my whole finger turned white and the other is black.

ouch. ouch..... OUCH!!

life just got bored after staying home for a few days. haha...

finallllllllllllllllly............... i'm left with 1 PAPER!!! hoho... i been waiting for this day.... actually next mondae la... and i will, which is my outstanding promise of cheering on tat day after my scope paper! hoho... this sem is the sem tat i realli look forward to tat miserable 1 month break. intending to charge up my batt n gear up for next sem... hee. but on seconds thoughts, maybe i do a small scale cheer cos i think everyone esp dear will fry me. lol

ss paper was quite ok today. but the main topic is, the super heavy rain after the paper. it rained tat heavily tat the drains overflowed. and i was like... WOW... tat kind. and dear said i sound real high to see the drains overflowing. and the way to YIH was totally flooded as well. flooded by pple. there was at least 1k of pple trying to squeeze their way out of MPH? 3 halls worth of exam candidates. a funni thing though. as lightening strikes, u can hear numerous echos of gals screaming. haha...

a night of rest n tmr will be scoping day. sianz.... i must do well for this paper! ROARS... haha

hmmm... everyone ard me seems to be slacking or missing. cos their next paper is next mon?

huimin: playing maple story.
weiling: her exams end tmr and she is trying hard to contain herself not to overcelebrate. if adeline knw this, she will kill herself. lols. cos her 1st paper is tmr? hahas.
hanxiang: soundless, missing so far. partying i think.
janicia: soundless, missing so far too

10 chapters of ss in my heart. i felt heavy. hope the questions will be straightforward and not tat chim tmr. i hope.

a real monday blues.

benny paper is a real killer. Q1 n Q2 gone case. totally blank. when i read the qns, my mind goes blank. my legs go wobbly. i felt giddy. these 2 qns worth 30 marks. half of the paper. n gosh. the theory is even worse.

Q8) explain why internal stresses are developed in the cross section of a beam under bending. what is the distribution of these stresses under mild loading conditions? explain the reason for the distribution.

my ans: evenly distributed.

this question worthed 5marks. NB

this paper is damn damn difficult compared to past yr paper. even though i need 10.5 marks to pass this module, i think i have difficulty to score that miserably 10.5marks. thats how bad this paper is. the most difficult paper so far in my career in nus. ma de.

benny's concept. SFD = Shear Force Diagram.
xzr theory. SFD = Shit Fuck Damn!

and to sum up my day. it rained. REAL heavily when alight the damn bus. even though i had my umbrella with me, i was soaking wet except my head n shoulders. i'm not refering to the shampoo.

another sunday w/o the SUN. not a SUNday?

dear said i made exams sound interesting. here the story goes;

exams is jus like fighting the dragon. a hungry dragon. and our cap is jus like a pie. so, we need to fend off the dragon with all our might to prevent it from eating our pie. if the dragon manage to eat a mouthful of the pie, the cap drop. if u fend the dragon off successfully, ur cap stay intact. if u fend the dragon off + injure the dragon, ur cap increases.

i'm in the process of fending the dragon off. successfully. i hope.

lots of nice shows this weekend. jingle all the way. black hawk down. batman begins. i watched them all. shucks. hope i can finish my revision.

a sad tragic happened over at cambodia to singapore dragon boaters... quite sad though... to die missing at a foreign country. found out from sis tat 1 of the missing is her colleague over at njc where the guy is a PE teacher and he jus started work at the same time as my sis. so... a short career. and found out tat adeline's bro was one of the rescued. somebody's joy is another man's sorrow. hope he rest in peace...

law paper was still quite alright. same thing though. everyone had different answer. and hanxiang was dead worry for his paper. but i assured him though. the 2nd assignment his answer was different from the standard answer while i got the correct answer. but.... he scored better than me. haha... so... our fate is in the tutor's hands. 2 down n 3 to go. hoho...

met up with dear for an early dinner at cartel. super funni though. we order seafood combo which is 3 pple serving. and the waitress had a stunt look on her face when she saw our order.

waitress: sir, this combo is for 3 serving... are u sure u wanna order this? can finish?
me: yup... sure can finish one... dont worry.
waitress: *stunt*


in the end, we really finish up everything... LOL

my coconut. nice coconut. HAHA

saw the red patch which u dont no wat it is? its BLOOD. ya... no doubt abt it. can u believe tat? i cut my toes nails last night and this morning, i was trying to wear my jeans in a half awake condition. little did i expect the button of the jeans to seep under the toe nail and and as i pull my jeans up, ya... it became like tat. fresh blood sia... pity for me? donate a dollar for my medical fund. LOL

cleared eng and 4 more to go! hee... tried my very best and managed to complete it on time. i find my handwriting super ugly lah... and i wonder how the markers will mark my paper. if i knw, i will attach chicken essence as appendix...

