sometimes, i wished i was not born in this family. alot unnecessary things jus make me go crazy and really dampen my mood.

its a well-known fact that i feared 4 things in my life; watching scary movies, injections, cockroaches and people tickling me. but theres one more thing i feared the most. which is parents checking on my bank account.

i am 22 this yr. going 23. but there are alot of things which i do not have a say in it. some things that belonged to me but doesnt belong to me. which is money. i jus cant stand others checking out on my bank balance daily and questioning how come i draw so much money. where u spent it on? why this activity need so much money? i felt as if i'm talking to a panel of auditors and trying to convince them why i had to part with my OWN money. or, i am a criminal who is charged for using his own money. this sounds crazy isnt it?

everytime when i worked, they will ask me how much are u going to put into my other banks. why this much? not tat much? i felt like a dry sponge. no matter wat, i need to squeeze additional water out of myself. i felt so frustrated. sometimes, i saw things which i liked alot. but i cant buy it. why? cos when i bought it, the consequences are dreadful. the damn cue that i bought last week? i had to understate the cost. why? cos if they knew abt it, they will grw so tall that they hit the roof.

sometimes, i had to listen to their bidding to invest in this bank tat bank that i became totally broke. when i chance upon a gal i like? i cant even have the right finances to launch my missle. this is so frustrating. i cant believe the life i been leading.

saving is gd but not obsessively. i felt like a miser in the making. but to begin things with, my parents are not poor. neither am i. how am i able to solve this prob and break myself free from the financial monsters?

spent this weekend at home... isnt it special? haha...

i think i am getting lazier... my brain keep churning out various reasons not to go for my evening run since last evening... but today, i managed to force/convince myself to go for a run. to burn off my excessive fats. lols...

saw an interesting article... a full tank of harley bike can travel 502km before its fuel tank runs dry. to maintain fuel efficiency, u need to maintain ur vehicle speed at 80km/hr if possible. guess this is highly impossible for my dear bro gary. he likes to race with other cars along the highway or tail some chio bu? usual speed is 120km/hr? on top of that, he dont stop at traffic lights if he is driving during wee hrs at night? another point from the article mentioned that at higher engine revolutions, wastage of fuel will be higher. and his engine revolution is at 4x1000 rps? guess this is the reason why he needs to top up with tank twice a week. lols. oops... hope the traffic police dont come across my blog... haha

tmr.... i shall attempt to;

• mop the floor
• wash the dishes
• make myself a gd breakfast or lunch, depending wat time i wake up? haha
• wash my own clothes
• and lastly, hit pool fusion at 3pm for a game of pool. concentration is the key!

sort of missed my afternoon nap today... shall make it up by slping real early todae... haha

for the past few days, life haven been great for me. its purely luckless. can u believe it? while walking, it can jus rained super heavily. wats worse, the mont blanc perfume i bought a few weeks back? the metal casing cracked. even though it brought fragrance to my room, i can sense the perfume is simply evaporating freely away. shucks. shall not mention other stuff. to avoid being a laughing stock here...

hope my life will be better next week.

1st time i reached home this early... the traffic is moderate on the roads... as if the time is at 8-9pm+ like tat... even lavendaer food square is filled with people! weird... haha

played pool today. feel like breaking my cue into quarters. cos, i played veri badly todae... or shao was too pro? i don no... my heart wasnt in it. i cant seemed to find my killer instinct.

went out earlier in the evening to change my tee at far east plaza. i nearly went mad. 1st, i waited for bus 518 for 30mins before i gave up. the rained jus stopped and the weather is "supposed" to be cool. but, it was damn humid. it was a veri long wait and i was sweating real bad. the thought of gg home to bath again suddenly sounds interesting and appealing to me.

took train to city hall and the train to orchard was real crowded. the situation is make worse with an unknown train having the sign "Do Not Board" and the next train was like 5mins?

reached far east plaza and had a rude shock to see the shop closed! i was thinking... today is realli not my day. luckily, the shop is closed for a mere few mins. at least something went my way.

stock market crashed this morning... dropped by 100+ points. told papa to sell when the time is right but he refused. and nw.... wells, thats human nature. when u r earning, u wan to earn more.

