我是傻瓜,傻瓜是我...
Wednesday, November 29, 2006

so sick of studying!!! why tat time qin shi wang nv burn all the books? n damn those freaking idiots who tried to keep the books... make my life so miserable nw...

this is a clumsy week for me... so its jus normal? things jus got worse for me... monday night... while walking pass the living room... don no how i managed too.... knocked down a buddha statue... as i watched it fell n "bounced" on the floor.... 2 words went passed my brains "TATS IT!!" as usual.....dad was freaking mad.... mom was freaking mad too....cos her beautiful floor got 2 extra holes nw... but both of them nv scold me......cos they used to it?

thought things will get better tis morning..... tried to had bottled bird nest to ease my throat... cos yesterdae shout alot... i was fuming n screaming on my way out to the main road from the MPH... becos of the freaking paper... i shouted so loud tat everyone in front turned behind to see whos the mad one... luckily... i followed suit n they didnt knw its me!!! haha... except my frens who were laughing away... whahah

but the morale of the story is.... i tried my best to open the cover "in a gentle manner"... in the end... 1/4 of the small bottle is gone..... to my t-shirt.... sucks...

sis bought me tibits yesterdae!! nw i knw tat hello panda got BBQ n CHEESE flavour!!!! wow!!! i'm impressed... dont have the heart to eat... haha... anyway... my face got so mani "new stock" le... need to calm down the heatness in me first...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:18 PM;

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

stats is a killer... made my morale low... suddenly felt that the effort i put in for the past few days are jus nothing... my input doesnt reflect the output... the paper was hell... n while doing the damn paper... i had the tendency to ask myself... "am i doing the right paper?" this is shit...

wat made matters worse... got a chinaman sitting behind me... he was like asking questions throughout the paper? freaking hell... the cal he used is scentific therefore got confiscated i think... n he kept asking why he couldnt use it... wat an idiot... n the questions he asked was... "how to do this qns" "i dont understand this qns" "wat does is this qns referring too?" shucks... n a his fellow countrymate attended to him... so... basically for the 2 hours... both of them are talking throughout... irritated...

fri paper... tough paper... need a lot of luck...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 5:45 PM;

Monday, November 27, 2006

Stats is driving me crazy... no joke my fren... suddenly... i feel tat i knew nothing abt stats at all!!! tmr is my paper n this weird feeling starting to eat into me... yanwen sent me some questions she dont no how to do... n when i see the questions which are past yr papers... my mind became blank... so blank as if the formulas n theories are having a war in my brain?

nw rushing through everything... hope to get the things clear first... then practise... hoped i'm on the right track...

everyone likes buddha leg... i knw why...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 5:07 PM;

Sunday, November 26, 2006

been feeling quite heaty for the past few days... think the snacks i eaten are starting to compile up their special powers to give me a special combo... gotta drink alot of water from nw... haha...

another sunday without sun... moody... windy... cosy weather... feel like slping even though i just woke up... haha... if todae is 1 week from nw... i cant imagine the feeling... i cant wait... but i will be patient n wait for my turn... haha

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:05 PM;

Saturday, November 25, 2006

my first first paper jus took a beating..... gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i forgot for mcq there may be 2 or more ans!!!!!!!! n for my whole paper......i onli got 1 ans each!!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! this is shit....... i onli remember it when sam called to ask..... haiz..... didnt read the instructions..... ARHHH!!!!!!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 5:10 PM;

Friday, November 24, 2006

ARH... dont feel like studying anymore!!! feel like puking when i see foundations... walls... roofs... floors.... arh.... spent my day walking ard... watching tv...haha...

tmr is my 1st ever exams in 2 n 1/2 yrs... kinda of excited... am i crazy? the excitment is more than the importance of the paper itself... haha...

this whole 2 weeks plus i jus blog abt me n my studies... so boring... everydae go sch... go home... go sch n go home... n stay at home to be a stupid fool!!! but... after exams will be fun all the way!!! looking forward to it...

yeah.................