law paper on a sat afternoon tmr. how gd is tat. jus had a short sleep and ya, back to work! wish me luck. real luck this time. one of my most feared paper.

greatest shock in football history. england out of euro2008 with fate in their own hands.

how amazing is tat. the footballers are filled with talent and anyone of them would walk straight into the 1st 11 of any top club in this planet. on the contrary, they were full of themselves, dont play together as a team and of cos, sloppy defending. at their respective clubs, they will never play in this manner as if they do, they would be dropped and needless to say, their rice bowl will be affected. representing ur country is a pride and it doesnt worth to have this bunch of retards showcasing their monkey skills.

if i were steve macclaren, i would make bold n brave decisions to bring pple who are dying to play professionally for their country. wats up with choosing scott carson, wright-philips, lampard over david james and beckham? speaking of beckham, even though he is a walking-advertisement, generate more money in commercials than playing football, he ran his guts out, brought england level before they conceed the 3rd goal. how ironic is that.

still feeling a bit unwell today. and i found out the root of my prob. the food i been eating? is real heaty. things that i ate yesterday:

koko kcrunch, milo powder, hello panda, chocolate milk, loacker, ham n cheese.

5 out of 6 things i ate are chocolate flavoured. heaty heaty heaty... i need to drink more herbal tea...

tmr is my 1st paper. yet i donno wat n how to study. shoot me.

i jus realized... today is wed! and happy birthday to janice! hoho... 21st last sat, 22th today? LOL...

i gonna sulk sulk sulk! law assignment i got B... while everyone scored better than me... i dont mind everyone score better than me... but the prob is, i felt crumpled when the lecturer said that i can easily scored an A if i could elaborate more... gosh... law n scope. my greatest fear.

i'm gonna scold li jing. for sure. whenever i saw her on the train, she was always studying. and i tried to make an example out of her today but failed. got sever headache now.

pimples are realli contagious. xinyi got it. wanting got it. i got it. and huifang got it. Do you have it?!?!?!? HAHA

cindee is real funni... dropped by to get her law assignment but she took the wrong keys out... haha... her nose went for a jog... cos she got running nose... LOL...

life just got sweeter... i was so surprised, dumbfounded and impressive...

went out for breakfast with dear and we shopped at ntuc for snacks (her snacks... LOL) b4 we head home and i thought our day together will end at tat mmt... but i was wrong...

apparantly, while she was snacking n studying, she thought of me and the next min, she head out, bought snacks for me and specially delivered to my house. i was real shocked when she called and said she was downstairs. and i was like... "zun bo..." i was real touched la... cos it was drizzling and she still took the trouble to come n find me... on top of that, time is the essence during study week... and she wasted the whole day becos of me?

i was trying to convince myself i dont need snacks at ntuc this morning with the aim to save my rotting face. sista came home with hello panda and with dear's ai xin snacks. no hope le... maybe i can shift all the blame to the exams? lol...

heres the pic! hoho

real tempted to eat all of them at 1 go but.... i cant bear to do so... cos... its so precious to meeeeee...

alrights.... better get back to work. lacking behind of schedule. gosh.

happy 1st month anniversary to us! hoho... its been a great month;

you hold me when i was down,
you always make me laugh (at u... haha),
you r my punching bag,
you are the only one who can take my crap, nonsense, lame stuff,
you made me less clumsy,
you r you. just you.

i think there is something wrong with me.

when i took drowsy med, i dont feel drowsy.
when i drank coffee, it made me drowsy.
physically tired but not mentally tired.
mentally tired but not physically tired.

HELP. hahhahahaha

studying at home is a killer. lack of discipline and the weather is realllllllllllllllllllllllll cooling.... woke up at 3pm on sat. yesterdae slpt 4hrs in the evening which make a sunday w/o an evening. and ya... its raining again...

if i dont score well for exams, i may have a cause of action against the weather. Facts;

1) the rainy weather makes me sleepy
2) the rainy weather makes my bed cosy, comfortable, cooling.

and thus it attract/entice me to slp for long hours. which led to;

1) no time to study.

and.... ultimately cause me to have poor grades.

however......................... my case will be dismissed on the facts that;

1) the rainy weather is an act of god.
2) it is too remote and unforeseeable to link poor grades to weather.

