something is really strange. jus wats i stated in my earlier post. things are getting absurb nw... nw... i got a scene 4! few days back knw this gal thru friendster. shes from science fac and guessed wat. she is in the same module as me and i saw her this afternoon in lecture! gosh. i'm really freaked out. totally. maybe i'm zr almighty perhaps.

encountered a disheartening incident while on the way to arts for consultation today... saw an auntie flipping through a rubbish bin at my fac, searching for used drink cans. i was taken aback by wat i saw. such scenes are common in public places but this is the 1st time i saw it happening in campus. i felt so sorry for her. considering nus, a global uni which churn out thousands of graduates into the upper lvl of society every yr and there are some folks who came into campus with the purpose of trying to make things end in their life. sad isnt it?

had a freak accident jus nw when i was changing when i got home. as i attempted to take off my jeans, i banged into the stupid sofa in my room. tat impact caused my pool cue to slip off the sofa and i made a desperate lunge in attempt to save my pool cue. best part is, i forgot i'm in the process of taking off my jeans. within a spilt sec, i was sprawling on the floor. GREAT. this sounds up my friday.

surprised tat sis was in campus jus nw. not to check on me whether i'm putting my best effort in studies though. haha... but didnt meet her after sch as she was waiting for chunxi to finish matters in med fac.

lots of things to be done and had a call from gary asking me out for a game of pool. and nowadays, i had to think twice or thrice b4 thinking of gg out. yr 2 is veri different from yr1. guessed that the honeymoon period is over.

seems like this sem, i keep bumping into a new gal. shes in the same lect as me for proj law, scope n design mgmt, as well as law tut. but she didnt turn up today though. and the rest of the time, i bumped into her at the bus stops and canteen as well. hmmm... is this a sign? haha... on second thoughts, i think singapore is too small. cos i keep bumping into alot of gals. or are they following me? lols. but really, too pure of coincidence;

scene 1: i email a stranger regarding 2nd hand text during sem 1. for some reasons, i did not took tat module. and turn out to be, she took stats with me in sem 2 and we happened to be in the same tut class.

scene 2: met this gal who is from archi during sem 2. and of cos, hanxiang, andre and i were kinda of paying special attention to her. haha... and since the term started, i saw her a couple of times in the fac and was itching to ask for her msn. the killer blow came when ben signed in with her pic last night. n guessed wat. u r right. she turned out to be ben's gf. darn. think the 3 of us can hug together n cry. lols

scene 3: had a so called "penpal" on friendster and we send msgs to each other frequently. shes from arts and last wed, we bumped into each other. nus is so big and of all places, we met at the stairs. she was heading down n i was heading up. astonished looks were exchanged during the process. and she turned out to be laura's fren as well. gosh.

lots of weird happenings... right?

lastly, i found out today i had a vegetarian fren! haha... find a bit weird though cos its a new experience? i cant imagine myself living w/o meat. 2 meals w/o meat is enough to kill me. lol... and i was bad enough to joke with her tat the plant outside mac is her breakfast. haha...

arh... i'm at it again. took the wrong bus to sch? n made a laughing stock by frens... wats new? took a ride from gary and he dropped me at his sim. then i took 151 to nus. tried to act smart by convincing myself tat i NEED to cross the road. in the end, i ended up somewhere at hwa chong jc tat area. darn.

while rushing to meet my proj mates, saw wilfred's gf... surprised to see her in the fac but too bad she cant recognized me at all. had an interesting encounter when i was having proj discussion. saw this gal who is "no bad" approaching me... and she was drinking a beverage and after she finished her drink, she gave a big blurp right in front of her grp of gal frens. and she was jus standing behind me. wat a joker...

wat a rainy day today! saw the news and everywhere is flooded... haha... hope all the rain is being rained today and tmr will be a cloudy and windy day. on hindsight, i better bring my umbrella. jus in case. cos it seems to rain everytime whenever i left home w/o my umbrella. darn.

went out in the evening for a game of pool with gary. and i played not bad. jus tat the angle cushion shots need to brush up a bit more. hope i can finally see the light. haha...

feel sad for xiaobai. last week, she got food poisioning at jb. n today, her wallet and mp3 got stolen. singapore is still the best place afterall.

jus came back from st james again... this time round, i got difficulty drinking. the beer, martel, housepour doesnt seemed to be appealing and after a few sips, i nearly puke. not tat i am a super lousy drinker but the phobia of drinking gets into my brain. jus sick of the idea of puking or getting drunk. 3 straight weeks of intense drinking is jus not my cup of tea.

felt a bit lost there though. even though saw alot of frens and suprised to see paul n yifang too... and others who managed to identify me from the dark.... haha... guessed the next clubbing/pub trip should be a few months later.

got this from mich. i'm supposed to be studying right nw. shit.

