fucking screw up week... so screwed that the word screwed cant describe it itself...

tues n wed....woke up to see the weather is bloody fine... wash up n get ready to go campus... n when i reached tampines mrt station... itstarted to rain like wat the fuck... 2 days straight!! n it rained allthe way to clementi... n made myself look like a wet chicken... thanks man...

best best thing of all... the god damn router... i been trying to fix it since mondae... till nw.... wack everything i could to config it...it still cant work... including reformatting the whole com again... n in the end... the tech support recommend me to buy a cross cable...great... went to challenger to buy... n a bloody cockster pass me a cablen told me its cross cable... great... turned out to be a normal cable instead...this is called professionalism...

everything still cant work... left me no choice but to bring it to the distributor...took a cabby there n the cab driver brought me to the wrong place... eunos av 4 instead of ubi ave 4... spent 8 dollars jus to go ard eunos area...wat the hell... so much for wat Prime Minister Lee says... service is the key n i wonder how the delegates from ard the world gonna survivehere with our services.... so much for all the efforts... wasted by some cocksters ard...

sumed up the whole day by........... taking the wrong bus home... isnt it great?

super sian.... bought the router n it cant be used... arh.... damn sian lor........ been trying for 2 days already..... call some many helplines also no use... paid 89 dollars to get myself more troubles...

driving todae was cool..... initially car didnt stall at all... was happy sia.... but the last 1/2 hr was screwed up... got distracted n gosh... stalk twice in 2 quick succession... damn... got distracted cos of a news.... a gal was drugged for 2 yrs n during the process... she had sex with over 7000+ men? wooh..... wat a huge fig.... n i was calculating like..... 10 guys per dae for 2 yrs..... i was like... huh?!?! n came the stalling of the car......sian......

todae is a real super mondae blue for me......1st time 1st..... waited for 45mins for the damn bus n its really crowded..... damn...... wat a perfect start to my blues...... then my sneakers was scratched by the toilet door n the leather is being torn slightly by the poorly maintained door..... sian!!!

went over to sim lim to get my router n yeah... the desktop is solely under my command nw... haha.. sis using her laptop... haha... had a pool session with shaoliang... not bad though... my skills still not bad though... but still lost to king of "POP" bro.. haha.. keep popping the balls... shot ar!! haha...

went to had dinner with mr aw... hes leaving for US to study his master this wed... don no when will be my turn... haha... had a gd time chatting.... long lost time together... thinking of it... 6 yrs ago he was my teacher? haha... n i was his best student... whahaha... well... saw some poly frens at pizza hut too... but didnt approached them... don no why... actually i been bumping into alot of long lost frens... but didnt move forward to sae hi to them... perhaps i wanted to keep low profile ba... n also not sure whether they still remember me though... haha... move forward to acknowledge them n wat if they ask... eh... who are u? then it will be an embarrassing process... isnt it?

life is so god damn boring without fun..... i had been staying at home for the past 2 weekends in succession? going crazy realli... keep having mental block here n there..... not in the mood to study... my mind seems to be miles away...... keep trying to force myself to study but its difficult... i don understand myself... head is like expanding... overloaded with extra information... n the information is jammed up somewhere but i don no where... gosh... todae tried to study... but end up slacking here n there...

tmr need to wind down a bit... gonna go sim lim get my router..... play some pool... n meet mr aw for dinner....... haha.... hes going to get his master's degree... cant forget the good old days... where i had to run 20rounds as a punishment... haha...

whew...... jus witness how crap can the nus IT dept can be.....i took 3hrs to complete a 1hr n 35 mins lecture? don ask me where the extra time went too...... damn....... it all went to the processing of each powerpoint slide.... all need buffering and i was god damn pissed off by it... fastforward or rewinding the lect needs buffering...... n worse of all.... 1 sentence need to buffer 3 times or more? veri irritating... find it amusing.... it is supposed to facilitate us in learning..... n nw...... delayed our learning progress..... stupid......