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:39 PM;


burning midnight oil again... haha... usual practice... haha... a bit mixed up abt the exam this sat... wondered wat will be tested... uncertainty is on my mind... wat is uncertainty? according proj mgmt terms... uncertainty is where the event had alternative outcomes... haha... hope wat i prepared so far is sufficient... i hope....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:04 AM;

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

3 more days to exams... exams drwing nearer but i think i'm losing steam... losing my concentration easily... but nvm... i got my motivatonal booster todae!!! went to get pringles... sour cream n onion!!! which is 3/4 gone as i typed... 2 packs of super rings... yum yum... 1 chesse n chicken of twisties respectively... hhaha... wooh... i'm in for a treat... haha... but gotta drink lots of water... else gonna be sick n pimples coming out like its free... haha...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:40 PM;

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

wooh... cant believed it... i got done n settled with stats!!! took 2 days instead of the scheduled 3 days!! wow... i'm impressed by my own performance... anyway... last night burned midnight oil with ken till 4am... of cos can finish la... haha

looks like my complicated heart consultancy is getting busier... haha... Diaoz... haha... my bros are all facing situations in love matters... but not for me though... haha... i'm safe... so damn funni... last night was trying to comfort ken... but in the end... ken mentioned to shao abt his stuff... makes him demoralized... haha... he jus sit there n silent mode... n he just called me to tok abt his stuff....haha... one wave after another... but its ok... haha... tats why they need a gd fren, bro like me!! haaha...

tonight i shall slp at 12am!! haha... first time in don no how long i nv get to slp early le... whaha

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:34 PM;


stats day todae... formulas driving me crazy... haha... nw at ken's house... study with him n acc him... lots of things happen but shall not elaborate... going back to mugging!!!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 3:06 AM;

Monday, November 20, 2006


As promised... this is the pic of the bump in the bumper...


XI NU AI LE

so sick of studying... so..... came up with my nonsense... XIN NU AI LE!!!


OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 1:04 PM;

Sunday, November 19, 2006

todae is a low productivity day... keep walking ard the house n keep eating n eating non-stop!! was studying half way then feeling morale low... then took a break n went kitchen to grab some food... n the rest of the afternoon is spent on countless trips to the kitchen...

tried to study but its getting slower n slower...

the doughnuts minyue brought back from aust was nice!!!! it was fantastic!!! i cant describe the taste... it was just heavenly... no wonder everyone was eyeing on the doughnuts the moment she stepped out of the arrival hall... haha... think i will suck if i were the host of food variety programmes cos i will keep eating without saying a word... haha...

gonna slack todae... no morale to study... take a break.... have a doughnut...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 6:53 PM;


todae quite a bad dae for my long anticipated trip going out... going out with 2 cars wasnt easy thought... alot of coordination? or maybe we r jus lousy drivers... haha...

ken n shao were driving todae n meeting point was at my house... went over to siglap to get cheesecake for minyue... i was sitting in ken's car... whew... shao's driving is... as usual... reckless... lost count of how many foul words ken said in sequence... nearly banged into his car twice? finally reached siglap in 1 piece... n the best part is... ken ask me to look after his car... then shao pass me his car keys... said if people come to issue summon... help him drive away his car... i was like... "huh? 1 person drive 2 car away?" jokers...

after getting the cheese cake... bad things happen... ken smashed his car into a concrete pillar... gosh... the hole in the bumper was so deep that i think i can fit my head in... nvm... i shall post the pic tmr... so worried for ken... things happened made him so distracted... cant drive... cant study... haiz... hope he get it sorted out soon...

went over to airport to pick minyue!! haha... she grew fatter though... haha... opps... but its alright... great to have a fren back!! after which... we went to nus for lecture... no la... went there for supper... nasi lemak!!! it was nice!! but the trip there wasnt smooth... it was a racing trip though... and a long trip... we kept turning into the wrong roads... wrong junctions... n blocking everyone's path... not to sae tat both drivers were reckless... sit in ken's car n concluded tat shao's driving is reckless... sit in shao's car... n concluded tat ken's driving also cannot make it...

