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Saturday, September 30, 2006

jus came home from aunt's place... helped her to set up her router.... todae is a moody dae... a perfect to slp under the warm blanket... but cant.... need to study for next wed test!!! haiz... feeling a bit unwell...... tummy feeling funni..... think should be the porridge last night... last night once again... nearly died from over-eating... forced myself to eat the porridge tat supposed to be meant for parents de.... cos they ate on the plane already... n woke up this morning with tummyache... shag...

joints on my left leg feels funni... old injuries are aching up... think the med glucosamine doesnt help any much..... sigh......

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 5:58 PM;

Friday, September 29, 2006

mom n dad should be landing in singapore soon.... eagarly waiting for their return.... let them see how gd their boy is......cos i tidied up their room this morning!! of cos.... i messed it up a few days back? haha...

went for dinner with her.... feel funni though... even though so long nv meet each other already but the feeling is still there somehow... i don no why... beats me... not used to my status to her as frens... cos we been together for so long previously... n i forgot the feeling of starting out as frens... lost the feeling.... calling her by the name pei shan seems so funni...... seems distant to me... but anywae... life gotta move on.... this is jus part of memories... n it shall be 4ever....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:52 PM;


todae is the day i enlisted to protect our great mother land 2 yrs back... how times flies... bro shaoliang... gary... vincent... are back to civilian life again... haha... congrats to all...

todae is another dae that i'm meeting her for the 1st time since we broke up... should be 9 months plus le if i not wrong... how times flies again... still remember sep 30 2004... n my blog is 2 yrs old!! cool... meeting her for dinner n stuff....

i made a wish a few months back....... n todae is the dae my wish came true... how true is that... in jan... she gave me a chocolate bar... its been lying in my refrigerator since tat day... when she gave it to me... i wished that she will be there to eat it with me when i'm out of army on the 30sep... but seems to me the dream wont be coming true after so many things happened... n jus let the chocolate approach its expiry date in the refrigerator... anywae i cant bear to eat it... i'm a sentimental guy.... sort of... hhaah... but strange enough... todae is 30sep... n she msg to meet her todae... how cool is tat?

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 4:33 PM;

Thursday, September 28, 2006

jus watched prison break... once again... i shall sae....its a gd show!! i'm totally impressed so far...

tried to study todae... but i failed miserably.... i kept falling asleep... i don no wat is wrong with me... something is wrong with the way i'm studying... i used to study... do my work on bed since poly... the bed is jus like my desk... but nw..... i don think so... the moment i started reading my stuff... i'm in a battle... battle to stay awake... sad to sae... i failed.....

tried to cook myself some buns todae... same thing happened again... buns got burnt not to mention the pot... n this is not the 1st time.... gosh..... maybe the water is not enough? sian...

jus nw tried to study.... but nothing seems to go into my brain... after reading the pages.... i couldnt reflect wat is going on in the prev pages.... i'm worried.... totally worried.... i'm lost..... how am i gonna study without understanding in the first place? gosh..... this is crazy... or am i putting myself too much stress? i don no how to judge it... consider my record in nus so far is fairly presentable... passed eng test where i don need to take any eng modules? full marks for my assignments so far? everything is cool so far.... i jus don no...

maybe one thing abt me is true..... i have the tendency to overworry abt things.... this is scary... whenever i go out... i'm not happy...nor i cant enjoyed myself to the fullest.. cos theres something stuck in my mind.... that is i haven do this.....i haven do tat..... i haven read this n i haven read that.... this is bothering me..... how i wish i can put everything down n have fun.....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:15 PM;


stupid....wat i typed is gone.... wat the hell........ nvm..... i shall retype!!!

felt like a caveman todae.....woke up this morning without the usual things i took for granted... fan... aircon... radio...com... n stuff..... its diffcult for me to pass the day without all these essential stuff... anywae... power is restored nw!! haha... all the appliances are at full blast to make up some lost time... hahaha...