todae driving is still ok.... learned how to reserve into the poles allocated.....it was easy!!! hahah... more confidence in driving n speeding ard.....haha..... but todae nearly had an accident..... kaoz..... a bike zoom out of nowhere, sped past me n cut into my lane....... well..... for me..... i didnt check my blind spot..... sian..... always made this mistake..... but had a bad scare.... the biker was veri veri near..... think if he shift out his thigh can touch the car already..... but anywae its his fault in the first place right...... haha

yeah........finally got my pinky ic!!! haha... long time no see my pink ic le...... so happy...... haha... miss my kuku primary 6 face......hahah..... my long weekend starts nw!!! whahaha... morning jus went for a lect nia...... speaking of the lect......sian.....it started so late....at 8.30 instead at 8... kaoz... make me rush like a mad cow... woke up super late.....at 6.40? haha... n reached campus at 8am sharp.....not bad right...... remember something abt lect....... 1st time ever in my life as a student, i personally witness 1 guy bring along his granny for lecture!!! n best thing of all... the granny helped him to take notes at the same time hes taking his notes...... fierce right.... 2 in 1 combo.....hahahah...

maybe i should bring mom along too......haha

todae quite a normal dae for me....lessons as normal....life is simple.... todae is hyper active.... don no why... last night cant realli slp much... brains are too mixed up... n worse of all...i don no wats on my mind....cant realli understand myself sometimes...

yesterdae finally witness how the bus 21 is used for handicap people le.... witness how a dude on wheelchair board the bus... interesting inovation.... but i not like those ite idiots... stood right there n "wow" here n there.... disregards people's feelings... cant they do it tactically?

while at clementi saw a happening thing.....another dude drop his wallet without knwing and personally witness a honest gal picked it up and returned to him... wat made it more impressive is this gal is a china lady... we must change our perception abt "crows" from china... they are people who made a honest living too....

gonna do exercise once more..... build up myself.... haha... hope tonight can hav a gd night

todae driving was a bit funni...... i accidentially pressed the horn not once but twice.....wonder how i did it..... weird.....first time happen like tat... haha... maybe i was distracted ba... hp keep vibrating...

yeah... gonna earn some pocket money soon... sis bf wanted to do a site n his budget is 1k... haha... if i can complete it within a month.... 1k nice nice into my pocket... hahaha... and a gd chance to test my programming power once more... hope i didnt get rusty.....haha...

my timetable this sem should be up soon....sian..... kinda of funni timetable....most of my lectures are at night? gosh..... mon jus went for a tut from 9-11am... tues lecture from 7-9pm... wed is from 1 to 5pm... thurs 7-10pm... fri off.....haha.... just studied for 11hours? actually supposed to be 13 hours.... i intend to skip a lect....hhaa... the prof is so boring... indian fellow with a roti prata ascent... haha

todae is the most embarrassing dae ever since i took mrt.... sleep till don no wat... my head keep spinning ard n gosh.....bang real real....n i mean real hard onto the window plane..... super loud bang n i think all the people in the cabin heard tat......cos they were staring at me when i woke up? haha... lucky i got an invincible head.....no pain at all..... whahaha......

still thinking on whether to drop the subject methods of social research or not.....sis encourage me to drop... cos she saes its difficult....but i got ask ard from seniors.... a few got B+... 1 got C... haha... n mostly abt 3-4 As.... feel like trying it... but scared to score poorly... i'm so indecisive... so frustrating.....this qns had been bothering me since 2 weeks ago.... gosh... hate myself...

nearly went crazy staying at home... its tough... finally posted 5 answers to the forum... hope can get some marks for coursework... spent lots of effort doing it... have to continue posting answers... till i got the 10%? its veri important... its a boring dae... feel like going for a swim but think too much people ba... crowded... will feel uneasy.... weekdays will be better.... tmr morning lesson at 8am.... gosh... gonna wake up super early again....

sianz..... last night tried to reformat laptop but met some problems.. everything went smoothly at first.... then tried to install the wins update n while its installing...... i went to grab some food... when i came back.... it prompt me to log in....wat the fuck??!?!?!?! i didnt set any password in the first place......sian..... was damn tired n shut it down went to slp.... morning woke up on the laptop.....cant go into windows.... its stuck at DOS n said system file cant be detected......nb... insert system disc also no use......haiz..... tmr hav to bring all the way to campus.....kaoz...... damn far..... n extra workload....thanks for much for my effort....