n best part is... at one point of time both of them felt irritated of each other's actions... but actually... both of them are doing the same thing!! haha... maybe i will fare better when i got my license!!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:00 AM;

Saturday, November 18, 2006

law of diminishing return had set in... for every input of knowledge, the marginal benefit reduces... i'm lagging behind schedule... still got chapters haven complete... tmr is the last day which i set aside for preparation...

looked through the set of notes given by the lecturer... a summary of everything taught... but its veri brief... if i read the PMBK... its veri detailed... + the lect notes with the extra notes... a lot a lot to read up... don no ba... will feel like an idiot if wat i studied wont come out... will be a waste of my efforts... keep thinking of jus study the summary given n thats it... but... its veri brief!!! arh... stupid right... if u wanna score gd grades... u have to put in the desired effort... sometimes i jus think tat i'm lazy... think i need to take a break... anyway... i dont no wat i typing... my brain cannot think nw... haha

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 6:56 PM;

Friday, November 17, 2006

went for a run amid of my break... its was rewarding... my brain wasnt stuck anymore n had more to absorb... but quite tiring though... yesterdae went for a swim already and nw went for a mad run... haha...

going to wash up n then study n then survivor!!! yeah... suddenly wondered... theres singapore idol modelled after america idol... n theres an upcoming dance show modelled after do u think u can dance... suddenly pondered why not they do a singapore survivor? haha... that will be cool...

tmr night will be my 1st outing in 2 weeks!! haven go out to play or do anything for 2 weeks... everydae go sch or go home study... like a stupid idiot... haha... picking minyue up n then supper at nus area n then go 99 wan... hahah... zoom zoom!!!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 8:33 PM;


mugging nw n everything is cool so far... hope it will be for the rest of the module proj mgmt... haha...

tmr minyue will be back!! haha... cool... but fun starts on the 2dec... 2 weeks later... if todae is 2 weeks later tat will be GREAT!!! u will be me jump so high till my head can bump into the ceiling...

was mugging till 2am+ last night... while studying... heard some commotion behind me... turned ard n saw a big... flying crockcroach!!! wat the hell!! i stayed 11th floor n it can still fly so high... n it lazed in my room for 20 over mins? luckily i was awake.... god knws wat will happen if i was slping... haha...

changed my blog song... sounds so true to me... but its ok... its alright... i'm still me... xzr!!! haha...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:58 PM;


head starts to get heavier n stress is mounting as i'm studying proj mgmt nw... content is realli dry n lots of theory... hope i can pull through... have to keep telling myself... MIND OVER BODY!!!

its realli psychological battle... my brain couldnt jus absorb!!! think perhaps its overflowed? all the DnT theories n EC stuff are already in there... nw its says: "HARD DISK FULL... Insert new disk to continue..."

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:42 AM;

Thursday, November 16, 2006

as i type here in my blog... george bush is at NUS!!! wooh... haha... cool huh... perhaps its the most dangerous place in singapore or perhaps the world right nw... haha... not to mention tat denise... didnt came for lect... her excuse: george bush is here... our campus is quite dangerous... perhaps bombs will blast in any moment... i was like... "right..." haha... was joking with my fren though... maybe we can hide in the cultural hall toilets till 3pm... when the event starts... then we came out... whahaha... wat nonsense...

super sian!!! few weeks or months back was blogging abt this gal i kept bumping into? i met her again this week!! mon we took the same bus to sch n she sat right beside me... this morning we were on the same bus to sch... n to mrt station again!!! gosh... not to mention same mrt!!! had the urge to knw her... actually the urge is there long time ago... but its jus dwn to my useless guts... shit... walked past her at the mrt station n she looked up at me... i intended to smile or maybe make eye contact with her? but in the end... i walked straight n looked straight... missed the glorious chance...

went swimming with hanxiang... haha... not bad... sunny weather n i got a gd tan... yeah... haven swam in 2 weeks n the impact was great... got out of breadth at times... sum up the early afternoon by going back to tp!! yeah!! western food at tp... everything is still the same... the place... the stalls... n everything!! its jus like returning to olden times... where no matter i go... there are lots n lots of frens ard.... haha... during my time... business sch was reknowned for its beauties... but theres hardly any now... standard drop drastically...