morning woke up super early for driving...... after washing up n changed..... n when i reached downstairs..... found out tat...... my lesson is at 10.45 rather than 9.30..... gosh.... irritated with myself..... cant even get simple things right..... haiz...... wat to do? went up again to slp......

supposed to meet bro...... but not meeting him le.....sorry bro...... always got this feeling.... feel like going out.....but don feel like going..... but still feel like going out..... but don feel like going out afterall... crap right..... but always had this weird feeling.....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 3:11 PM;


finally... the long awaited moment is back!! power is finally restored in my home!!! i had my radio... fan... going all full blast to make up the lost time... haha... finally my com is back to life!!! yeah... its realli hard to struggle without all these essentials... maybe u can give it a try? usually we took these simple things for granted... but they are realli impt.... i felt like a caveman though...

woke up this morning 9+ for driving... washed up... changed n went downstairs..... the moment i reached downstairs...... i suddenly remember driving is at 10.45 rather than 9.30 n i was struggling, trying to get my ass off bed...... hate myself for such stupid mistakes... nvm... went home to slp somemore....

its a boring day..... wanted to meet bro.... wanted to go out...... but go out also sian.... but still wanted to go out...... but don feel like going.... hate this type of feeling.... anywae..... power is restored n gonna do some work....keke

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:56 PM;

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

tmr gonna be a hell tough tough dae for me..... back to the basics? sis jus told me a cruel news... tmr morning till 5pm... there will be no electricity!!! cos the HDB is relaying the cables.... wat the hell man... how am i gonna live without my radio? my com? msn? gonna be a super boring day i can anticipate... this is crazy...

most impt thing..... refrigerator wont be functioning!! great... inside it left half-finished milk n i gotta finished by tonight? luckily... i finished up all the boxes of ice-cream... if not... i will be the one who will be vommitting tonight... haha...

jus had dinner..... quite a tasteless dinner..... had chicken cutlet.... tired of eating outside food... need to wait for papa n mama to come home on fri night!!! 2 more days!!

speaking of tat......gosh!! todae is wed n its the middle of the term break!! so far...... i been slacking? n studying for a mere hrs? haiz... no mood to study.... think tmr is the best time to study... it will be a boring dae.... hope some kind soul will call me up to entertain me...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 8:53 PM;


wooh... jus reached home... one of these days..... seriously... i'm gonna die from over-eating... its true... went out to meet frens for lunch at 1pm... had beef noodles... cool... then went over to orchard...

went to scout for bro wenz bade present... happy birthdae bro!! todae is an unforgetable day... finally settled for a t-shirt for him... not bad though... yeah... i also bought a t-shirt for myself... to reward myself n cos its a 50% percent sale? who says men don do impulse buying? thats me... haha... in the end, forgot to get my stuff from jeff... haha... left it in his bag...

went over to cineleisure for movie... miami vice... the ratings for the show is highly rated but i don think so... the plot is too lengthy n not much action pack... n the worst part is the ending!!! all the bad guys died as usual... n the gd guys won... not to mention the cops onli got 1 guy injured.... wat a joke... but i got entertained though... while having movie, i had burger king!! haha... not bad right...

met up with the rest for dinner at tian xiao er for dinner...... dinner was super full, considering i ate burger king a few hours back... gosh... had ard 8 dishes, 1 soup n 2 bowls of rice... everyone was struggling... haha... after dinner as usual.... LAN GAME!!! haha... the best part is..... jun was so busy laughing like a mad dog that he vommited!!! n he was right beside me... WHEW!!! n the worst thing is... when he asked me for tissue.... i merely replied... need for wat.... then tat idiot showed me his vommit... pui... hahaha... think he ate too much...

