its a fri... i'm supposed to be looking forward to weekend happily... but i'm not... its damn frustrating. for 2 sems in a row, my cap dropped? i jus lost my morale to carry on studying. i worked hard but the output is otherwise. i'm sick of having B-..........................

maybe i didnt do well in the 25mark essay in cost est?
maybe its the unfinished 15marks tat bring me down in RM?
maybe its the pad fdn in measurement?
maybe its the qns on ductwork in M&E?

best part is, i didnt expect to score well in MT. cos i jus anyhow write as it is the last paper? n i got a B+? my mid term is the lowest among my frens and if i can score a bit more perhaps i can get a A-?

maybe i should jus give up and anyhow wack the papers. maybe i will score better?

well... FUCK IT

while i was sitting at the door step polishing my boots, papa creep up and gave me a gd scare. it was a real nice 1 i must sae. he creeped up to me and sae... "tonight is a windy night...." for a min, i thought it was something else....

life pretty routine in camp... hope everything will be this way till i leave camp? but i highly doubt so... boss coming back next week and i bet there will be plenty of sai kang to do... so... this is the last week to enjoy!

kinda of shocking to see my stand-in officer did 20 pull-ups at 1 go... and hes well over 40 yrs old... impressive... lol...

exam results on this fri..... i hope i wont get a heart attack at my youthful age. haha...

i cant believe it... for the past 2 days, i damn suay...

yesterdae, i waited 35mins for the damn 15 at pasir ris interchange.

and todae........................ i tried redrawing money from the atm 5 times and i couldnt redraw a single cent at all! damn irritating. i was at 802 atm and i tried to redraw money 3 times. as i was afraid that the money may be deducted, i called the customer service line. the conclusion? hardware failure. GREAT. while at town, i went over to HMV to try the same thing again. and ya!! the same shit happened! i was real pissed lah... cos there is a realli long queue which is twice the length at 802 and everyone at both locations were taking their own sweet time to do the transaction! its jus like as if they were trying to rob the bank. called the service line again and this time, it was due to the reason that the machine is updating its records from the central server. i'm jus the ultimate unlucky 1 who tried to redraw money and twice, the machine was updating while the whole world is able to redraw their money. GREAT.

hope will be a better dae tmr................

after 2 days in camp, i came to a conclusion. all the clerks in camp are damn rich... a typical example of white horse. or a bunch of white horses. all of them drive to camp? and on top of that, one of them is paragon's owner's son? and we have AA paper boss' son too... i guess the camp will never run out of paper? the former USED TO drive a mercs E class to camp. but as it is undergoing servicing, yesterdae he drove a damn ferrari to work n he drove a lamo todae. the latter drove a lexus. this is crazy. on top of that, theres another clerk who drove a mercs and the cheapest car? toyota altis. this is a crazy world. wat makes things more amazing is that the chief clerk "waits" for their arrival every morning. and wat time they enter camp? 9am. this is real ironic.

1st day back in army... and it jus seems tat i left yesterdae... everything was intact in camp and everything looked the same... kind of comforting to see cookhouse pple and warrant officers still recognising and remembering me... but sad to realize that most of them had already retired or ended their service... funni thing happened in camp though...

me: sir, i'm back! came to report to u...
warrant X: aiya... u knw wat to do de wat... dont come and bug me la... go go go...
me: eh sir... wheres ur moustache? u shave it ar?
warrant X: aiya... old already ma... grow out its all white... so shave lor...

met up with my fellow colleagues at work... and they are yr 88 or 89? i felt old... real old..... but they are nice and quite funni though... they are eagar to find out wats life used to be when i was here and mani other things... like have u ever saw a 5 tonner broke down? did they tow it away or repair on the spot? and i was like........ how the hell i will knw such things? haha... but seriously... a 5 tonner broke down this evening right outside guardroom and wat happen later answered their doubts... lols... somehow, i'm jus looking forward to 14th july.

feeling a bit irritated, frustrating n low. maybe i dont mean nothing in this family? who cares. just sick of life.

wat makes life even sicker - back to army next tues.

its true isnt it? a picture says a thousand words. or millions? WAHAHA

one more week to back to army. tmr gonna dig out my uniform n boots. but before that, i gotta clean my room... its always been a mess. but maybe need to make it less messy but still messy? ok... i donno wat i'm talking abt.. hahaha...

FINALLY,

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

but... i'm not satisfied with my performance on my paper todae... think i may score not tat well... out of my expectation... received a shock b4 i reach sch... my mid term is jus a miserable 12/20? and i jus dont understand hw dr kua mark the damn paper... for mt n rm, he gave me full marks for a particular qns... but onli to overwrite it with a -1 mark. i jus don understand. my ans is worth full marks initially but both times, he - 1 mark from it... if he gave the the marks initially i'm ok with it, but he jus song song give full marks n then scribble it off and -1 mark... not tat song for me right... hopefully wat i wrote is worth wat i get todae... everyone seems happy after the paper... but not me... maybe i felt i didnt put in my best effort?

a funni thing though... i was at vivo with deary and she accidentally spilled chilli sauce on me when trying to pour it on the softshell crab... then as i make my way to the toilet... i saw hazel n huifang! so coincidence... we bumped into each other a few hrs back and here we are again. gosh... and of cos... both laughed at me. wats new? hahaha...

enjoyed myself with dear and also with my bunch of frens... hahaha... hope can meet up again b4 some of them went for the sep... haha...

was having a slight headache todaeee... my right side of the brain seems to be knocking knocking n knocking..... ArhhHHhh

1 more day to go... 24 hrs later, i be fighting and battling hard on my last paper. i bet the air will taste n smell different 25.5 hrs later. HAHA

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having been blogging for the past few days... but todae i'm blogging for a purpose! haha

deary had finished her exams todae! and i still got 3 days to my last paper? sob sob... low morale to study for the last paper.... i took 3hrs+ jus to read thru 2 lectures? and i can anticipate tat will be the case for the next 2 days? yawnssss... its jus sooooooo boringgggg

for the past few weeks, mani frens had been noticing tat i hav grown a small goatie and i din tell them the reason for growing it... basically, i didnt shave the goatie since the day grandma died. and i had shaved it off upon reaching the 49days. the funni thing happened during the chanting ceremony yesterdae though, the reverend's hp kept ringing and we were like.... veri gd business ar...

back to boooksss... looking 4ward to thursssssssssssss....

~Afraid Of~

- Injections
- People tickling me
- Scary movies
- Cockroaches

~DISLIKES~

- My clumsy acts
- Vegatables
- Sci-fic movies
- People who take me for granted
- Latecomers

~LIKES~

- Bowling
- I like to disturb animals
- Ktv
- Joke and disturb people, including parents
- Hello Panda
- Fried chicken/KFC
- Chocolates
- Chocolate Ice-cream
- Coco krunch with milk every morning
- Milo powder
- Cycling
- Watch Fireworks
- Nature
- Roti Prata
- Melted cheese

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