was monitoring the stocks till mich showed me these links;






it was touching. well, i admit i got a heart of stone. but it simply touched me. the voice was innocent, angelic and crystal clear. felt veri smoothing to hear something like tat.

some news that i read on the papers today... taleban had killed one of the korean hostages and shocked to see that there are more than 10 gun shots on the body. that is so psyco. if the various governments really want to deal with those clowns, they should be more ruthless than them. not merely just "urged" them to release the hostages through the media. this is just bull-shitting and waiting for things to happen. by god sense, they are terrorists. they dont possessed this "label" for nothing. on the other hand, if they jus simply released those hostages based from those repeated urging from the korean governement, pigs can drop from the sky. if i were the involved parties, i would summon all terrorists that taleban wanted to exchange in return in a straight row, invite all the world media and then negotiate. if things are not appealing to me, i would simply shoot one of them. a tit for a tat. this word doesnt came abt for nothing. u wan to do things, u need to strike fear in them and make their balls shrink. as simple as that.

mom called me this morning to take the chicken out of the freezer and beware of the prawns as they might prickled me. well, the first thing i knew? i got prickled by the damn prawns the min i began my search for the damn chicken. gosh. it was real painful and shucks, my finger bled. but i took revenge by lowering the temperature of the refrigerator. freeze those prawns and i will enjoy eating them some day. revenge is always sweet. isnt it?

a couple of things happened yesterday. my dear bro's world came crashing dwn on him. finally, a long story gotta come to an end. well, there is no everlasting banquet in this world right? wat i can do is jus to be there for him. but no worries, he is in gd hands as Your truely, the great love adviser and healer is by his side. sometimes, love is a complicated issue. maybe i should take a module on this next sem? lols... one thing for sure. life gotta move on no matter wat.

went for a facial today... been a veri long time since i last went for a facial. and i must say... it was veri painful!!! but, it was worth it... haha... the treatment process is gd, in the sense tat after the facial, my face doesnt have any marks made possible by the squeezing or pinching or watever they called it. and the plus point? the staff there are chatty, gd attitude and not even a word to psyco us to purchase their product. nice place to patronize in future.

jus came back from pool session at safra. finally, i can say that my cue had enlightened! haha... got quite used to it and i played quite well today. hope my gd form will continue... haha

went gym with jeff today and had a tiring but effective full body workout... the focus of exercise includes chest, biceps, triceps, shoulder and abs. was feeling tat tired after the intense training tat i spent the rest of the afternoon napping...

missed out the clubbing trip as i was still dead tired when i woke up at 6+... i can predict that tmr will be an aching day for me. buts, all the gym effort is worthed it.

nothing much to update so far... not much happening and life is pretty routine. sometimes, i yearn for something special but sometimes not. well... i dont no wat i'm talking abt... haha... tomorrow, i shall attempt to wash my own clothes! hope i will die from the itch caused by improper washing... lols.

finally... the long wait is over! i got my viking cue todae... haha... costs me near $300... which means... i'm $300 poorer... if taking into consideration of my spree last sat + clubbing at butter factory tmr? hmmm.... from the economics perspective, i am contributing to the growth of the economy thru the multipler effect. lols. but from my individual perspective, i'm rolling into the poverty cycle... haha

i did another atrocious thing todae... mom bought durians! its a sin... really. she said i could have just one cos if i ate more than tat, tmr morning my bestie will be back. buts... i guess my bestie pimples will definately pop out tmr... probability = 1... cos, i ate nearly the whole box "unknowingly". sucks.

i'm supposed to be on my way to GYM nw to Grow Your Muscle... but i jus postponed it till tmr... woke up jus nw with a sore body... went for a run last evening and didnt knw the aftermath will be so great. this shows how long since i last run. sorry jeff... we will kill the weights tmr, for sure.

sometimes, guessed some things don go realli well for me. when i was working, the weather is burning hot and the sun is shining brightly up there. but nw, after i end my work last fri, and waiting for the perfect chance to make gd use of my banana boat golden tanning blend, it seemed to rain every single day w/o fail. currently, there is no sight of the sun. sianz... nvm. i dont believe it would rain everyday. we shall see.

tmr gotta go back to far east again.... to exchange the t shirt i bought last sat as well as acc my frens to buy shoes... the white tee i bought? it got a few stains on it. dirt and some other dyes on it. shucks.