todae is thurs... 9 more days to my 1st paper... its getter closer n closer....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 3:18 PM;

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

todae... actually nothing much happening... haha... went sch jus for a mere 1 hr lesson... n thats it... but stayed in sch to study... 1st time ever i studied outside? ok la... met up with hazel to study... she loner n i loner... so jus nice... study together... haha... fun though... quite surprised that i actually can survived without my bed... my com... my radio + my com's music... best of all... i survived without walking ard... haha... well... i timed myself a 2hr stats paper... completed it on time... tmr lecturer going through... shall knw my results by then...

shucks... the format for my ec paper is out... ok la... mcq + a structured qns... the best part... 1 mark for correct ans... 0 mark for unanswered qns n -1/2 mark for wrong ans qns!! wat the hell... its like pressuring me not to make mistake? -1/2 mark for a wrong ans... n theres 50qns!! really scared i parrallax error.. it happened almost everytime? if tats the case, if i see a qns which i really don no the ans... i rather leave it blank... rather get 0 for tat qns than anyhow wack an ans n get me -1/2 mark... not bad right... but... i will ensure that i knw each n every qns!

going for dinner n then back to mug!!!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:22 PM;

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

super super sianz... todae went for lecture which lasted for 20mins? kaoz... i shall not whine any further... another sianz part... the lecturer called names during lect n said tat he expect these students to get A for the paper? kaoz... my name is not inside though... but nvm... i will fight hard for it... the battle is not lost yet...

tmr only got 1 hr of tutorial... nvm... i shall go library to study!!! haha... first time in my history i actually studied outside... go sch for 1 hr n travelling timing is 3hrs? might as well stay sch a while... keke...

mug mug mug...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:33 PM;

Monday, November 13, 2006

so fast this week is the revision week already... how time flies... next week will be the study week n 1st paper will be on sat!! gotta put in effort... more n more n more effort...

morning on the way to sch got a msg from hazel n the msg is as follows: "xu zhenrui! you are at commonwealth mrt bus stop nw! haha..." got a big question mark on my head... haha... n this is not the first time... haha... nvm... sneaky chap...

morning lect was fun!! no in the sense of the content but the things i do... the lecturer was going through the mid term paper... n the question paper n our scripts are not returned to us... so we dont realli knw which qns we got wrong anyway... while going through the questions... i noticed somebody n there is somebody!! taking pictures of the questions n answers!!! wat the hell... this is crazy right... typical singaporeans... with the help from denise... we managed to find the guy n yes... its a guy... n we had a gd laugh...

finally finished up the proj mgmt assignment!! after much meetings n discussions... yeah... relieved... keke... haha... yan wen was absent... surprising... thought she skipping the morning lect but when its time to do project... shes nowhere to be found... called nobody answer... haha... on the way home then she called n jus woke up... haha... but the main point is... she sound like donald duck... opps... haha...

went for driving todae... quite ok... everything was cool... next lesson going to circuit!! finally... haha... drove ard todae n meet funni blanga... he was crossing the road... but out of the blue... he stopped right in my path while i was driving... weird... luckily i'm a safety driver... haha...

so bored of studying e-commerce... jus now found some stuff to do... haha... digged out my wardrobe past clothes n cut the sleeves away!! then can wear at home... haha... papa was nagging "wa... u got clothes to wear n got clothes to cut... cut already can go buy somemore right..." haha...

todae hard to get to slp again... slpt the whole evening away... haiz....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:37 PM;

Sunday, November 12, 2006

had a massive bout of flu... keep sneezing here n there n my nose as usual... dispense thousand of litres of purified water... haha... the most sianz part... watever i ate... no taste at all... think if i eat shit also no taste... whaha... joking...

yeah... went to cut hair!!! my style n cool factor is back!!! haha...

