gosh... sch is starting next week... nervous... suddenly i felt veri poor... i had nothin... all my stationaries are gone!! need to scramble ard for jus a pen... a correction fluid... think need to do some shopping... as well as buying a bag maybe to put alot of stuff...

todae had a long dae at nus... ken acc me thoughout the dae... thanks bro... appreciate ur company... long long dae doing the medical... waited 4hours+ for the x-ray? while waiting there for the x-ray... there is 1 grp of gals sitting opp me and i thought they had taken their queue no n waiting for their turn too... ken even heard one of them sing shan hu hai? hahaha... finally waited for 4+ hours for my turn n that was the time the gals came to knw that they need to get a queue no? think they are still there ba... haha... fools... whaha...

not quite used to life studying so far... shag out... slp all the wae back to tampines... meet some frens at nus too... small small world... hhaa... all the people seems to gather at the same place together... haha... i realli cant imagine me travelling everydae to n forth from tampines to clementi.... gosh... 4 yrs... n it haven even start yet... n here i am grumbling...

damn fucking pissed off... computer gave me an error message while i was typing this shit n it jus close without warning!!! damn... did i say i was finishing? nvm... gonna get the tools to screw this com back to health tmr...

nw its nearly 3.... gosh... had settled my admission paperwork... jus fork out sometime for a decent bath n a warm cup of milo... refreshed... tired though... n meeting ken at 8am tmr to go nus to settle my stuff? hope tmr can settle it once n for all... long dae for me... this week is a long week... slpt not much at all... but still managable... pimples popping out like pop songs...

fri night went recce with ken and shaoliang for a perfect spot for ken to confess his love for a gal... found it... hhaa... sat whole dae duty.. shag out... this morning reached home n went out again within 15 mins... went to esplanade with family n relatives for a photo shoot... took alot of stupid pics of me doing stupid things... shall upload into friendster soon... went home for a quick nap n shower n went over to meet my curry puff gang!!!

went over to ktv with jeff... soo tow... jun... wensheng... long time no see see de xiaoyi to celebrate wilson's birthdae... happy birthdae bro!!! he seems to be happier... cos he passed his driving... haha... left ktv halfwae though... to meet ken, steve n shaoliang... impressive right... 1 day so many activities... haha... i'm in demand? whaha...

went to set up surprises n a perfect enviroment for ken n his date... haha... best part is... we hide n camouflage ourselves near them n became professional peeping toms!! haha... overall not bad... ken stands a gd chance... haha... gd job... shot....

going to slp nw... so freaking tired... tmr hope to be a gd dae... feeling damn pissed... my army easylink card was stolen!! left it in my bag together with my clearance forms... n it got stolen... lucky theres no cash inside... but..... wonder which mother fucker did it... pissed off...

todae i was fucking... yes i sae fucking pissed n mad... keep getting scolding from boss since last night... n it wasnt my fault? keep getting all this type of shit... tried to defend myself but in the end still like tat... life sucks realli... hope next fri come quickly!!! cos next fri i gonna get my ic!! missed it alot... haha... my IC with my pri 6 nerd face...

last night got a big thrashing... for doing things according to instructions? boss saes that recruits can take turns to open close gates at night n at all time there must be a person awake to man the guardroom? ya... correct? nb... last night went upstairs to pack some stuff... within 5 mins the recruit ask me to go dwn, saying boss ask for me... steam sia... think its my unbeatable unlucky luck... he was fuming mad and the 1st thing he shoot at me was... y left the recruit to man the guardroom? i told him he said i could and in the end wat i got was more n more thrashing... damn... n he wans me report to him at 11am todae... wat made me even pissed is that he threaten to write bad comments abt me in my ORD report... this is the thing i hate... threats n scoldings on things i didnt do... n theres nothing a damn thing i can do abt it?

gosh.. the madness was not over!!! still got scolding... n more n more scolding... got scolding cos the doctor was not in camp?!?! wat the hell... got scolding cos i follow wat the chief clerk told me to do for my clearance paperwork? sianz...

