Thursday, December 01, 2005
wat a long time since i last wrote here...looks like this place is filled up with unhappiness... a grd of sorrow... my mind is in a mix.... todae had dinner with her... but i dont no wat happen to me...had a lot of things to tell her... but jus cant said it... almost silence environment throughout the dinner... so mixed up.....haiz.... i realli cant understand myself..... i hate the way she treated me..... hate her temper.... but i loved her alot....haiz... if i love her i should accept who she is...regardless of her gd or bad points.....but i realli don no wat to do.... i can put up her temper for yrs...but cant put it up for my life.... it jus cant seemed to compromise in this relationship... when things happen i will feel veri sianz..... one thing is she jus don listen to me....flare her temper n hung up.... n sometimes i jus cant be bothered with her n dont wan to mess things up by fighting back.... make things more uneasy... perhaps we are not suit for each other.... she is a gd gal but things jus cant seemed to work out for us....
life is the process of finding love... every person will need to find four people in their life.
First person is you,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.
in life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels. because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most. when you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.....
sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person. the one you love most doesn't love you. the one, who love you most, is never the one you love most. and the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most. he is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are you in other people's life?
OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:43 PM;
