickling me
- Scary movies
- Cockroaches

~DISLIKES~

- My clumsy acts
- Vegatables
- Sci-fic movies
- People who take me for granted
- Latecomers

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- I like to disturb animals
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