in the end... at least theres a silver lining in the sky... got a very gd for my report? but still feel tat taking all this shit during the process is unnecessary...

yucks... jus drink a medication for my face... whew... it tastes horrible... worse than shit man.... arhh... lucky its jus 1 cup... jus hav to bear with it for my face... haha...

afternoon went swim again... gonna tan till i become a burned cookie? haha... tmr going back camp early to settle my stuff... hope can finished everything... next fri will be my last day in the army... nothing must go wrong until next fri... i cant wait to breath the fresh new air as a civilian... cant wait for tat dae... so close yet so far...

todae woke up with bodyache... yesterdae went swimming n swim quite alot... or i long time nv go swim le... a bit rusty... but still ok... swimming is the only sport i can do right nw ba... given the condition of my knee...

morning jus went for dental medical... think nw i can smoothly distrupt le ba... hope nothing goes wrong nw... later gonna go back camp for duty... sian... but wat to do? tmr afternoon got driving lesson again... hope i improve on my mistake... esp 3 point turn... still uncomfortable with it...

last night went to watch pirates of caribbean with my usual pals... movie is cool... i like the black pearl... hope to own a ship like tat n sail far away... in love with the sea.... how cool is that? the last last last part after the movie credits is funni... esp the dog... haha... lucky soo tow knw that still got last part... else we be like everyone... left once the movie ended... haha...

jus had a late late dinner... got curry fish... best thing is... i think i ate more fish bones than the fish... stomache n my air pipe feeling funny... real funni... like got the bone still stuck in there... sianz...

evening went for a run.... ran 1km and my kneecap gave way... so discouraging... the pain is still there... more instense than ever... when can i run again? running was my fav sports......n nw i cant do it anymore..... frustrating... hope my knee can get well after taking medication... see so many people running freely without any problems at the reservoir rub further salt into my wound... nw jus can swim nia... hope i can still do so...

todae feeling lost... nothing to do at home... n wan to go out also nowhere to go... boring dae... stay at home n be a gd boy ba... haha... maybe go for a run later... such a long time nv run nor swim... tummy is coming out.... feeling lost... ysterdae jeff called me n update me regarding the nus admission procedures... alot of things to be done n theres also an english test!! gosh... medical... english test... matriculation process... sending forms... all need to be done... think tmr have to call n check it out... been a slacker so far n doing nothing else...

todae is a veri veri happening day.... such a long time nv had so power day le... went for farewell dinner with ken n shaoliang n minyue at a jap ichiban at suntec... food not bad... but the real deal is the leftover food... we combine all the food together n cook them... yucks... n play the number game... shag... lost twice n gotta eat the food... the most kick is the don no wat sour n spicy ginger with additional "stuff".... so sour till my eyes cant open...

next stop we went over to the marina sq ming ge chan ding call ai qing hai... to listen to songs... happen to see shen wei jun singing there... as we listen to the songs... shaoliang came up the idea to sing a farewell song to minyue... haha... shag... i was so nervous... hands felt ice cold... headache... stomachache... n the cafe is like almost full? shag n freak out... lucky kept my nerve n sing still ok... gonna upload the video n put on friendster later... haha...

todae driving got a change of instructor... still ok n i tmr is my next lesson... thats veri fast as compared to my old instructor... nw still trying to get use to his car... his accelerator is too sensitive le... overall everything so far so gd...

todae nearly got drunk at the pub... on the way home vommit a bit... drank too much le... the gal keep mixing high concentration of chivas with green tea... n cheers here n there... ok la there... cosy n sing songs... but no form... think cos of the sundae power singing le... dwn there talk alot of cock with shaoliang... too bad ken wasnt here with us... haha... but a bit sian there... too mani people le... then left me n shaoliang nia... gals too busy to tok... but ok la... sat maybe going again... to finish the half bottle of chivas... haha...

todae wake up super early... wake up with a pain at my knee area... think its getting worse... even though i stopped running... swimming.... the pain is still there... opps... anyway i jus heard the thunder... haha... this is a worrying point... think better listen to lynn's suggestion to go GNC to buy the don no wat n drink... haha... hope to cure my freaking leg... meanwhile... think later go buy some facial wash n cream for my face b4 i leave for camp...