todae i done a gd deed!!! i found a hp at the lan shop... sony ericsson k750... kaoz... the damn hp kept ringing n i was so disturbed that i went to see where is the hp... the funni thing is that the caller asked where i found the hp n i told him i'm at the lan shop n wait for him to come n take it... tat cockster joker of the yr said, "erm... i'm at redhill... i got no money to go back to take the hp... can i meet u tmr? wats ur hp no?" i was like... wat the hell... if its others... they will sure kept the hp for themselves... n tat fool then said "eh... tell me seriously... do u intend to return the hp?" if i don have the intention to return... i wont bothered to pick up ur call right... use ur brain ba... haiz... then got no choice but to get the boss to speak to that idiot... make my blood boil.... kaoz.... anywae... this shows tat i'm a honest young boy... haha...

well... after lan was like 12am? intended to catch the last train home... while going dwn to city link from the marina area.... the joker security guard told us to run... cos if the city link leading to the train station is closed... we had to walk back here again to exit through the marina area... gosh... the 5 of us were running like theres no tmr? n we had a competition... haah... n i WON!!! yeah... so fun... who had the chance to run all the way at 100km/hr at city link? haha...

in the end... we still had to walk back... cos that damn shutter is closed!!! great man... lastly... went over to swensen to have ice cream... i was like super super full lor...... went out with a solid 6-pack... came home with 1-pack... haha... gonna exercise like mad again....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:31 AM;

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

last night couldnt slp well... had flu... terrible... went for a swim n had a gd tan... but... i got headache aftertat cos the sun was super strong.... shag... went out with ken n shaoliang for a pool game... so long nv played pool... became a punching bag... but things changed after we switched to 9 ball... haha... at least i got some winning moments... haha...

later meeting jeff n st to buy present.... i think curry puff gang most of us are sicky... st is fever.. sore throat... not to mention jun? haha... hes always... u knw... haha... jus a joke bro... nw its tues!! but seems that i didnt do anything much so far.... haiz... think its myself giving myself too much pressure... sigh....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:53 AM;

Monday, September 25, 2006

driving was fun todae without any significant problems.....haha... feel like a pro already... its jus nothing difficult for me? hahahah... wat a boaster... haha... whew... nearly overslept this morning... last night set an alarm... but i set it to 8.50pm instead of am... luckily based on my killer instinct i'm able to woke up jus in time at 9.15... haha... haven ate anything yet... sian... sick of corn flakes...... cant eat ice cream, cos still got flu... sick of ba gua.... sick of instant noodles!!! don feel like eating anything... missed homecooked food... wonder how minyue is able to survive so long in australia... admire her independant skills... keep it up gal...

super sian... todae is yet another moody.... rainy weather.....cant swim again... everytime when i wanna swim... same thing happened... rainy weather... no sun... shucks... i don believe my luck!! this whole week intend to swim everydae... if it rain everydae... hmm...... thats it....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:29 AM;

Sunday, September 24, 2006

shag out... i feel like a weakling nw.... keep sneezing n my nose is like a tap....this is crazy!!! going to be mad.... sneezing all the way... blowing my damn nose... arh... think if i punch my nose... all the fluid will sure fly out freely... yucks...

had kfc for dinner.... cool... so long nv eat fatty bom bom food le....haha.. did some exercise to make myself feel better.....haha... tmr going swimming.... yeah... hope theres sun tmr.... keke... sian.... my room super warm.... n i got shitty flu.... veri uncomfortable... feel like slping in parents' room for the 2nd night running... cos got air-con... but i'm breaking out in cold sweat nw... slp inside sure die de... haha... tat why only my room don hav air con... cos not used to it.... haiz.... nvm... shall see how later... haha...

had a gd laugh at sis jus nw... we cycled to opp tp kfc for dinner.... while shifting the bikes into the lift... she banged into the lift door not once but twice....haha..... i was like.....wat the hell..... she shifted the bike intot he lift first, leaving herself jus btw the doors.... funni right.... then on the way back... she cheong into the lift, hoping not to bang into the door again... in the end banged into the bike... haha...