finally, for the 1st time in don no how mani months, i went shopping at orchard! haha... the last time i went there was with may i think. tat was so long agoooooo... haha...

went shopping with jeff todae. and todae had a long day shopping! and i had some great buys too! but, i got my worst moment too... the maroon shirt i bought at amk hub a few days back? it seemed to be cheap stuff lor... cos when mom washed that shirt, the water became maroon color... i think i knw how maroon 5 got their band name... perhaps they washed 5 shirts together? so maroon 5... lols...

well, saw a zara long sleeve shirt and gosh... it costs the same as that maroon shirt! gonna realli faint on the spot... but, i purchased it, jus to make myself feel better... haha... jeff bought a pair of jeans too... looks gd though and i took much time to convince myself tat i don need another pair of jeans... haha...

think the first thing i gonna do tmr... is to clean my room... for the 1st time, i discovered that my room was in a real mess. the com table, is filled with coins, my usual 5 pimple creams, my nourishing hand cream, golden tanning blend banana boat, my green tea maskpack and many other stuff... and on the floor lies my spree for todae, 3 bags, exercise mat and dumbells. speaking of dumbells, i need to get heavier weights! haa... need to get 2 10kg weights to add on to my current 15kg ones.... gonna train hard from nw on. starting tmr! not to mention, need to catch my recorded tvs and transformers! haha...

went for supper with gary n mich... super full nw... considering i ate a super super big ba pao this afternoon + mutabat... haha... jus now ate alot of frog porridge too... nw doing some exercise to lessen the impact of fat tummy... haha...

read the news lately and brazil had another tradegy... a plane skidded off the runway and slammed into a petrol station. this shows how selfish humans can be. the runway is supposed to be used by smaller domestic airplanes due to the length of the runway. Their supposed "high court" removed the ban of not allowing the landing of larger airplanes due to the lost of foreseeable economic profits. this... led to the tragic accident today... well, wats new? 9 months ago, 2 jets had an mid air collision. 1 landed safely and the other crashed in the amazon forest. the combined lost of human lives stood at 300+. this is how fragile live is.

read another article. Chris Benoit, the WWE wrestler killed his wife and his 7 yr son and then he hanged himself. that is another sad case. used to admire his cripple cross face, which i used frequently to make my cousins submit and TAP to me... hahah...

tmr is the last day at work! and then, i will train hard to rebuild my body! i neglected it for soooo long.... hhaaha

i bought something again todae... haha... its a maroon shirt.. haha... been buying alot of nonsense stuff nowadays...

ken lost his hp todae... gosh... darn tat clown who didnt make any effort to return it. think i'm the onli fool who return things to the rightful owners... haha... and... i am a nice fool... haha... just sad though... why cant people make this world a better place?

bought banana boat: Golden Tanning Blend a few days back. and its nw sitting right in front of me... cant wait to try n test its power next week! haha.. gonna get a golden tan... hoho...

actually, i don feel like blogging todae... cos not much happenings... but nw, i decided to do so and after which, i gonna bathe yet again and rest for the night.

started the day with my hp at a miserable low batt mode. and by 9am, i'm offically unreachable... haha... think i made a lot of people frustrated. too bad.... i'm tat popular. lols

after a busy day at work, rushed home for a bath and then rushed to the airport to send yue off. shes going back to aust. gd luck and study hard! i'm still watching u... youhoooooo....

dropped by safra to play snooker. and yes, urs truely played like a rookie. in fact, i am one. as usual, became a punching bag. haha...

after i reached home, was thinking to rest early after doing a maskpack cos.... whenever after playing pool till wee hours in the morning, my face will take a beating. so mani pimples popped out like its free and ya... its currently having the great singapore sale...

was thinking whether to blog and got a msg n then a call from mich... she needs my divine help as some mad cow stalked her? well, i'm proud to say, nothing will go wrong with me ard. so... mai siao siao ar... haha...

my another fren fell ill... fever tat doesnt seemed to go away, sore eyes + flu. and her exams are this week... wells, hope she recover fully asap! so i can disturb her... haha... weird feeling... everyone ard me is falling sick... am i the cause of it? i doubt so... haha...