nw having a super super fatty tummy... think its because of the flu... whenever i had flu... i ate alot... 4pm i had a big bowl of noodles n chocolates... dinner at 6+.... followed by a range of fruits... bananas and grapes... pandan cake... ice-cream... pancake waffle... haha... impressive list of items i ate... haha...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 9:54 PM;


damn bored of studying n studying n studying!!! arh... todae is a perfectly fine weather!! when i yearn for a gd weather for swimming... it rained. When i set aside this particular to study, the weather is freaking cool, cloudy, windy and fine... wat the hell... feel like going east coast to cycle... cycling in the breeze... away from the stress from studies... jus cycle to nowhere... sit on the bench n listen to the waves of the sea with a cooling ice-cream... how perfect is tat...

studying sucks todae... the structure n fabric is so technical!!! one chapter n walls n roofs is worth more than 60 pages i think... but the lecturer said just get used to the terminology. haiz... don realli knw wat to study... study all... its effort-consuming considering if it didnt come out in the paper n i feel insecure jus to knw the concepts onli... shucks... this is crazy...

i been wanting to cut hair since don no when... my style n cool factor has been negative for the past week... kaoz... when i told hui fang... she looked at me in surprise n awe and said "u mean ur style n cool factor has been positive all this while?" haha... nice one by her... feel like keeping long hair... cos my hair had been short since poly yr 1? think yr 2003 ba... so long ago!!! but keeping long hair is difficult to style it + maintain it... how how how......

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 3:41 PM;

Saturday, November 11, 2006

todae is a rainy day... cooling day... unknowingly fell asleep in the evening... whew

todae spent the whole day studying... madness madness... haha... nothing much to highlight though...

got a msg from lynn to go china one... wooh... should be fun there... haha...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 8:34 PM;


thought i can end the week with a happy note... by nt banging into anything todae cos i stayed home for the whole day? i was wrong...

banged into my bed frame not once but twice... n its the exact spot where i banged into the bus stop benches on mondae? ouch... u can imagine the intense pain and anger...

wat mom said may be true... if i got my license on the 28th n papa buy a car... she nor papa dont dare to ride on it... cos u knw... if u happen to knw me well... nvm... ken promised tat he will be my very first passenger... haha... thats what bros are for... whahaha

done reading the lectures notes todae... tmr n sun will be finalizing up with the readings... tmr morning going back to tp for a run with jun n st... wooh... don no how long nv go back there le... cool... shall walk ard n maybe find my lecturers... haha...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:26 AM;

Friday, November 10, 2006

boring... woke up n cant get back to slp!! sleeping disorder... family members are all slping soundly n i'm the security guard on duty... haha... finally sort out stuff in my room... everything looked so neat... but its jus a temperory measure... a few days later will be back to "normal" again... haha... but who cares... at least i made the effort to clear my messy room...

finally planned my revision timetable!!! tmr i will start to study... wish me luck!!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 12:36 AM;

Thursday, November 09, 2006

todae is a freaking tiring day... last night slpt for ard 1hrs+ b4 awaken by sis... gosh... spent rest of the night walking ard the house... struggled to wake up with my eyes closed n the bird nest with ginseng doesnt help much to get me awake... as usual... lect is a killer...

afternoon went over to visit aunt... gosh... she was so pale... feel sad for her but cant do anything much... haiz... hope she recovered swiftly... she undergo a 2nd operation this morning... hope she be fine... gonna bathe n eat my daily supply of ice-cream n heading straight to slp... haha...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 6:00 PM;

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

policy made: go sch take mrt... go home take bus... todae fell asleep on the way to sch... kaoz... over shot by don no how mani bus stops... arh... lucky jus made it to tutorial...

anyway... the ride home seems shorter than the ride to sch... even though both are the same... weird right... psychological...

mock test result... 4/20... shitty... funni lei... i understand the theory but i didnt intepret the ans... its tricky... looks like i must force myself to look clearly at the answers b4 i make my choice...

so sianz... i think theres shit in my left eye... something is stuck there... whenever i blink its painful... a bit of blurred vision too... think i need to dig out my eye n give it a gd wash...

e-c tut was fun todae... had a challenge on answering qns... of cos... needless to sae... i made the most noise n my group answered the most but deduct the most marks... but... we r not the last.. hahah... cool right... whole class was practically laughing... which i dont no why... sianz... but nvm... haha...i shall work hard!!