[one] what is your natural hair color? - black. soon it will be white.

[two] where is your default picture taken? - tutorial room (friendster) home (msn).

[three] what's your middle name? - zhen

[four] what color do you hate most? - none. every color is unique. jus like me! hoho

[five] does your crush like you back? - i hope so.

[six] what is your current mood? - going to faint. law is freaking boring.

[eight] what makes you most happy? - consuming happy meal.

[nine] look at a picture/poster in your room, who's on it?- ericia lee. FHM calendar gal of the month. lols

[ten] if you could go back in time and change something, what you would change? - i would not change anything but learn from the past.

[eleven] if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be? - pig. not only i can slp but i can go after certain pple.

[twelve] ever had a near death experience? - yup

[thirteen] something you do a lot? - eat. slp. disturb pple. joke and talk a lot. haha

[fourteen] the song stuck in your head? - out of the blue

[fifteen] what is your desktop background? - maxim gals

[sixteen] what are you wearing? - T-shirt and shorts.

[seventeen] when was the last time you cried? - 2 yrs back?

[eighteen] have you ever sung in front of a large audience? - yes. of cos.

[nineteen] if you could have one superpower what would it be? - power to absorb all the knowledge in this world and no housework!

[twenty] what's the first thing(s) you notice about the opposite sex? - legs.

[twenty-one] what do you usually order from Starbucks? - ice blended drinks.

[twenty-two] what's your biggest secret? - none.

[twenty-three] favorite color? - sky blue.

[twenty-four] is it sunny or raining? - its 1.20am nw. wat do u think?

[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows? - i dont watch tv.

[twenty-six] what are you eating or drinking at the moment - plain water.

[twenty-seven] do you speak any other language? - English, Mandarin, Hokkien

[twenty-eight] what's your favorite smell? - sweet perfume scent.

[twenty-nine] if you could describe your life in one word what would it be? - mixture.

[thirty] when was the last time you received a hug? - 2 yrs ago.

[thirty-one] have you ever kissed in the rain? - nope.

[thirty-two] what/who are you thinking about right now? - finish my law notes. watch webcast. do proj!

[thirty-three] what should you be doing? - studying? yet i'm friendstering. nb

[thirty-four] what was the last thing that made you upset/angry? - a freaking security guard at bugis. made my blood boil.

[thirty-five] how often do you laugh? - everytime.

[thirty-six] do you like working in the yard? - as long as no housework is gd enough.

[thirty-seven] if you could have any last name in the world, what would youwant? - i like my name.

[thirty-eight] do you act differently around your crush/significant other? - shy.

[thirty-nine] name one song that reminds you of an ex? - 到底有谁能告诉我

[forty] who was the last person to make you cry? - her.

been days since i last updated. lots of work piling up and i'm out of breath. this is merely the 2nd week of sch and i'm looking forward to tat miserable 1 month of break in dec. haha... hope time will pass jus like a blink of eye!

yesterday............ met up with shao, mich and gary at bugis. and i was hoping n praying that i will see that freako who scolded me last thurs. and yes! as we went down the escalator, i saw him! and i was eye-balling him all the way. he saw me too and i can tell that he is pretending he did not see me. well, i made some remarks which are not very nice. who cares? i just wan to regain my pride and some of my hurt soul.

lost my killer touch in pool. i need to something abt it. fast. ok... when i'm free?

i did something funni today... while on the way to lect hall, huifang waved to me from afar and first thing i did was looked behind to see who she is waving to. her sian 1/2 face tells me everything i need to knw. lols.

during lect break, i decided to get myself a can of milo to keep myself awake. met cindy at the vending machine area and we had a chat. and i was tat forgetful and engrossed in the conservation tat i did not retrieve the drink from the vending machine. and tze ching got a shock as she was trying to figure out wat i'm trying to do. haha...