from tmr onwards, sis n i made a pact.... each of us gotta start eating an orange a day till mom n dad came back.... too much fruits lying ard the house... when they came back n see tat... i sure tio nag again... anywae... miss mom nagging...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:31 PM;


jus woke up n did a couple of things... washed a couple of dishes... not bad right... shag... i had blood for my 1st meal of the day... not tat i'm super hungry but i accidentally bite my tongue while trying not to sneeze... in the end mission failed n cut my tongue... damn...

wonder wat to have for breakfast... nope... its nearly 1pm! hmm... think should settled for some corn flakes with milk or cuppy noodles... haha... or i can try cooking? ahah... gonna clear up my room after eating... things are all lying ard... even though i can find the stuff i need easily... haha... need to set the environment right to study... later gonna listen to roti prata's lecture n do some tutorial... term break must be disciplined... fun means fun... work means work... haha... can means can... cannot means cannot... dont talk so much cock!! haha... it rhymes... cool...

last night chat with a fren... she was cool... quite a funni person though... but talking to her need qualities such as have to be tolerant... patient... understanding... calm... have to standby packets of blood as well... its crucial... haha... sounds like talking to a kid... jus a joke... haha...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:59 PM;

Saturday, September 23, 2006

a total contrast from last night n tonight... last night super happening.... a lot of fun.... alot of event n activities....but tonight is quiet...dull.....lifeless...

todae slpt for ard 4 hrs onli... woke up at 10 to help mom n dad carry lunguage... then nv slp already... but doze off like a monster at 5+... till 6++ i think... haha... woke up feeling weak n tired... no mood for anything... didnt went with sis for tennis....too shag..... no mood to go out for dinner too....not sure why... but sis still drag me out in the end......haha

later got scary movie on channel 8....sian....watched it b4 but still don dare to watch.... stupid right... i scared of watching scary movies....always need to hav a cushion to standby de..... when i was young i veri scared esp when the show is ending...cos i'm the one who hav to switch off all the lights n go to my room..... so wat i do is to lay my bed during commercial break..... n then when the show ends..... switch off everything fast n furious n then jump into bed n slp right away!! hahah....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:45 PM;


mom n dad are on their way to the airport..... helped them to carry their stuff up the shuttle bus from the RC... kinda of miss them somehow.... house is empty... left me n sis.. even though this is not their first trip overseas, kinda missed them as usual... no 1 to make me breakfast, lunch or dinner.... usual its mom who will bring breakfast to my bed every morning.... well....nw gotta be independant!!!

thoughts came back to me when i was a kid....... whenever mom went out without me n i woke out n found out.... i will climb all the way up to the window frames n stood there till she come back... cos from the window i can see the bus stop n thats where i can catch her first hand when shes coming back.... cool right... haha... well....wish mom n dad had a safe trip... will be praying for their safety...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:07 AM;


my life is back!!! haha...i jus got home? haha.....nw its 5.33am... cool huh... went out to celebrate shaoliang bro bdae..... had a lot of fun.... yeah..... went over to chimes for a dinner.... dinner was great with beef machos.... + red wine + desert.... for ard 22? its a gd deal... shall go there some other days.... after dinner went over to party world..... it was great singing songs to destress.... haha... but all the stress is gone anywae... haha..... long time nv had a great fun...... sum up the day for supper cum breakfast at siglap...

meet this cool gal with boots... joyce... actually heard her big name from ken n shaoliang... haha... thought nothing much de.....haha.... ok la.....nice person but expressive.... joker n a bit crap but not as much crap as me....haha... i'm still the utimate!!! haha... shall upload the photos once got them from bro shaoliang......

meet another fren of shaoliang who went to pass him his bdae present..... quite a joker experience... she called but bro was driving.... so i answered "hi, i'm shaoliang's fren... he is driving right nw... please leave a msg for him".... n she was like "huh?" n i "huh" back... cock right... but ok la.....she was not bad... 7/10... cool....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 5:39 AM;