currently, i'm limping as i walked cos.............. todae, i bumped into the damn chair at shop not once, but twice. and, its the same spot. nw, a green patch of cloud is forming right beside my kneecap. guess tmr the pain will be more intense. good luck to me tmr.

nw i understand the meaning of impulse buying... went out with mom and i bought yet another pair of jeans todae... the moment i saw tats a sale, theres no turning back... lols... nw, i got 7 pairs of jeans... hope tats not too much.

bought some yummy food at tm too... gosh... its time to watch my diet... think i'm getting fatter. hope its jus my own illusion though... haha... but fret not. after next fri, i will train hard! another chapter in my sem break... need to get the right shape n right tone b4 i get back to sch!

jus got home not long ago... haha... went to play pool again. initially played well but lost my concentration midway... perhaps i was too tired from work... buts... tmr off!! haha...

gonna get my long-awaited hair cut and facial... evening will be having dinner with family n then watch the condor heros last episode! hoho...

bought a facial mask todae... tmr shall try it out... hope it will do some gd to my ever rotting face... :( bought a mont blanc perfume yesterdae to expand my perfume collection... a sweet scent and it smells great!

gg slp till my bed catches fire... hoho

saw pan ling ling todae at amk hub todae! she was shopping alone and i was surprised that she didnt put on any makeup at all. not even a lipstick. buts.... she still look radiant, smooth skin and a cheerful smile. haha... gary sis approached her for a photo but got rejected... haha...

feel so funni... todae xiao bai msg me... haha... n she thought my last night post were meant for her... hoho... wells, tonight is meant for u! a frequent MC-er nowadays... haha... wondered how mani MCs she applied... hahas. get well soon! so that when sch starts, u have more power to bear with my nonsense... hoho

hmm... guess the harry porter craze gonna start tmr... the movie tickets are long sold out i think and i don believe paying $8.50 or $9.50 to see kids riding on brooms/mops? and chanting some foreign language with a chopstick? not my cup of tea though. haha

todae...... i did something realli stupid at the shop. and gary was laughing like mad abt it... shall not reveal anything here to make myself a butt of all jokes. haha

past few days had been busy working... been such a long time since i last joke ard with mom... wells... i helped her dye her hair!! haha...

much things to do this weekend.. if i am not working;

1. cut my stupid hair. my style and cool factor is experiencing sever law of diminishing return.
2. treat my parents to a gd meal
3. buy myself a pool cue. mom let the green light! haha

i had a joker dear fren who went for checkup and it is determined tat she is under too much stress and a bit of high blood pressure, which is totally not attributed to her work. For sure. haha... and still got the cheek to say perhaps its due to her personal balance sheet that is causing this anxiety? haha... take care my "pretty and cute" fren. u knw which pig i'm refering too... hoho

morning went over to pay st a visit at CGH... gosh... he was in pain. apparently, the doct dug... yes... DUG a hole near his ribcage area n insert a plastic pipe in to pump out the air bubbles. guessed the pain was so great to bear that he lost his appetite. buts.... i fed him fruits! hahaa... i'm such a nice buddy right... LOLs... hope he will feel better tmr...

well, i done another gd deed todae! a blind man dropped by to buy a pair of shoes... and.. it simply amazed me tat for the blind, they will make special folds on the different bills. so that they knw how much they are paying for their stuff... i'm impressed. after he bought the shoes, i led him to the interchange to wait for bus 73. had a couple of stares on the way but i'm totally fine with tat. singaporeans are simply too skeptical.

whenever i go to the warehouse, i will came home with scratches n bruises. same thing goes on for me todae. bang into trolleys and bang into office door. i looked as if i'm trying to tear dwn the whole place... haha

its official... i will stop work on the 20th this month. life after work will be pretty much envolved ard sun tanning to make myself blacker? gym sessions to train n build myself up. n to Grow Your Muscle! haha... + shopping trips n pool sessions! haha.. last but not least, i gonna slp, toss n turn till my bed catches fire! roars.

my bro st is in CGH... last week he was still doing fine. gosh... hope he will recover soon n shall pay him a visit tmr n cheer him up! hahahs

a family made my day todae... quite a funni incident at work.

husband: woooh... this is the most comfortable shoes i ever worn! no wonder its called camel.