2 weeks back, i got drunk at st james. last week, i was 2 cups away from tat too. n tmr, i'm FORCED to go clubbing. shall promise not to do funni things again. such as sitting on ecp road shoulder? haha

2nd week of sch and workload starts to get heavier. today's eng tut is enough to make my hair turned white. in total, this sem i could be having more than 15+ graded assignments + tutorials. hw cool is tat. and nw, i gotta start preparing the things due on wed. shucks.

currently, i'm not even in studying mode nor motivated to get anything done. shit.

went out at 12pm and i jus got home... haa... interesting day.

happy to see that my day passed by quite well today. was at sch btw 2-4 today for a short lect. after that meet up the rest for a dinner and a night of fun! dinner was at waraku restaurant and the food is too gd to be true! my dish of cheese of something don no wat was simply fantastic. with a lot of side dishes as well. this restaurant is worth to be revisited. one bad thing is that the waiting time is ard an hr and we got seated at 9pm. while we were eating, the fireworks show at marina began. i was pondering on whether to go and have a look but i did not. as my luck was miserably low yesterday, i'm afraid that the moment i stepped of the restaurant, the fireworks would end. however, the fireworks lasted for half an hr and it was loud.

after dinner, we dropped by wen's fren pub to slack ard + drinking session. i was quite impressed i must say. considering jun, st and nono were 1st time drinkers, the 7 of us completed a bottle of chivas. haha... as usual, i'm the suay one as i mostly tio foreits that consist of dinking PURE chivas. a night of burning throat. it was a fun night of eating, drinking, singing and a night of games.

it was regretted that we did not go have a short game of cs after the drinking session prior to my request. lols... to see who is really the last man standing and who is the top killer... haha...

today... is my turn to be the unfortunate one. by 10am, i'm already wishing how great would it be if today had ended.

1. while on the way to sch, i dropped by bugis mrt as i got a really bad stomach upset. finally found the toilet at bugis shopping ctr which is under cleaning. the cleaner was kind enough to let me in to start my evo engine. but, theres this idiotic security guard (if i'm not wrong) in the toilet who chased me out when he saw me. wtf. this is a public toilet and if u can use, why cant i? i jus said a word sorry and immediately looked for a cubicle. and the next word is "SORRY WAT SORRY! You better come out and get out nw!" and he started to curse and swear. this made my blood boiled and i shouted for him to shut up. luckily, he really shut his ass and left. if he didnt, i sweared that i will say things that are not very nice. in the past, i'm gracious and believed in a thing called "RACIAL HARMONY". but not anymore. i already sterotyped this particular race and religion.

2. when i reached redhill mrt, after walking less than 5 steps out of the station, it rained. and i had to scramble like a mad dog for shelter.

3. finally got onto the bus and it took me 45mins to reach sch. from redhill? yes. after the bus stop, it practically jammed the whole way to nus.

4. during the lecture break, i fell dwn at the toilet. the floor was not wet at all. apparently, detergent was spilled onto the floor and left to dry. and i'm the unlucky one who stepped onto tat particular patch and fell. wat made my day was i fell and hit my kneecap. yes. its my injuried kneecap. can u feel the pain?

5. i just dont understand why. bus drivers cant seemed to notice me flagging the bus. but they can notice me pointing my little middle finger at them instead.

6. finally, my day ended giving up my seat to a fat guy who think tat he got paris hilton's ass.

hope tmr will be a much better day. today is realli hell for me.

funny things happened for the past 2 days.

shao got into a minor accident last night and funni thing is, i dont really understand wat is he talking abt... on one hand, he insisted its his fault and the $170 he paid as compensation is worthwhile. but on the other, he said he felt stupid as he can simply denied he banged into the cabbie's ass or he could make a claim from insurance. and i tio shoot for not saying nice wordssss. think of it, how to do tat when he keep flipping thru 2 sides of the coin?

gary, even worse. got shot by the traffic cameras and yet he forgot to say cheese? maybe saying ham would be faster i guess? lols.

tonight gotta slp early. waking up at 7am, lect at 9 and my day ends at 4pm.

for the 1st time in 3months, i set foot into nus! well, nothing much actually. everything still looked the same to me. hope for the next few weeks, i dont take the wrong buses. haha...