cant seemed to fall asleep.... think tonight will be a tough night to slp....cos i slept like 3 hours this afternoon? was realli tired trying to figure out the textbook... fundamentals of computer aided engineering... its nonsense.... spent like hours to figure out the figures....... drawings..... theories... anyway... managed to ans questions in the forum... fight n slog it out for my coursework... tmr think gonna ans somemore... make it more impressive... haha...

currently reformatting laptop... getting slower than usual... haha... both coms are on at the same time... listening to music n music on the radio... sounds weird right...

this weekend is a record breaking weekend..... staying at home to study? wow....... haha... so long nv get to do this.... cos i got banned from going out?!?! haiz.... no more fun till don no when... but maybe can secretly go catch a movie in the afternoons ba..... haha..... shhh...... need some time to chill out n relax..... even machines need a rest right?

todae ate alot of durians......damn...... i knw its heaty stuff but i cant resist it..... temptations..... i'm so mentally weak..... but not to worry......mom jus brewed some long lost tradition herbs tat help me with my pimples...... i supposed....... n its yucky... but no choice gotta drink....

gd news......i passed my english test!!! yeah......no need to take any extra modules cos i got exempted from all...... haha.... so happy.... thanks to the lecturer who marked my paper with the worse ever handwriting? haha...

wooh...my long weekend started already... haha... have to fully make use of this weekend to mug a bit... be ahead of everyone.... abit gan kiong right... whahah... reached home at 2+... unknowningly fell asleep... last night trying my best to answer in the forum... not sure whether my ans is logicial or not... hope so... todae jus bought a new text... hope it will help me boost my power... haha...

sian... pimples are popping out freely... need to go n buy clean n clear oil control slips le... long hours outside home... need to take gd care of it... think perhaps i'm a bit worried n stress abt the shity forum thing... tmr think better go for a swim to relax...... tanning session.....yeah... n perhaps go out walk walk a bit... breathe some fresh air...

todae saw an interesting granny on my way home on the bus...... she was wearing a t-shirt... not any normal t-shirt... on the back of the t-shirt... it wrote "kakit bukit walk n jog 1987".... wow... it was like 19 yrs ago? i was 3yrs old then....hhaha

wat a stupid dae at campus....was realli damn pissed of myself....went over to faculty of science to have lesson..... its LT34..... n gosh......i went to LT32...... n its realli make a big difference!! one is on the far far end while one i supposed to go to is jus across the road after alighting from the bus stop.... n i spent half an hour under the hot sun walking ard like a lost soul where the place i supposed to go to is jus right under my nose? found out my stupidness after reaching the wrong LT......damn......... stupid fool...

life jus started in nus but the competition is heating up.... gosh.... we have to ans questions in a forum over the sem so as to get 10% of the coursework......n all the bloody idiots except me answered it like 10days ago? nb.... pissed....

2nd dae of sch here... looks a bit lost... there are books that we are told to buy... same thing as wat we are told to do so in poly... each bk cos abt $50? n each module require 1 standared text? not sure whether to buy or not... cos those times in poly, those books are not useful in anywae... lost..... haiz...

tried to make some frens...... damn funni... ask them for msn n one said.....o.....msn? i jus started using it a couple of months ago.... n the other said...."wats that actually?" gosh..... hhaa...

todae is my first dae of sch... first time as a student in 2 yrs+... haha... cant realli adapt to life in sch... in the past.... i can sae i was the most attentive student without having second thoughts... but todae...... 2 lectures...... n i dozed off countless of times... don no why.. the moment i'm in lecture... i'm in a slping mood... hav to do something abt it... shag.... nw having some thoughts... whether to take 4 or 5 modules this sem... haiz... need to plan out carefully...

so freaking fast its a sundae already... this sundae is different from any other sundays... tmr will be officially sch starts... i have to set my attitude n priorities right.... i can play ard todae but tmr... will be a new beginning of an undergraduate student? i scared i cant get used to studying life... i being having fun n enjoying myself for the past 2 yrs... late nights... night life..... u name it...