Thursday, September 21, 2006

term break is finally here!!! yeah...... cool.... morning test was still ok.... but think got 1 qns wrong le... but ok la... 29/30 still acceptable... whahahah... joking... todae sun rises from the north... first time ever my frens reached b4 me!! everytime either late.....or wake up early then go back slp n missed the lectures....todae surprising all came earlier than me..... cool...

a gd dae to kickstart my fun week!!! starting off with tmr... bro shaoliang bdae... think dinner n ktv... shall sing rock songs to begin my term break week!! n rock the house down....

next wed is bro wenz bdae!! thinking of clubbing!! cos ladies' night too... had the intention to go clubbing since don no when... strange thing right... when i mention the word clubbing... bros were all... "are u sure or not...."

fun week is here... mom n dad going taiwan... gonna miss them... but shall not miss the fun... right... hehe... but have to work out the schedule too... lots of stuff to do...

- proj mgmt proj
- proj mgmt tut
- proj test
- design n visual reading
- listen to roti prata's lect
- EC proj
- EC test
- stats reading
- stats tut

wow... tats a lot.... time management is crucial.....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:23 PM;

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

todae went to suntec for dinner with fren... personally withness how the IMF shook the businesses in suntec by storm... first of all.... everywhere was closed!! even the overhead bridges need to show pass to enter!!! in the end... had to go by 1 big loop to suntec... read abt how the businessess complain no business here n there... thought they were jus whinning... but its realli true...

went to suntec crystal jade for dinner.... n gosh... there were onli 2 tables with customers!! including my table..... fierce..... the staff were slacking..... some even took the effort to clean the tables n stuff...... n i was so called treated like a king....haha..... people to change plates.... people to pour drinks for me.... n so on....wow... haha..... had a great dinner with old sec sch fren... had a gd time chatting too... haha... how times flies..... how true is tat...

test tomorrow.....haha......need to go study lo...... term break starts tmr!! of cos....after my test... wish me luck!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:18 PM;

Monday, September 18, 2006

jus cant believed it!!! fate is here again... nw i starting to believe it... morning after lecture went for breakfast with frens.... then i saw her!! then nvm... after eating n saw her leaving the canteen... then frens was like asking me to go after her to get her no.... but as usual... i got no guts... then i bloasted to them by saying... if i saw her at the bus stop later..... i sure go approach her de.... thinking tat..... wont be so fated ba.... we slacked for 1/2 an hour n then left the canteen...

n the best thing is....... we were at the bus stop waiting for bus to come..... n then she came to the bus stop...... n the rest of the story is i stood there like a stunned cock...

driving was cool todae....but jus cant seemed to coordinate my hands with my legs...... parallel parking was ok.... going in was easy.....coming was a bit troublesome..... n my hands n legs jus cant worked together..... stupid...... haha...

sian....going for tut later...7-9pm... cool right...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 4:13 PM;

Sunday, September 17, 2006

todae is flu dae.... sian.... woke up with a bout of flu... just cant stopped sneezing... n the next moment... my nose became a moving tap... with free water... haiz... made me restless n tired... with all the blowing of nose... sneezing n feeling cold....

tried to combat the flu by eating ice cream... but mission failed... n it got worse!! shortly after eating, i was trembling like mad....gosh.....me n my big mouth... tried to study stats for thurs test... but my progress is super slow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don no why... haiz... think i better go work on it...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 8:50 PM;


currently doing tut for project management n it was realli hard!! done readings but not useful at all... the questions are out to kill... wonder how to pass this paper..... shag......

todae went to visit my cousin grandfather.... he met an accident... got knocked down by car or something.... got alot of injuries here n there... luckily he recovered n was feeling alright when we visited him... even ate ba ku teh... haha... cool.....

gotta go mug again..... haiz... gotta finished the work i'm supposed to complete b4 i can slp..... gosh... pimples are already popping out... 1 pimple jus explode last night... filled the whole piece of tissue with blood..... wooh..... another jus came out fresh this morning when i woke up..... haiz...

morale low.... with pimples...... lots of work undone...... which makes me gotta giv up clubbing at zouk tonight.. jeff got free invites there..... free u knw!!! haiz... nvm ba... next time...