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:34 PM;

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

had a rocky journey home... feeling a bit sick of taking bus home from nus... gosh...

but its good too... in the sense that i can see see ard when i on the bus... vivo city is huge!! saw the shopping mall n i was like... "wow!!" but no chance to shop there...cos i don like to shop alone? hahaha... the bus also passed by the railway station... its spooky... the tracks n trains are poorly maintained n thank heaven that our mrts are much much better!! there are alot of rubbish on the tracks... pieces of wood... long wild grass... plastic bags... all sorts of stuff... as the bus was at the ECP... saw the construction near the esplanade there... they are build some sort of spectator seats... think its for future events... cool... so wont be so crowded next time... haha... hope so... the bus also passed by kallang river... thought of dragon boat last time... every sat the sheares bridge was our "target" where we rowed furiously to reach it... haha... those were the days...

tmr got mock test... haven realli started... gosh... 12hrs from nw need to leave home for sch again... arh...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 11:18 PM;

Monday, November 06, 2006

super sian todae... first thing i hate on mondays... gotta drag myself up for lessons at 8am... wat a struggle...

found a new route home todae!!! yeah... can save on transport le... same journey time of 1 hours n 15mins... somemore its better!! cos bus u can sit... mrt u cant... kaoz... have to stand like hell... esp u r drowsy... however wat i found had a price... i banged into the bus stop seats while chasing the bus... haiz... while walking dwn the stairs from faculty... i saw 188!!! first thing on my mind... wait for 183... don run... mind ur image... somemore alot of people ard... feel weird to run like hell... but the next very moment, 183 is zooming dwn the road!! n this time... i started running... if i missed these 2 buses in a row... i have to wait for another 30mins or so...

before i knw it... i banged into the seats... gosh... it hurts!! when i got home... my leg was bruised n swollen like nobody business... n part of my skin is peeled off... n some little bloody spots... arh... sianz...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:40 PM;

Sunday, November 05, 2006

todae is a moody sunday... which depicts my mood for today... woke up feeling still ok... but think took a bad turn when i tried furiously to do my tutorials... am i really struggling? or this is the culture of uni? i really dont no... wat a contrast from poly... i knw its a major difference la... if not uni wont be called uni le right... but sad to say... perhaps i still cant adapt to it...

thinking of all the term tests i done so far... there is no particularly a paper which i'm confident abt... in the past... whenever theres tests... every qns at least i knw wat it wants n able to knw which theory or knowledge to apply... so... if a paper is 100 marks... i'm able to leave allowance for stupid mistakes like copying the wrong qns... wrote the wrong options... or misinterpretion of the qns itself... so minus here n there i still can get 70+ overall... but nw... its totall different...

the questions are so hard! hard till i dont even understand wat the questions wants... ya... all those stuff is being taught n i understand them fully... but wat is taught n wat is in the paper is different... always... sometimes... the 1st qns i already dont knw how to do n it really demoralized me... sis said tats the norm of nus... the killer is always MCQ... contradicts right... initially feel so happy... cos MCQ exam... the ans is there itself... easy! but... the prob is... same as my stats paper... my calculated ans is not even given in the options!! damn... therefore... if the paper is 100marks... i nw have to set aside marks to be deducted for qns i seriously dont knw how to do... plus qns i did wrong unintentionally n intentionally (stupid mistakes)? gosh... in the end... got those marks which is not tat glorious... a 60+ grade? i knw theres moderation at the end of the term where if a lot of people did badly, the overall grades will be lowered... but i still dont like it... i dont like my fate to be decided by others?

super feeling low todae... thought of some other stuff which i dont wanna elaborate... sis n yanwen said tat chocolates will make one happy... i ate one jus nw... but no effect... haha... perhaps it psychological? but one thing i knw for sure... i will have pimples tmr morning!! damn...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 5:02 PM;


jus got home after a long night of pool... sianz... i played well... but lady luck is not with me... as usual... but nvm... i had fun... haha...