jus got home after a thunderous ktv session... sang from 6pm till 11+pm... if not in a hurry to go home i sure sing till kbox close... haha... sing so long jus for $22... good deal... haha... a bit sianz... todae thought got driving in the end canceled... shag... think i gonna changed a better instructor lo... i wan to get my license faster... faster... faster!!! 1 week had since passed... going into 2nd week of hell week for me... mon... wed... fri... n sunday got duty... hope to survive this week... pimples popping out freely... gonna take gd care of my face... so regret eating the box of durians last week... haiz... anyway... wat is done cannot be undone... going invest heavily on my face once i clear all my duties... hope that day will soon come...

todae is kinda of boring... reached home... wanna go for a swim de but it rained n i no motivation to go anywae... haha... 2 long weeks didnt swim... nothing much to do todae... sleep and play game through the afternoon... at night not sure wanna go out or not... tmr got duty... cant go home too late else tmr u will see a dead man walking...

jus took a jealousy test sent from fren... haha...


You are 36.51% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%. 539890 people have taken this test to date.
This percentage means that :
You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
Most of the time, you trust the people around.
Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.

Feel its true... my self-esteem is super low nowadays... gotta perk it up...

heres the link, check it out;
http://tests.student.com/jealousytest.php

these two days life is veri pissed off n fuck up for me.....things not going my way... a cursed day for me...

this afternoon called the manpower to make an enquiry of my disruption status... turned out to be bad news... n got fucked in the end... they onli received the documents last week... fri to be exact... then the lady clerk said will take a long time cos alot of people applying for disrupt... ya i understand... but when i ask her based on her experience how long will it take, she give me a gd fuck n say... if i ask some more she will throw out my application.. wat the fuck... i did not offend her in the 1st place... wat a pussy...

last night did duty... a start of my unbeatable guard duties... tmr doing duty again... n some on and so forth... haha... fucking pissed off this morning... first thing in the morning got a thrashing by boss... think i got black mark by him... see me once scold me once... see me twice scold me twice... he is a bloody cock who doesnt have no consistency... nw wan tis another moment wan another... doesnt knw wat he wan realli... this is the 2nd time i encounter it... are all old people like tat? i must be not like them in future... will piss me off...

i cant possibly go offend a high ranking officer becos of him.... he is jus a fucking 1WO... n he is a fucking timid fellow who scared this n that... always say "jus follow my instructions... anything happen i will support u"... in the end when things happen he either hide one corner or sae... "zhenrui... must learn to be flexible"... when i be flexible i got fuck again... fuck up... i hate to be in situations like tat... nb... pissed off...

jus ate durians... tmr face gonna explode again... haiz... going for supper with my bros... shaoliang feeling dwn... gonna entertain him... haha..

hope tmr will be a better day...

jus came back from sis nus graduation ceremony... super tired... tried to stay up for soccer last night but mission failed... saw the opening 2 goals then fell asleep... lousy... going to take a nap nw... too tired to meet ken n shaoliang for pool... sorry guys... the ceremony was kinda of boring... but i have to wait for 4 yrs later in order to have the right to attend it? this sounds so far away... couldnt visualized it at all...

damn moody... it had been raining since 12? n the rain doesnt seemed to stop? kinda of bored at home... jus watched remember the titans for the 2nd time... nv failed to bored me though... its an inspiring n motivational movie... wan to go out also sian... nothing to do outside... play pool also sian... practically nothing n no activities... go out also waste money... if i nv bet soccer... i be a crazy freak who shop n buy things till i drop dead n the money i spent is still less than the amt i lost? wow...

Experience is simply the name that we give our mistakes...

jus saw a fren's blog... wat he wrote is impressive...