actually this sat la... haha... my best bro bdae!! haha... n term break starts next week too!! n parents not ard too!!! yeah... yippy ya ya yippy yippy ya!!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:35 AM;

Friday, September 15, 2006

todae intended to go swimming and hav a gd tan... but... as usual... it rained real heavily todae... spolit my chances n my mood... 2 weeks since i last swam? nvm... tmr or sun then...

not sure tmr night can go out or not... jeff got invites to zouk...wooh... this is nice... wanting to club but the right time is not here yet... maybe next week... cos government not ard le... whahah... tmr tmr tmr... free entry... kind of tempting... clubbing is always the last thought that will come to my mind... but nw don no why have the urge to go... haha... maybe its the stress thats killing me... need to have loud music blasting in my ears...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:04 PM;

Thursday, September 14, 2006

todae finally knw the power of fate..... when fate brought people together..... no matter how u avoid it also cannot..... morning went lect... saw her but she didnt saw me... so didnt say hi to her... after lect went over to library to find some stuff abt proj management... went to the correct section but the books sucks...... the area i understood it explains clearly... but the area i had doubts it doesnt hav!! haiz...

decided to pack up after reading some stuff... jus as i was leaving... she came down the stairs... we were shocked to see each other... realli so concidence... god... the library was damn big n we managed to meet each other? not to mention the bus journey n stuff... it was all jus at the right timing... jus like in movies...... haha.... ok la... she made the effort to help me with my book search... haha... cool....

weekend gotta mug hard.... have to brush up on things tat i didnt paid attention to while in lect? and also the stuff i don realli understand... next thurs got test too... gd luck to me...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 4:27 PM;

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

nw i'm officially lost......lost in hell... this is crazy.... wondered if i given myself too much stress... too much stress became too much pressure... pressure to do well... lect todae is simple n easy to understand... but i don no why i'm cant seemed to absorb it... even had difficulty to interpret the notes... wat should i do?

of the 4 modules i taken this sem, 2 i learned b4 in poly... initially not that worried abt this 2 subs... but nw... starting to worry abt it... don no why... both should be easy to understand n wont hav any difficulty to score well... haiz... todae while styling my hair, saw a white hair!!! n it was long.... gosh.... this is stressful... i'm jus like a balloon... filled with air... too much air... ready to explode anytime... i need a BREAK!! n a long one...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 7:45 PM;

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

jus had supper with my fren... had a gd supper though... had a gd talk... found out that he isnt the type i perceive him to be... so... nv judge a book by its cover is indeed true...

he shared his relationship probs with me... n the only thing i can sae abt him is he is realli a stupid crazy fool..... taken for a ride by his gf n still down there waiting for her.... worse of all things... his ex-gf is my fren too... haiz... humans are so unpredictable....

pity him somehow... n i don realli knw wat advice to offer him too... been hearing this sort of stories which make me feel there is realli no true love in this world anymore. gals nowadays go for men with power, rich, financial stability. with none of all this, wat can u offer to ur gf or future gf? she will sure leave you for the greener grass on the other side...

this is a cruel world... but cruelty is gd too... with such things ard, u get to knw wat makes the world go ard... need not get to sad abt such things. need not get upset or emotional abt it, n worse still, don ever blame the girl.

instead u should thank her, thank her for giving u a gd lesson and u will become stronger, become more ruthless. make her regret it in future, earn tons of money more than her, him, or better still both of them... be wealthy, powerful, drive luxury cars and make her regret on her actions. make her sae "if i knw...."

career and women are 2 seperate issues... if u had women, u wont have a gd career... ur efforts will be on the woman than ur career... if u had ur career first, high position in organization, rich, young, drive sports car, tons of women will flop to u like crazy... be focus...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:51 PM;


todae wasnt my best day at driving... drove like a rookie, considering spending 800 on lessons so far given todae's standards... i wasnt myself... no concentration..... i wondered wheres all my concentration gone to.... so sick of myself.... haiz... frustrated...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 3:19 PM;