got a wake up call from sis... i beginning to fear for my life in sch... in order to have a honors i have to work realli hard... results play a big part... i must get a gd cap to get an honors... 3.5 and abv? min grade is a B+.....n B+ wont gurantee an honors..... and its jus a lowly 3rd class honors... haiz... looks like i hav to buck up n work hard...

i work so hard to climb up this mountain... climbing is hard but falling is easy... nv shall i allow myself to fall......

nw slacking at nus... damn... waiting for time to pass... waiting to meet frens at orchard at 6+... arhh.... jus finished bidding my modules... hope socialogy will be easy ba... later going ktv... hhahaha... tmr maybe going ktv again? whahaha... fierce right... todae went for english test... hope i pass though... haha...

1st thing of all....happy national day!!! shit..... too late.....nvm... its the heart n thoughts tat counts... todae stay home most of the time... except meet up with jamie n eva for supper dian sum at geylang...

initially thought the fireworks was jus normal... cos my house can see the fireworks display... but when i reviewed it through jamie's digital cam... it was fantastic!!! wow... 3 thumbs up for it... too too too bad i wasnt there to catch it... missed out alot of fun...... tues missed out the fireworks displayed at esplanade... heard it was great.... well...... managed to catch a wink of it at ECP though... damn cars....refused to move...

jus apply pimple cream... funni feeling.... last time apply no feelings de.....nw when i apply..... keep having stinging pain... maybe my skin has become thinner? ahahha...

feeling veri lost right nw... lost of purpose in life... sch starts next week and i still unsure abt myself... in fact sch starts long ago to be exact... its jus that i miss a couple of activities... who cares anyway...

feeling lost... don no why... don no whether its the new envoirnment tat freaks me out or i don hav the mentality to study anymore... i love nightlife... cant bear to giv it up becos of study... but hav to giv it up no matter wat... when sch starts... i cant go out hav fun till such wee hours le... so freaking pissed off... the modules i bidded are so popular!!! n i always got outbid by others... the points given to me to bid are so little... n i need to study the basics before i can move on... the problem is... i cant even go for the basics..... fuck.... so freaking lost... seems like alot of things i still unsure yet... haiz... everyone have a purpose in life... even dogs... for instance... u went to a pet shop to buy a dog... n the sales person will ask u... wat u need the dog for? n u will sure freak out cos ur purpose is to jus get a dog... but the point is... wat do u need the dog for? to get newspaper for u every morning? or it is jus to be a watchdog... even dogs exist for a purpose... wat is my purpose in life?????? all these yrs i worked hard in studies..... purpose is to get into uni... nw i reached my goal..... but i'm lost.....

todae quite a busy dae....start the day with driving...... finally...... i managed to drive well...... with my pair of shoes with a soft sole..... hope for me afterall.... after driving...got the urge to go swimming..... cos the weather is realli gd..... haah.......sunny weather finally.....haah.....

went out with same gang of pals... haha....ken n steve keep having cheong for toilet... haha... damn funni... steve even sped past the red light cos.....u knw.....its coming......haha.... went over to ming ge resturant at safra town......quite cool....haha..... we became the centre of attraction immediately... haha.... nice place.....nice drink n nice seats....haha

hmm... tonight is different from any other night... tonight i devoted my time to doing financial research... haha... jus d/l n listened to adam khoo's talk n felt inspirated... haha... but the bad thing is... jus discovered that my finances for the this past yr sucks.... more outflow than inflow? haha... gonna buy his book n see any methods to make me rich? perhaps.....

jus done some study over stocks.... so methods to detect whether the stock is moving upwards or downwards n the early indications of it.... nw still trying out in process..... to prove the methods realli work? haha....

gd news for todae.... my headache is gone....cheers....

got a super headache that refused to go away so far... its realli pushing me to my limits... arh... going crazy... think should be my wisdom tooth making all these troubles... cant eat anything too... jaw feels strained n leads to my ever aching headache... haiz... if i knw i should take out the tooth last time... but i scared of injections n plucking teeth...... haiz......wat to do......

alot of things to settle todae... that includes cleaning my dog shed... think too much dust in my room le... make me sneeze alot n got flu... gosh... n also need to keep all my army stuff away for gd!! haha...