wife: o... made from camel skin?

husband: ok.. i will take these.

young daughter: papa... after u buy the shoes... do u still have enough money for dinner? LOL

had a new song at my blog. veri nice... shall sing it on my next ktv trip.

been feeling heaty and yes, pimples are spreading freely on my face. freak.

caught live earth this evening and sad to say, i yearn to watch red hot chilli peppers perform! buts, wonder when will tat be as this whole shit rolls on for 24hrs? the video footage it shows are really interesting such as everyday, there are 2billion tons of waste? which sums up to 1kg per person. ok. fine. i shall shit less starting from tmr... do ur part guys.

watched the performance of the 12 gals band. didnt knw tat chinese orchestra instruments can played such nice music! or maybe i didnt put in my best effort when i was young. got the sudden urge to take out my 15 yr old er hu and start playing nice music! hoho...

gg slp nw..... full day at work tmr... anyone interested to hav lunch or dinner with me @orchard, call me! hahas...

todae is my off day! hope todae will not be as wasted as last sat... haha...

went to meet up with the rest after work for supper... played pool at pool fusion while waiting for ken to join us. i played like a pro todae! 1 shot 1 kill... ruthless shots flying all over the place. hoho... veri tempted to buy a personal cue. so i can continue wacking people off their ass... haha...

met up with gary's fren... not bad though. much prettier in real person. but she got a damn highhanded sister. a bulldozer to be exact. where it will jus go straight all the way. but nvm... this will jus bring out her gd points... hahah...

supper was at geylang... haha... the red light district... hoho... gary was shifting his eyes off the road looking at "" tat he nearly banged into a lexus rx300 ass... wooooooh... luckily, i shifted his steering wheel... else.... jackpot... haha... supper was nice with lots of foooood... n yes, i am super full nw... as usual.

sometimes, some people are realli stupid, and tend to make a fool out of themselves. or much to say, its jus stuborn. they will proclaim watever they say or think is right and they tend to assume things this way regardless of the outcome. this is jus purely stupidity and a brainless act. perhaps i can give them a banana. as a reward for their monkey actions.

i will be lying thru my teeth if i said i would not gain any weight this.

sundae: ate the whole pot of fried rice + 3 big cups of liang cha.

tues: mac spicy + nearly 2 big fries + large coke.

todae: 1.5 bowl of porridge + 5 chicken wings + 2 nuggets + 1 piece of roti prata.

todae, i did the ultimate... looked at the time nw and i jus ate this much food. gonna die from overeating... and the leftovers? 7 chicken wings and a big pot of soup... tat drowned chicken is still floating harmless in the big pot of soup... n its untouched. maybe it jus need more time to learn swimming. haha

i cant imgaine gg sentosa this sat with a big alien tummy.

went gym this morning to get rid of the excesss food i consumed last night... think it is a wasted trip...

went for a game of pool with shao n gary... played super badly todae... but still won them... haha... guessed its jus the tiredness after work.

another long day tmr... buts... its veri diff to slp with a big bloated stomach... ARh

jus had mac... super realli full to the max... looks like the trip to gym tmr is certain...

was at amk hub todae... saw a lady of my type! but she was with her bf... but its ok... at least he bought a pair of shoes and i can see her longer... her smiles n features... wooh... totally speechless.

the funni thing happened when she left not long ago... gary was by my side n i said "it would be great if she jus walked past me again." after completing the sentence, she walked past... li hai ba...

been a long time since i went shopping... actually, its jus a week... haha... already had in mind on wat to buy... i be getting a nice fit white tee, some shirts for sch + clubbing. jus in case got various faculty bashes.. haha

today... for the 1st time ever... i nearly blew my top not once, but twice... but luckily i just kept my cool. cant imagine why some people are jus irritating and cant seemed to think right.

2 individual freaking clowns dropped by and realli made my blood boil... sometimes, i jus don wan to make racial remarks... but... i jus cant help it... anyway.. its over... haha...

long working hrs today... n tmr... but tats ok... haha... a gd time to test my endurance.. haha...

ate a pot of fried rice + 2 big cups of liang cha jus nw... at this hr? impressive right... my house having GSS... clearing all the food away... it will be a great miracle if i did not wet my bed tonight... haha

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