Monday, September 11, 2006

i just cant seemed to concentrate!!! my mind tend to dangle ard n wonder ard freely always... and when i starting to get back to studies, i fell asleep... todae lesson ended at 9+... went for early lunch and went home, intending to brush up on my work... however, after going through 2 lecture notes, i fell asleep... waking up onli at 6pm for dinner.... jus read some project management stuff... yes... i completed reading it... but absorbing the content is another matter... the content should be easy... but my mind is not with me... i hate it... wan to concentrate but i cant... no matter how hard i tried.... perhaps this is the army syndrome... currently, my brain is jus using 20-30% of my potential capacity....

something is wrong with msn... could login... another thing is when i login through win msn, onli 1 of 66 frens are online... haha...

boring life... in the process of making new frens... accomplished 1 of 3 "targeted" already... haha... wondered how to go abt approaching another 2... haha...

met this gal in bus on the way to campus on the 1st week of sch.... god!! she was as white as a snow white and her complexion was damn gd.... during the journey i was like...."wooh... not bad" n after tat came to knw that she was in the same lecture as me... but dont no shes from my course or from real estate... finally found out shes from my course but no opportunity to knw her... actually got opportunity but i jus hav no confidence of myself... esp my face.... haiz... finally, the chance came!! she was in same tut as me... hah... finally talk to her n she was cool... talkative... n she looks n i mean she really looks u in the eye when u talk to her... got lost in her eyes... haha... the electricity was intense... haha...

noticed another 2 girls who caught my eye... quite funni though... no matter where i go i sure bumped into one of the girls... no matter wat i do... having meals.... on the buses... on the train cabin... haha... maybe got the fate ba... or shes stalking me... haha...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:25 PM;

Sunday, September 10, 2006

finally i went out todae!!! haha...first time to see the world on a sat night... went for a steamboat with my pals....so long long nv go marina for steamboat le....the last trip there was 4 yrs back? when it was sudono bdae.... how time flies.... had a great dinner n a talking cock session... it was realli fun... the food was still ok.... the most memorable dish was cooking live prawns!! yes... the prawns are alive!! n when u put them into the steamboat.. they were struggling... HELP HELP!! gosh... realli pity them alot... but they tasted gd!! realli fresh though...

went for a lan game after eating....it was realli fun... ahha... so long nv had so much fun le... all the studies stuff cleared off my mind!! todae was a fantastic dae... don no when can i go out again? onli god knws when.....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:07 AM;

Friday, September 08, 2006

lonely fri night... i already lost count of the no of weekends i stayed fully at home... fierce right... tough to be a mummy's boy... so better dont try it....

quite a frustrating week for me... thought problems wont bug me again but it does!! after successfully setup the router last week, this week gotta settle server stuff... thought can nw start officially work on the webby but i cant!!! initially, the server cant display cfm files n after i email them, they shifted the site to a cfm enabled server....great..... thought its done but no!! first of all.....they transfer the wrong info over...n i cant login to the FTP.... great... gotta call n email them once more..... n nw.... worst!! cfm files with cfm codes cannot be displayed... wat the hell right..... cfm files with html codes can displayed... then wat for i transfer to the cfm server right... this is cockster of the cockster.....

sian.....tonight missed out on eva's bdae celebration....sorry eva... gotta work on my architecture drwing.... it realli sucks.... next time drw a house for u n ur husband.... haha.... 1 yr warrantly!! hahha... hope can finish my stuff to go out with curry puff gang for steamboat!!! so long nv go steamboat le.... last time i went..... i was down with food posioning for days.... haha... missed the gd old days alot......

so so so so long nv had fun... wonder how fun is fun? how do u quantify fun? or qualified fun? mom n dad going to taiwan...... i will go cheong on that period.....for sure!!! i promise... haha

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:27 PM;