jus woke up from a long slp.......super super tired....... finally gave in to tiredness afterall.... morning tennis session was hell..... super super real hot... face got sunburn.... had a gd session though... jus reformatted com n keep getting all sorts of virus n infections....in fact, a total of 500+!!! gosh.. should hav installed the programs b4 going online.......haiz.....think need to reformat again... wat a waste of time........shit......

jus woke up from a power nap... haha... shag out... stomach feel funni from all the drinking... but feel veri much awake nw... this type of nightlife i gotta stop once sch starts... else i be in deep shit... but i like this type of nightlife... enjoy it but need need to giv it up no matter wat... i made a pledge to study hard... cant imagine next week onwards, weekends stay at home to study.. haha... cool?

todae realli had a super long night... jus got home onli... shag but not tired... cos gonna be morning soon... cant realli slp... later 10am still need to go play tennis... haha..

last night went over to 2 pubs for a couple of drinks... initially shag... a bit drank but after a while ok le... sang some songs too... n i sang quite well... hahah... first time i praise myself.... haha.. after that went over to find shaoliang's fren... initially thought she was ok but turn out to be a bitch anywae... poor ken keep kanna suan by her... feel like giv her a hard piercing fucking slap across her bitch face... haha... went over to east coast park n saw alot of couples doing "cheeky stuff..." haha... n i learn n improve my driving by learning how to perpendicular n parallel parking... n parking beside real cars!! hahah.. lucky everything was fine... haah... then sum up the long night by having a big breakfast set... haha... so long didnt get to eat mac big breakfast le...

going slp le... gonna wake up 2 hrs later...

todae is the official day i left the army!!! yeah... but seems a normal day for me... next week gotta go back to submit forms n then get ic cos the chief clerk on mc n leave... damn... everything seems normal... i did not shout at the top of my lungs as wat i promised last time... haha... jus leave quietly... end of army start of studies... new lease of life...

yesterdae had a warm reception by recruits...haha... the whole damn grp of them drop by n shake my hand... haha... felt so important... like a big n important figure... actually... i a big figure already... my rank is a captain? haha... n army email a/c saes so...haha..

maybe 4 yrs later when i go back i may look n aged like a captain...haha

todae went over to nus again... gosh... reach there the people there are already having orientation sort of thing... paiseh to be there cos the rest of people keep looking at me as if i'm an alien... i jus don no got such activities ok!! meet samuel... shawn n denise... lucky got a familiar soul i can relate too... samuel n denise is in real estate... at least we r in the same sch... meet another course mate last time in tp... hanxiang... wooh... same course as me... lucky... n shawn is in business... at least got frens to meet up with....

tmr bidding will start but i be in camp!!! will miss the 1st dae of the bidding session... damn... alot of things to sort out... need to start planning the lectures n stuff... gonna be a lost lost soul... tmr theres still orientation... but i cant go... need to go back camp for medical.. kaoz... n duty... nb... think serve n fuck off le...

quite a funni process during the matriculation process... theres this gal sitting beside me waiting for her turn... keep grumbling here n there... n keep toking to me n she makes me laugh though cos she nearly fell off the chair... haha... n she keeps talking to herself n singing n keep taking pictures of herself which she saes is picture whoring? gosh... but ok la... she quite friendly... sort of...

nw jus need to sort out when go back to sch... cos i don even knw when the lessons starts... also need to sort out my exemption stuff... alot more to go...

jus got home from duty... feeling god damn tired... shag out totally... this is week is a veri demanding week for me... i either be in camp doing duty... or my rest time will be at nus... moving off in 2hours time to nus... rest of the day will be stuck there as well... lucky for me i signed all the clearance le... jus need to do the medical... speaking of medical... super pissed off.. when i was in camp... the doctor is not ard... when i was on leave and at nus.. the doct is back... nb de... hope to hav a gd dae todae..

~Afraid Of~

- Injections
- People tickling me
- Scary movies
- Cockroaches

~DISLIKES~

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- Latecomers

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- Milo powder
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- Nature
- Roti Prata
- Melted cheese

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