as usual, today's lect was boring. the lecturer was just trying to joke ard in a light-hearted way and of cos, i was not amused by it. the rest of the time is trying to keep myself awake.

thinking of it, time really flies. the last time i took lessons with ken was in sec 4 and most of the time, we were clowning away. and 7 yrs later, we are taking the same mod together in uni. wat a drastic change from the past and present. i wan to stay young!

lastly, i'm proud to say tat, i did not lose the art of slping on buses after so many months! haha... jus cant help dozing off during the long rides. lols

i realized... i tend to do crazy things when i'm drunk. crazy things include banging into walls and glass doors again jus like previous times. but this time round includes sitting and stoning on road shoulder of ECP... fierce right... perhaps this is the last time i go clubbing. every trip seems to be disastrous. my head is still spinning from hangover right nw as i struggled to recover for sch tmr. but not sure whether the spinning is due to the alcohol or from the things i banged into.

st james was quite fun though. joined mich and her grp of sim frens. the game of 5, 10 was quite killer. by the time gary came at 10+, i'm ard 50% gone. went out to look for him and saw selena and carol. apparently, they called me numerous times and when they got to me, they asked me if i still remembered them... so funni. think i'm wasted till i don no my name... but they still looked the same. haha...

the aftermath i cant rem much. jus knw tat gary said i did alot of stupid things and shao puke on his car. think i need to rest well, veri well today...

today.... i jus slack and laze my day off... lols... intended to wake up at 2pm but shao woke me up at 1pm instead. well, at least i made some nice breakfast for sis and myself...

wanted to drop by tm to look for shawn n co, buy concession and 4D(on behalf of father) but i was too lazy to step out of home.... haha... but i did an impossible thing today. i washed my 4 new tops and i took an hour to do tat... not bad right...

sch starts on monday! feeling a bit low n moody right nw... when working, i thought how great it is to be able to prolong my student career. but with the term starting soon, slacker n lazing at home seems to be the best deal of all... haha...

been planning my timetable for this sem and...................... it sucks to the core.

monday: my day starts at 8am and ends at 6pm. shit right up to ass.

tues: off day. need to recover from the intense monday blues.

wed: this is a cock day. why a cock day? i gotta travel 4hrs to sch jus for a 2hrs or 1.5 hrs of lesson. i cant allocate other tutorials for this day cos there are simply no wed tutorial slots to start with. maybe the professors intend to go clubbing?

thurs: 2 lectures with a 3 hr break in between. shit. but at least i can slpt my gym session in between. so.... not tat bad.

fri: used to have fri off or early fri off but not this sem. class starts from 9am till 4pm.

ROAR.

jus caught troy on channel 5 and the show is real gd! jus felt a bit wasted not to catch it in the cinemas.

for the 1st time, i watched ndp fireworks right before me. and it was veri nice! enjoyed the moment where the skies are filled with so many colors. it definately brought life to the dark black skies.

watched rush hour 3 todae and the show is quite ok. not exactly an action-packed film.... its sort of like a comedy action film. some parts are real funni but some parts are quite draggy. overall, its a gd movie lah... 3/5? wrong... 4/5! the extra mark goes to the person who watched with me! lols...

bought an adidas polo tee today.... simple design but looks great on me. so... who cares abt the simple design? whahaha... but the paper bag became an undesirable target for the sneaky gal... really took my hat off her... a gd day for us and i hope i did not bored u out... :0)

something i dont understand. i had the flu bug for days! and i cant seemed to recover. out of a sudden, i would start sneezing like a mad cow and then the rest is history. like today. gosh.

a few hrs later, parents will be leaving for their penang trip and they will be back on sunday. u must be thinking... "wooh... can have fun till like crazy sia". absolutely wrong. i have to take care of my sis. my elder sis. ironic right? on top of that, i gotta maintain the cleanliness of the house, monitor stocks, cook decent meals and many more. wat a hassle. ARh

i swear................................... tmr, i would not brush my teeth!! ROAR...

super angry... morning while brushing my teeth, the tip of my toothbrush hit my gums. the impact was so great tat my gums bled. yes, it bled. ouch.

jus as i was brushing my teeth again, i decided to examine the wound. and to do tat, i use the tip of my toothbrush to pull my lower lip down. and yes, tat same tip hit the same wound and it bled yet again.

wat am i doing?