每个人的人生旅程都好像是坐上了一列属于自己的火车。
有人会中途上车，有人会匆匆下车；
有人会陪你一站，也有人会陪你一生；
有人陪你看风景，也有人陪你经历风雨。
为你留下的是哪些人？
你错过了的又是那些人？
当有这样一个人再次乘上了你的火车，你一定要好好珍惜...

intended to go swimming after driving to get myelf a gd tan... n nw its raining heavily... super sian... weekdays its hot n sunny like hell while rainy weather on weekends... wat the hell... driving was ok todae... got much better control of the clutch... but my u-turn realli suxs... car stalk while trying to turn.. so gan chiong... out of the blue my mind went blank n suddenly cant drive n turn at all... shag... don no wat the hell i'm doing... but at least better than last week... i supposed... next week will be a better driving lesson..

todae went over to kallang river to see the fireworks... not tat mani but still impress me though... was there with ken... talking cock with him all the way... actually was supposed to watch at the stadium... ken n i were damn pissed... disappointed...

initially all wanted the tickets and wan to see the ndp... we were supposed to go as a group n watch it... supposingly... but turned out to be... nobody seemed to care or be bothered....

there is a difference between clowns n frens... clowns are people who do stupid things to make up fucking happy... frens are people who help u do things n they don expect any benefits....

shaoliang is only entitled to 4 tickets but he got 7 so as not to disappoint anyone... i don no how he did it but he done it... theres this fren who wanted to watch n he got a ticket specially for her... cos she leaving for aust again n wont get to see the actual show... in the end... a phone call came n they were meeting for dinner... wont be going to ndp... n thats it... its not the ndp tat counts... ndp u can watch it yearly right up to the yr u die... depending on how young or old u die... but its the fucking thoughts that counts... fucking thoughts i sae again... i hate people who take things for granted... sae till so nice... miss u guys... cant wait to come back to be with us... turn out to be a joke... maybe ken, shaoliang n i dont belong to this category of guys...

i don no wat to do... clowns or frens? u decide...

wat a night... got drunk... head feeling veri heavy... so long nv got this feeling le... haha... quite an experience... was at a pub and a gal challenge me to finish the whole glass of beer... drink le n drink martel... head super heavy... can walk but like veri giddy... haha... sang a song too.... todae is weiting wedding... happy wedding gal...

sian... jus nw got update windows version...nb... microsoft detect my windows xp is pirated de.....nb... sian 100%... stupid... think better go find a orginal copy to reformat the com to save future probs... going slp le.. later going ndp... haha...

new chapter in my life... todae is the last full day in camp... next week onwards will be officially on leave... yeah... todae also seen the last last last batch of enlistment of new recruits... haha.. they came... i go... wahhaaha... last night just did duty.. shag out... yesterdae night was super busy... commando event ended at 2am? nvm... expect more to come though...

before i leave army i will break n set another new record... within 28 days, i will be doing 14 guard duties... haha.. last time i set the record is by standing sentry for 6hours straight... haha... new set of records... next week will start le... duties on 11/7, 13/7, 15/7, 17/7, 19/7, 21/7, 23/7, 25/7, 27/7, 29/7, 1/8 and 3/8!!! then 4/8 is ORD!!! DISRUPT!!! impressive right... hahah...

tmr gonna watch NDP preview with my frens... yeah... gonna watch the fireworks!! nv seemed to get bored by fireworks... last time wanted to watch it with the one i loved at my home but no chance to do so... at least nw can watch with my pals... keke

shag dae... leg super pain after morning long long run... kneecap super pain... esp when going up n coming down stairs... haiz... this time shag out le... don no how... see how the pain goes... a thing that i noticed abt the officers... even though they are running together... there is no unity within them... one big grp can split into 2 or 3 groups and run seperately when reached the main road... funni... then those in front wont giv a fuck for people at the back n they jus run... in the end don no where they run to... in the end i end up with 2 officers... run halfway then the 2 of them spilt up... then like nv inform each other n like cant be bothered like tat.. sian... in the end i jus run myself... haha... stupid...