Thursday, September 07, 2006

this is shity man.... i been trying to d.l the software for my assignment n it cant seems to be d/l completely!!! everytime reach 50+ percent it will hang...... n its due to my stupid network.... have to d.l extra local network connection for my online lect so tat it wont buffer so much... however... with extra LAN.... it causes a conflict which disrupts my internet connection... everytime halfwae through sure auto cant detect internet connections....n it will abort!!! nb..... n the file is huge lor.... 335mb... each time d.l for 2+ hrs n it cant make it.....pissed off... this is shit... big shit

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 6:27 PM;

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

frustrated with myself!!!!!! arh....... this is crazy......i did an assignment but i didnt save the file!! i jus merely saved the file for submission onli.....great man..... nw hav to redo.... wat a waste of time... stupid de....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:55 AM;

Monday, September 04, 2006

tutorial todae was boring....looks like a lot of people don understand wat is being taught... quite funni n idiotic lor..... ask alot of stupid qns.... which i don no why... n the tutor is another joker.. he himself set the qns n he don understand it!!! n he was staring it through n trying to fig it out... n thank godness....i had to so called "teach him!!" wat a joke.....maybe i should be call Prof Xu... haha... weired... haha

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:35 PM;


my body is broken.....my soul is hardly there when i woke up this morning..... yesterdae gym was intense... n feeling the effects this morning.... can hardly twist my body n stuff.... cool.....

going back to sch soon......for a stupid tutorial..... sian....lucky its onli even weeks......if every week i sure die..... morning go lect then go home n then evening go back again..... wat the hell....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 4:17 PM;

Sunday, September 03, 2006

nw i'm listening to the online lect as i type... gosh... its damn slow.... n it keeps buffering.... i been listening since 7pm? and it is onli n merely 1h27min? wat a waste of time......go lect waste time... view online also waste time...wat the hell.... stupid shit....

todae went gym.....haha... last whole week nv train at all... a gd chance to make up the lost time... nearly died inside.....cos too full.....ate 3 bananas n 1/4 can of tuna b4 going.....n i was struggling to digest the food.... an experience though... another boring week ahead.....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:37 PM;


wooh....nw 3am le....still cant get to slp....not tired at all...... haha..... started on the my mini project already....but something is wrong with the server.... cant upload cfm scripts onto it... damn... need to sort it out... sian..... found out 1 thing..... microsoft office 2003 doesnt have microsoft access!! stupid 1 lor.... don no wat the hell bill gates is doing...

had an interesting encounter.... tat time was thinking whether to take up a module or not... then go ard messaging strangers for their view.... n got this gal reply my msg n ok la... got to knw abt each other n stuff.... then exchange msn..... then the surprise came..... last week went for statistic tutorial... n i saw her... didnt knw tat she took this module too... cos she yr2 ma... but didnt go to approach her.... wat a small world..... n jus came to knw tat she saw me as well.... but don no whether tat me is me or not... until she asked me in msn... wat a strange world...

but quite funni though.. i didnt knw tat i looked like i got attitude prob when i didnt smile... n i got a stuck up n serious face? sort of... haha... maybe others don no me tat well too.. haha... thinki better start smiling to attract gals?whahha

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 3:05 AM;

Friday, September 01, 2006

Wooh!! finally solved my long standing n outstanding prob!! yeah.... finally i'm a relieved guy... haha.. damn it... it was the modem thats causing the probs... think its too old le n not compatible with the new router... n the last straw came when after i reformat the com n set up the internet connection... it was running jus fine n suddenly lost internet connection n the modem cant be detected... sian... todae went over to singnet to buy a new modem... cost me $88... sian.. plus the router become $177... if i knw should jus bought a router modem... solved all the probs at once... anywae... problem solved!! jus need to set up laptop connection... haha...

yeah!! todae driving nv stall... haa... but jus feel my driving skills too rough le... don no why.. like too fierce.... i always speed.... i always don give way to those idiots who tried to cut queue... haha...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:32 PM;



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