a week from nw, it will be my 1st day of sch. sounds sad right... but actually, i'm dying to head back! even though it means long hours of travelling again. haiz. when the new term starts, the battle will begin. the fight to retain my exisiting cap score, crapping with frens as well. guessed they are living in fear nw... i hope not. eagar to make new frens tooooooooooooooo.

a bit bored from staying home for a few days already. but, i'm enjoying it! cos i can slp till 2pm? and laze ard like don no wat. unfortunately, this will be the veri last week i will be doing tat. so... i gonna make full use of it and slack like a maggot... haha

shall attempt to watch die hard 4 tmr... if time and other crucial factors permit, i shall go gym tmr! trained todae and nearly ran out breath.

for the past few days i had been down with flu... n for these past few days, i had been eating alot of things. shucks man. one thing i discovered, eating chocolates seems to help. cos i keep having the urge to bite something and munching chocolates seems to cure it. hope the flu wont hit me tmr...

planned to swim tmr if things go well. i hope so....

went for a morning run with jun... my kneecap feels funni nw... old injury is aching up. shucks. thought all along my kneecap is recovering well as i don feel any strains from my usual runs. but today, i felt as if my kneecap is breaking loose. need to take extra care from nw onwards. ruling out the possibility of medication unless its the last resort as taking it will led to heatyness and pimples will soon engulf my face and body. sigh...

will be meeting up the rest of a game of pool at night. meanwhile, i shall continue reading the papers and slack as much as possible... haha

jus updated my blog song. hmmm... think this is quite an old song... even nerdy denise heard it b4... haha... jus d/l it today and find it really nice.

hate the feeling of being sun burnt. moodless to do anything. wanted to head dwn to gym but my skin seems to be tearing apart. wanted to go for a run but i got difficulty to put on a tee. in the end.................. i took my usual nap. nw, i got trouble slping. shucks. hope tmr i will get better...

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

thought my day today was bad. real bad. when i woke up and preparing to go swimming with ken and shao, the weather was still sunny. but things got worse when i was at the bus stop. it began to drizzle. gosh... the weather took a drastic change within 5 mins? and so called drizzle turned into a heavy rain. sigh... and ken still act garang and confirmed to meet at the sports complex. and i was stupid enough to brave through the rain and upon reaching the sports complex, none of them was there. darn. but the weather turned into our favor and i had a gd golden tan! niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

while we were tanning, 2 gals joined in and ken was saying scarli they come over and borrow my sun tanning oil... and he was spot on!! the gal came over and i was stunned. cos it jus happened simultaneously. haha... and throughout the tanning session, both of them keep crapping the usual nonsense stuff. "eh zr... u go ask for no lei..." and wat-so-ever. not bad though. they bid us gd bye b4 they left... hoho...

went CS for lunch and then TM to shop for stace present. dropped by gary's parents promo counter for a short chat before heading home. another surprise! as i was heading out, the citigems gal smiled at me again! haha... looks like i'm in luck today... haha...

had a tiring swim... gonna do some housechores before bathing and then a concussion session. dinner at suntec later....... and perhaps some chilling out... a bad start but followed by a sweet day? lols.

kinda of lost my killer instinct in pool nowadays. something which i need to sort it out fast. cant stand myself getting thrashed frequently. it should be opposite.

gg for a swim tmr. thought of gg todae but i doze off unknowingly... haha... someone went swimming todae and got toasted. lols. a blackie lobster... haha... shall try out my NEW. NEW... NEW!!!!!! golden tanning blend. sounds exciting. haha...

meeting up with the rest for stace bdae celebration. guess its gonna be fun cos i am there?!?! haha... a night of fun i supposed.

~Afraid Of~

- Injections
- People tickling me
- Scary movies
- Cockroaches

~DISLIKES~

- My clumsy acts
- Vegatables
- Sci-fic movies
- People who take me for granted
- Latecomers

~LIKES~

- Bowling
- I like to disturb animals
- Ktv
- Joke and disturb people, including parents
- Hello Panda
- Fried chicken/KFC
- Chocolates
- Chocolate Ice-cream
- Coco krunch with milk every morning
- Milo powder
- Cycling
- Watch Fireworks
- Nature
- Roti Prata
- Melted cheese

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Mei Hui
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Wanting
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Yanwen
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