sianz... my disruption process seems to be veri slow... the documents haven send out yet... have to send to hendon then to the manpower side... scared realli no time... dilemma also.. don no nw wan to start clearing leave or not.. if i start to clear leave... n if the application doesnt go through... sure steam de... cos left veri little leave... if i wait till the application clear le then clear leave... sure no time de... sianz... so much troubles for nothing... haiz...

sian again... wan to buy new hp... but the phones damn ex... newspaper put sony k750i @$168... but starhub corporate plan @$288!! same company but different prices... haiz... turn n piss me off... nb de...

last night watch superman damn funni... got a part where the superman's dog took the baseball n wanted him to throw then it go to retrieve the ball... then i turn ard n told wensheng that superman gonna throw the ball n sure throw veri far de... then wensheng sae "is it..." in the end... hahahaha... he laugh damn loud... haha...

world cup semi-final tonight... tonight gonna slp early n wake up to watch... attacking team vs defending team... should be a drw? haha...

todae just went to watch superman return... well... the plot seems ok ba... overall not bad... 7/10... haha... going bathe then slp...not feeling veri well todae... headache... keep having headache... sianz...

nearly died from staying home all dae todae... intended to rest... but felt engergetic throughout... shag... boring to stay at home... boring to go out cos no place for me to go... par pool sian... suddenly felt veri lost... long time nv feel this way... perhaps there is uncertainty in my life soon... if i can successfully disrupt then next month i be a god damn student again!! n gosh... 1 month to settle my life out of army... find back my killer instinct studying drive to study... weird... if i can disrupt... then gotta go work... unpredictable future... so mixed up... todae jus lie on bed and stare at the tv for the whole evening... think of it... haiz... think nw i better have as much fun as possible.... live my life to the fullest... no regrets...

whew... its afternoon nw... jus woke up not long ago.. morning had to drag myself to driving... a sucky lesson again... clutch control....always this fucking problem.....damn piss off with myself.... sian.... went home n slpt till 2pm+... haha...

supposed to meet ken to go sim lim n stuff... but too lazy... tired to go... mom is nagging too... been out till wee hours on fri n sat... too tired to swim also... jus wan to stay home n rest my tired soul... later gotta settle my disruption thing also... keke...

super mad...pissed... upset abt england... how did they do it? they got the ball in the court n they jus gave away the victory easily... see the way they perform in the penalty shootout can realli vommit blood... eat shit and die... forget it...

todae is a super hot n sunny weather... gd n nice weather to tan n swim... n i jus stayed home n slag all dae... haha... think tmr then swim ba... tmr still need to sort out my disruption stuff... n hp stuff too... hope i settle it quickly... todae went ktv at selegie... not bad...10 bucks to sing 2 hours plus... nw realli no form in singing le... singing realli sucks... need to improve... shag... tmr morning still got driving lesson... 8am...wonder how i wake up after watching the later match... haha

great win by germany tonight...withness a mighty comeback by germany to win by penalties... haha... and won a friendly bet with shaoliang too... sorry bro... haha... watched the 1st half at pool fusion... 2nd half at can cafe... the atmosphere is not bad... much better than watching at home... of cos right... wat am i talking abt... haha... shag... while leaving from pool fusion to can cafe... met a minor incident... shaoliang reserved his car n bang into a mers... at first thought nothing happen n nobody saw it... but when i open the door n looked out... saw a middle age guy walking furiously to our direction... kaoz... n not to mention hes the owner of the car? lucky jus a minor bang n no scratches n nothing damage to his car... luckily... haha... our balls shrank man... no joke... haha

~Afraid Of~

- Injections
- People tickling me
- Scary movies
- Cockroaches

~DISLIKES~

- My clumsy acts
- Vegatables
- Sci-fic movies
- People who take me for granted
- Latecomers

~LIKES~

- Bowling
- I like to disturb animals
- Ktv
- Joke and disturb people, including parents
- Hello Panda
- Fried chicken/KFC
- Chocolates
- Chocolate Ice-cream
- Coco krunch with milk every morning
- Milo powder
- Cycling
- Watch Fireworks
- Nature
- Roti Prata
- Melted cheese

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