my life sucks. been feeling the heat... i gonna burst soon i tell u. last night is the worst night so far in my life. my dreams were all abt proj and i was trying to "extract" proj sched proj 2 out of my invisible sched. i tried to reach it. but i cant... so i tried harder n harder to reach it. u dont no wat i'm talking abt right... cos i'm gg crazy soooooon....

its all down to proj sched... i thought the worst is over but its not. the PM sms me last night saying he forgot tmr is a public hoilday even though i double checked with him earlier in the afternoon? in the end, the interview is pushed till next wed? and my presentation is on the following monday? our beloved prof hwang said our team sched is and will be veri tight judging by our status presentation and seems like if we were to conduct the interview next week, the word tight is not well-defined to fit my own definition. looks like the probability of me doing this stupid proj on my bdae is 1.0. i jus feel so uncomfortable. all grps had the info they need and everyone is doing n preparing the ppt. my grp? we didnt do anyhing at all. this is sucky.

jus hope things will change for the better.

yanwen was grumbling abt bad service standards... well... i had my fair share also?

tues went bedok for lunch with dear and we decided to have soya milk with pearls after our meal? when it came, it was soya with pearl instead. i admit it was my mistake in saying out the order cos i directly translate it from eng to chinese...

soya with pearl = tou hua with pearl
soya milk with pearls = tou hua shui with pearl

n the guy jus shoot me off for it. i believe if u own a business, u should jolly well show respect and courtesy to ur customers. he was real lucky that i was in a gd mood on that day...

another encounter is when we reached sunlight building at ubi to fix dear's graphics card. when the guy said it will take 4-9 weeks to repair as they sending it back to taiwan, dear ask isnt it a 1 to 1 exchange as it is still under warrantly? and the guy replied her in a sibei bu suan manner. cos we were like... send a graphic card all the way to taiwan jus to repair it? cost benefit analysis will tell u the company is operated by an idiot.

however... today is different! i am amazed by breadtop's service standards! impressive. after ya kun breakfast with dear, i went breadtop to buy my fav floss bread. as breadtop make fresh breads daily, the floss bread are not ready yet. and the lady was kind enough to make it for me on the spot! nice right... even though i'm purchasing 2 floss bread nia... she didnt find it a hassle to do tat... and end it off with a smile. of cos, i'm super grateful to her. keep it up breadtop!

lastly, tried tested n proven. coffee in the morning will give me stomach upset. i hate the feeling to scramble for toilet yet again.

those who knw me real well knws that i am exceptionally good at 1 thing. the ability to scold vulgarities at a single go in a combo. i feel like scolding, ranting, screaming now. damn stress till my head is killing me right now. NoW... NOW!!!

at week 4, we already booked, arranged, informed bovis lend lease construction manager at the somerset site abt our proj sched proj. and he wanted us to get back to him this week, yesterdae abt the interview tmr. but yesterdae, he simply shoo us away with the excuse that he is very busy. wat a nice excuse. now i'm lost on wat to do. my proj grp is committed and efficient. but we cant get anything done right now. the feeling sucks.

BARNEY PHILIPS... IF I GET INTO BOVIS LEND LEASE 2 YRS LATER, I WILL DEFINITELY FIRE U B4 U RETIRE.

now... i jus hope... i pray that i can find another site... all my frens are helping me... and frankly speaking.. all my frens are helping me out...

special thanks to;

dawn n reina: for arranging the hr interview
shane: for helping to find a new site. n i am damn unlucky la... her boss went back to his country for 2 weeks...
old man: for trying to ask his procurement manager for a construction site.
ken: for lending yy his graphic card. even though its not compatible. but realli appreciate that he could offer help in such a short time despite his busy schedule.
gary: for lending yy his laptop. responding to my request at 12am+?

so fast todae is thurs already. i need more more more more more time... maintenance proj haven start yet. time to slog my guts out.

WHY MUST WE STUDY...???!?!?!?!!?!??!
WHY WHY TELL ME WHY. GO TO HELL AND DIE.

grp photo of us! w/o ken n shaojun who head straight to funan...

yesterdae was the darkest day of my life. i nv experienced anything like this b4 n i hate this feeling... a moment of misjudgement. which led to this...



an awful dent at the back of the van. nobody hit me. its jus me who reverse and hit some metal grilles. i'm accident prone by nature. but looks like this time i fulfilled all the definitions of the word accident. when i reported the accident, gary's mom says its ok and the van was cui anyway... so no need to be affected by it? they always treated me very well and i felt real guilty... this is the situation u always saw on tv... one will say... i would rather u scold me... how true is tat... and best part is... after the accident, i drove into parkway carpark... the carpark was real squeezy and u have to make turnings at 90 degrees angle? on top of that, there is a high traffic flow of cars...

another topic on cars... but now the attention shifted to mr ken. he picked me n dear up on sat and he drove all the way from my house to T3 with the handbrake ON... impressive right... i found the handbrake function only when we reached T3 as i noticed that the handbrake light is always on? on top of that, theres a "something burning smell" whenever we open the car door as well... therefore, his complain tat the car is noisy is undoubted for... haha...