HAHA... i am spourting nonsense.

pic of me... haha

wells... everything was not bad, tried to dance but i think i looked awkward cos basically, i am jus a stoneman. can u imagine a tall, huge guy trying to dance? and janice was crazy enough to dare me to dance on the platform. i jus cant imagine 2 pple dancing on the platform where the whole dance floor is nearly empty. LOL. but i had fun though...

head out to meet ken and i suck at pool today. shall not mention any further...

exams are approaching and from tmr onwards, i gonna mug hard. my grp got B for scope assignment 2 and even though i aimed for a B+, it still within my area of control to score a B for the overall grade...

sooooooooooooooooo... the next time i play pool will be on 3rd dec. the next time i head out to play or watsoever will be 3rd dec. lastly, as i be mugging hard, i would greatly appreciate if there is minimal disturbance.

a photo i took during thurs break at irc. i was trying to take a gd shot of my pierre cardin pen. and it looked funni as i can see that my toes are sticking out. LOL... this explains my "comfortable" position.... haha...

a bad day. real bad day.

went to benny's lect this morning and everyone seem to be surprised. haha... but, i still find webcast is better... benny spoke too fast in person and i had problems catching up, considering i didnt eat prata for 2 weeks due to mom's so called healthy diet.

hmm... this is real weird. nw the whole world knew tat i got 27.5 for my struct sys assignment. xinyi talked abt it this morning while gg up for lect, ivan spoke abt it during lect and singkok spoke abt it outside toilet. wells, nothing to be great abt. everyone scored well... so i jus did slightly better?

had mac breakfast with the rest. and xinyi was nice enough to puke milo on everyone except li jing when i tried to convey a point. it was real funni la... and ya... my face got her ice-milo.

i know i am clumsy. its a norm to see me banging into things and getting injuried. but today, i FELL while sitting in the LT. dont ask me how i fell. cos i dont no how also...

LAW ASSIGNMENT is another diseaster. i got C again. yet again. this sem is a diseaster. i got 2 Cs so far. rich pple got their 5Cs while i got my 2Cs. jus hope assignment 2 for scope n law can pull my coursework up. jus dont like the idea to head into main papers with a disadvantage. low morale. law of diminishing returns.

a lazy wed... last night had a long game of pool and it was real enjoyable... haha... had lots of laughter n fun... lol... n gary was the main contributor of points... u knw wat i mean... haha... but my legs feeling a bit strained today... which i dont no why... woke up at 2 and laze ard trying to study. but no mood to study? need to get the mmt right.

a bit irritated with myself. been trying to charge my mp3 player 3 times! and every single time, i forgot to pluck it out after i off my com. and the batt jus drain off by itself. so, this explains why i'm online yet again. Arh

4 heavenly kings. haha...

my fav and most enjoyable class. hoho

my 700th post! haha...

finally, i am proud to say tat i am free from assignments... waited for this day to come. which means, tmr will be the start of revision? sounds bad... but seriously, i need some fun. a brain-drained sunday which is spent on work work work. wat else?

mich n gary dropped by to pass me the brownie that she n elissa made. wooh... i'm real impressed. it tasted real gd lah... if u look at mich from her appearance, rude, speaks foul language, rowdy n watsoever, its difficult to imagine she can produce this type of things. on a better note, i wish my sis can produce something like tat. i wan orea cheesecake next time hor... HOHO...

dear has slpy eyes. lols

tats all folks....

finally, i worked out for the 1st time this week. finally i can shave tat bit of fats off. alot more to go... considering last night's supper at chomp chomp... hokkien mee + tou hua at 2am+ in the morning? i will be surprised if i did not gain weight. lols

something weird going on... for the past 6 days, no matter wat med i took, the flu seems to get worse. wat made matters wrong is that sis came back with 2 tubes of pringles n a box of hello panda on wed and i was whining when can i get my hands on them. i jus cant hold it any longer and i ate every single bit of them yesterdae n todae... HAHA... n......................... i discovered tat my deadly flu was gone! isnt it amazing? li hai ba... sooooooooooo..... next on my list is the tubs of ice cream in the refrigerator! hoho... u SCREAM i SCREAM.... ICE CREAM!!! it rhymes? 1st paragraph contradicts the 2nd right? haha...

finally, i'm left with a single assignment! submitted scope todae n seriously, i hope i can do well... considering my big C on the 1st assignment, a B+ in this assignment will at least put my desired B or B+ final grade on track. but i realli fear eng though. seeing other grps meeting up and discussing n editing together makes me envious. not tat i am a crazy hardworking freak but since our conference last mon, we didnt meet up as a grp to edit together and we will be doing tat on sunday. i dont like last min work and it jus unsettles me. simply becos if its an unproductive sunday, tats it. our grade so far had been above average and i'm not sure if our lead is still there. beats me.

had real difficulty to drag my ass out from bed todae... real tempted to go back to slp n forgo the law tut which i actually missed last fri... haha... buts... i still went for tut in the end... so nw here i am... 3 hrs break n rotting in the lab. the coffeee doesnt seems to keep me awake... n i'm falling asleep...

time for herbal tea... ate plenty of chips and hello panda yesterdae despite having flu for 6 days in a row... pimples are popping out as if they are free... and with my new coconut hairstyle... everything doesnt seems right to me. gosh... best part is, next fri janice had a bdae party at a club somewhere... hope my hair can grow grow grow! lols

last night pool was real fun, had not played for more than 19 days? and ya... lost quite a bit of killer instinct but i played not bad though... hahaha.... at least it can de-stress me for the time being....