tried out a new place for supper.... lavender food court... the prawn noodle is nice!! shall try the frog leg porridge next time... 3 for 15 onli... haha...

tonight is the last night of fun... next time i having fun will be after exams... 2DEC!!! looking forward to it...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 4:31 AM;

Saturday, November 04, 2006

been spending the whole of todae studying... making full use of my time... haha... not really though... finally sort out the topic of crashing n understanding it after 2-3 hrs? haha... n with the divine help of my blur fren who provide me the wrong ans which makes us think until our brain gonna crack... haha... but ok... she was funni though... haha...

super sian... pimples are bothering me again... looks like 2 packets of hello panda a day give me pimples!!! arh... its my fav food... looks like have to cut down... gosh... anyway... jus drank a big bowl of green bean soup... hope it helps... even though the damage is already done on my pathetic face...

i will work hard!!! i will rest... but i will not stop...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 3:23 PM;

Friday, November 03, 2006

finally i went for a run for the first time in 3 months plus... but jus run for 5 rounds nia... then the pain started to slow me down... at least i'm able to run a longer distance b4 i succumb to pain... felt relieved tat my knee is slowly coming back to shape... haha...

todae must must must complete my webcast... i been slacking for the whole day... which i felt so guilty... exams in here in 3 weeks time n i still slacking here n there... contradiction... i wanted to score well... yet i refused to do anything... guess my morales is useless... family pressure... lots of eyes pinning on me, hoping i will fail n the hopes of my parents to excel... sometimes think of it... its scary... but tats life... pressure is always there no matter where u go... live with it!!

tmr gotta make sure i done with the proj mgmt tut n reading b4 i leave for home to have a game of pool... tmr is a day for revenge... haha... i will win the challenge...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 8:36 PM;


super boring todae... was listening to webcast... morale low when i had 91 slides n lasted for 1 h 45mins? interpret drwings n drwings.... sianz... floor plans... elevations... driving me crazy... i'm bad at such stuff... esp hav to spotting errors n looking into detailed details... Arhh... still got 1h 20mins to go... n prof is waiting for me.. haha...

got a surprised called from an old neighbour... suddenly all the past memories flowed back to me... super funni... i onli can remember stuff when i was 5 or 6 yrs old onwards... the rest... totally blank... i remembered when i was young, sis n i were realli brats... super super naughty n irritating... first time i admit i was irritating... haha... we used to go to kitchen... climb tables n jumped dwn from there.... n we were spoilting practically everything ard... haha... n there was once mom was so angry tat she caned us... n while mom was searching for the cane... sis took me to hide... n we were hiding behind the curtains... in the end still got found out... cos of our legs... haha...

whenever we heard our neighbour going out... we will run to the door n say bye bye to our neighbour... haha... there was once auntie was going out... n our door was closed... so wat we do is stuff our fingers underneath the door n shout "auntie auntie!! can u see our fingers?" tat was realli stupid right... n auntie was kind enough to come touch touch our fingers n told us not to do it cos bad guys will come n chop it away... hahaha... those were the days....

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 2:48 PM;

Thursday, November 02, 2006

i am super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super
super PISSED!!!

damn... the stats paper is a killer!!! i thought i had done wat i had supposed to do n prepared for the paper!! in the end... got stuck right at the 1st qns... the phrasing of the qns makes it super difficult to understand the qns... gosh... mad mad mad!!! followed the formulas... n my ans is not given in the options.... wat the hell... everyone was stuck... pulling their hair n wat so ever.... haiz...

i gave up my weekend to study!! n this is my reward... pui!!! MOS halloween party i got free tickets... n i chose not to go n revise my work... in the end... i rather don study nor revise... cos the results would be the same? morale super low... arh.......

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 3:27 PM;

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

still got gastric flu todae... yucky... nothing much to blog abt... its all abt my sickness... Arh...

OnCe UpOn A tImE, i BeLiEvE... 10:27 PM;



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