1st day of sem break... guess this week will pass by quickly as usual...

finally... hr presentation is over! a big sign of relief... we spent almost everydae in sch till night... doing role play... discussion... rehearsal... and luckily, we didnt disappoint ourselves today! gd job guys! 20% more for the report. a last hurdle for this module.

but not for others,

maintainability - haven start
proj sch proj 2 n 3 - haven start too
protective building - haven start also

damn.

had difficulty doing social work tut also... cos... i haven been revising nor reading up stuff so far this sem. impressive right. lastly, not to mention.... another social work proj. I NEED A BREAK.

SEM BREAK = NO BREAK.

ironic. sch is shiting me.

2 words to sum up this week... gan phua sua... guess wat... it rained when i was abt to meet cindy to pass her the proj stuff? its ok... i told myself... so i jus wait for the rain to stop. finally it did and i was out. just as i was abt to cross the damn road. it rained. real heavily. and ya. ming ming stop le then it jus store power and rain again. sianz.

there are 2 ali pple in my life. malay "ali" = english "naggy". first it was mr ali. tats wat i called papa now. when he wants me to do something.. he will jus repeat on n on. at least 3 times! jus like wat the old lady did in money not enough 2. but i'm not tat joker to do wat hui ge did? next is miss ali. whenever i didnt or forgot to do something. tats it. she will jus go on n on n on... if u r in the same situation as me... jus act blur. it helps. hahaha...

had an interesting encounter at home and right now, i still laugh at it when i think of it... mr ali had the habit to slp in the living room and last week, he asked me to bring the mattress out for him. as he resting on it, he grumbled that it was not close to the sofa and i jus anyhow placed it... so... i walked over... grabbed the corner of the mattress... and gave it a mighty pull... and mr ali rolled out jus like a ball... lol... and both of us jus end up laughing... haha

mama asked me abt xinyi bdae chalet this afternooon...

mama: wat u all bought for ur fren?
me: o... we bought vouchers for her... keke
mama: o... NTUC vouchers ar... not bad...
me: ...

ya... maybe 10yrs later will be applicable for her... or everyone... HAHA

just came back from xinyi's 21st bdae party... the food was real real real gd n yummy! i was practically eating throughout at the chalet... hahaha... and so was dear! hoho... most imptly, the prawns are super fresh! xinyi did a really gd job to satisfy our tummies! gd job! haha...

the chalet was fun... with our miss cindy ard... it was definitely hilarious. she tried to start a game with a balloon and we were supposed to keep it abv grd... in the end she was on the receiving end of the balloon wacks... hahahah... a nice session though and everyone was cracking jokes... esp wanting bf... lol... i had the impression that he was the serious type but today he cracked a couple of jokes... so did yanwen bf... haha... lastly, photos to sum up the day!

one of the unluckiest day in my entire life. i'm totally in awe... speechless.

i left home at 7am for my 9AM LECTURE. BUT I"M STILL LATE. AND MY ASSIGNMENT GOT DEDUCTED 50% JUST BECAUSE I'M 5 mins late? it always took me 1.5 hrs to get to sch. but today, i took more than 2 hrs? bloody pissed.

when i reached the interchange, 96 jus left. i knw i'm always the unlucky 1 so i took it into my stride? and never i knew that it will be such a long wait for another 96... the queue was tat long tat it stretches out of the interchange to the main road? on top of tat, i held my poo all the way from tampines.

but i'm still late. jus feel like gg to the sbs office to give them a gd fuck. and todae doesnt went well at all. toilet is always under cleaning.... login to com and i need to relogin to use the net? and this damn com tat i'm using nw require me to sign in twice to yahoo mail. not to mention the fucking startup speed.

and it was dark when i finally got home...

i need a life. or... i need a lifeguard.

can i change a new head? its jus driving me craZY!!! arh.... for the past few days, i been getting headache spells which lasted for hrs. i'm not stressed and i dont no why i keep getting such frequent headaches. its affecting my nerves nw as i speak. my jaw feels tight. my cheekbones feel harden. the back of my head is like druming. hope panadol helps....

~Afraid Of~

- Injections
- People tickling me
- Scary movies
- Cockroaches

~DISLIKES~

- My clumsy acts
- Vegatables
- Sci-fic movies
- People who take me for granted
- Latecomers

~LIKES~

- Bowling
- I like to disturb animals
- Ktv
- Joke and disturb people, including parents
- Hello Panda
- Fried chicken/KFC
- Chocolates
- Chocolate Ice-cream
- Coco krunch with milk every morning
- Milo powder
- Cycling
- Watch Fireworks
- Nature
- Roti Prata
- Melted cheese

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