time to shave off some fats, i getting fatter and everything seems to be out of placeeee... gosh. time to kill the weights....

a long day awaits... yawns...

perhaps wat everyone said is true... i'm too stressed. feeling the heat. i dont think i hav the energy n motivation to last till the end of main papers...

woke up todae feeling drained. jus feel like lazing the rest of the dae away. but i cant. scope n eng assignments are breathing dwn my neck and i still need to plan my revision timetable. i need to revise thru plenty of stuff... ss reading lack chapters of readings, didnt revise scope lect notes at all, needless to sae abt law.

feeling lazy, restless, moody. even dear said i wasnt myself todae. lack the spark to shine. pertaining to benny's lect, perhaps i need prestressed xzr. to compel the potential stress.

i need a break. will time allow tat? beats me.

today is supposed to be my off day... but i came to sch for scope and i came real early lah... 10am! impressive right... haha... i managed to pull myself up amid the rainy, cooling weather... heee... becos of the pulling factor... had mac breakfast with dear at mac, for the first time in my career in nus n with dear... haha...

spent the whole day doing scope and quite glad that i managed to have much progress in it... if i were to do it alone at home, i doubt i be awake at this hr... haha...

currently at lab... damn irritated by a bunch of fools chit chatting n whining like gals... and ya... the onli gal of the grp is busy doing the project while the rest of them are busily bitching away.

i seriously need a hair cut. style n cool factor is depleting. LOLSs

wat a relief... submitted 2 assignments today... but the feeling is short-lived considering the comments recieved for eng assignment... lots of work to do again!

on a brighter side, 1 week later, i will be free from assignments! 1 month later, i will be free from this pile of shit! i will jus flush flush flush them away! hoho... can wait for this day. i will give the loudest scream after my last paper n i look forward to do tat even though i risk the possbility of being mistaken as a potential MIH patient... haha... who cares? lols

for the past 3 days, i been living on medication. for the past 3 days... my intake of pills are much more than the intake of sweets. its a challenge to study and at the same time to keep my nose dry. it really sucks.

time for work. again..........................

damn pissed off with tat sutapa! she is damn idiotic fellow! wed i was at lab with dear when i saw her coming in... so... jus to make sure, ensure, cock sure that my way of doing is right, i decided to approach her.... didnt i knew that she was so unethical and anyhow sian me, say wat i do is right... ni na bei... make me redo 3 times today... goood... goooooood... very goood...

the theme for this weekend is flu weekend. my body is filled with different types of flu medication. haha...

15 days since i last played pool... cant help but to open up the casing to see my cue...

a gloomy sat. had a big bout of flu... i cant imagined i sneezed 24times within a min. high productivity rate. if the fan is not on, i feel warm. if i on the fan, i feel cold. contradicting... and i breaking out in cold sweat nw... disgusting.

couple of things happened while i was busy at work. jus hope some knw wat are they doing and be responsible for their acts. its quite naive for some to think that others would not came abt to knw their intentions or thoughts but it is revealed from their conduct. i label this type of pple as bloody idiot of the century. but at the end of the day, its time to access who should u placed in ur circle of trust and who isnt. as for me, it is a gd thing cos as a matter of fact, i had plenty of frens to go ard to keep me happy, so, i dont mind at all to trim the list. how abt u?

woke up on time today but got up late... and my tongue got burned by the melting cheese. it still feels painful right nw. ouch...

nowadays tutors seemed to be always late... maybe we should write a report on this n submit to dean for reference? structural sys lab todae was kinda of fun as we got to see the yield stress of different component of concrete. it was a fun session considering we were fooling ard most of the time... haha...

lost my composure while having lunch today... cos i was laughing like mad... haha... a real lame thought i had. LOls

a bit pressing for time... having low morale for law assignment... still reading the lect notes and ya... a bit but looked a lot more to go? sigh... as usual... doze off right after dinner... i came to realize that... Probability of falling asleep right after meals = 1. for sure. this explains why i am always restless during lectures right after lunch. haha

~Afraid Of~

- Injections
- People tickling me
- Scary movies
- Cockroaches

~DISLIKES~

- My clumsy acts
- Vegatables
- Sci-fic movies
- People who take me for granted
- Latecomers

~LIKES~

- Bowling
- I like to disturb animals
- Ktv
- Joke and disturb people, including parents
- Hello Panda
- Fried chicken/KFC
- Chocolates
- Chocolate Ice-cream
- Coco krunch with milk every morning
- Milo powder
- Cycling
- Watch Fireworks
- Nature
- Roti Prata
- Melted cheese

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