my best fren gastric flu is back... think i got more gastric flu than i get fever in my life... the pain is intense... one moment u feel fine.. the other... u r crying for help... its like feeling ur intestines are entangled... the feeling is jus like u wan to die but u cant? feeling veri uncomfortable... even my frens said i'm kind of quiet todae in lect... haha... am i always noisy? hahaha...

got headache too... double combo... think gonna bathe n get my medicine n go slp... hope tmr it will be all gone...

todae mondae a blue mondae... always dont like mondays... have to rush like hell to sch... begin my day by woking up late... as usual... luckily made to sch on time... no time to style my hair... went to sch with messy hair... sianz...

after lecture went for breakfast while sam n denise were working on their project... got myself a waffle for breakfast!! keep having the urge to eat the waffle whenever i pass by science canteen... finally got a chance to eat le... kaoz... it was tasteless!! n the best part is... i spilled all the honey which is supposed to make the waffle sweet onto my t-shirt... damn... rest of the time i'm in the toilet... getting rid of the honey...

went for project meeting... not bad... a joker session... at least got the stuff done... but need to seek for opinion... gonna study n mug for stats test... whew!! this morning went through the past yr paper... god... i was like getting a lot of qns wrong? i'm afraid i need to push the panic button... cant realli understand why... stats is abt maths... which is abt calculations... n most of the qns are theory? wat the hell right... realli don no wat is going on... maybe the lecturer tried to make it easier i supposed? stupid to the max...

on my way back... saw another accident... 2nd accident i witness in 2 weeks... how cool is tat... this time its quite serious... saw 2 people lying on the road... the centre of yellow box n traffic is chaos... the accident vehicle n the traffic police... gosh... wat the world is coming to?

been studying stats for the 2nd day straight... the content is very dry... formulas here and there... luckily i still can managed... but concentration span is veri short... after a few pages of reading... u can see me walking ard the house... mom thought i was crazy though... walking ard in every 15-20mins? haha

today is jus work work work!! finishing my stats soon... most prob shall get i done with at 3.30pm... then move onto proj mgmt assignment... tmr having a discussion... need to understand n work out the stuff... the most feared module... nvm... i shall conquored it! gonna used all my powers n brain cells!!

wat a gd dae to kick-start my weekend!!! morning got a wake-up msg from sam... e-c results are out!! the much awaited results... went online almost immediately with the hope i pass the paper... damn!! i one of the 110+ who god damn failed the paper!!! haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! first paper i failed? since poly i nv failed a single piece of paper... sianz....

i must work hard!! looks like tonight MOS n devils trip is cancelled... gotta vent all my anger n frustrations on next thurs paper!!!!!

a normal day at home so far... listened to webcast... checking out tutorials... doing some tutorials n revision... a rainy weather as well... but it didnt entice me to slp.... boring day so far...

this weekend i already set a target of not going out!! staying home to mug for next week test.. i must score well!!! but...... last night sis passed me a free entry to MOS tmr night!! wow... free entry sia.... contradictions

jus came back from driving... super scary....1st time in my life an accident happened right before my veri eyes... it happened veri fast..... everything is over with 1sec...

i was turn left into a small road.... so i need to stop n give way to traffic going straight n traffic in the opp direction turning right... at tat point of time... a bike was at the opp direction turning right into the small road i turning into... while checking out for the traffic b4 i can move off... i sense tat the bike is way out of position... in the sense tat it is too right into the opp direction le... then within a split sec... another bike... travelling ard 70-80km/h smashed into that stationary bike!! gosh... it was a sickening sound... as usual... the guy travelling veri fast become superman... n landed on the extreme corner of the yellow box in the t-junction on his butt... ouch... n he sat there in a daze... the biker of the stationary bike think didnt get hurt... or jus minor scratches... shag... i sat there in a daze n instructor keep asking me to move.... then i asked him need to stop n help out... then he jus ask me to move on.... hmm.....

todae hav lunch with a fren...not too bad....haha... think its the 1st time interacting with her alone... cos the first time when we first met was quite funni... not so bad... smacked her coconut head quite a few times.....whahaahaha.....

todae feel veri funni....a bit weird... i dont feel veri well n good... body a bit shag.... sore from last night workout n the basketball session... don realli feel like doing anything todae when i woke up... but no choice but to go to sch... tiring day...

later gotta do some study...

todae is the 1st time in don no how mani yrs i lived a day without a watch... went out without my watch... my faithful partner... haha... cos it ran out of batt.... wat a joke.. all my 3 watches no batt... gonna replace the batt tmr...

morning woke up super early... went for a long... awaited basketball game with a specail player imported from indonesia!! sudono... haha... first time play basketball without any difficulty... esp my injuries... glad they are recovering well....

after basketball game... went home for a quick shower n then went dwn to bugis... watched a movie... dead or alive.... not bad the movie.... 8/10... story line is simple but the action make up the rest of the show....haha....

after movie went down to golden mile...tats where the funni part came in.... took a cab from bugis.... n when the driver ask me where i wanna go, and when i told him the destination... he laughed at me... kaoz.... he ask me why i don wanna take bus or walk.... the prob is.... i don even knw where is it....how to go......kaoz... still dare to ask me whether i'm singaporean.... damn...

dinner at golden mile was great... chicken rice n steamboat.....yum yum... guess this is the last time i'm having fun... the next time i having fun should be after my papers...i supposed...

so sianz... i'm 22 this yr... n mom still nags at me as usual... when i can attain freedom? guess no matter how old m i... i'm still mama's boy... jus like the pillow she hugs to slp every night...

went over to bugis to meet ken n shao n shaojun... had a game of pool... not to my standards... lost to shaojun... shag... improvements to be made... but first of all... i need to sort out my work... still ok la... manageable... but todae tut a bit lost... tutor went over to the next tut which i haven read through to understand n haven do yet... basically... i jus sit there feeling lost... shucks... hate this feeling whereby i don no anything n sit there like a retard... gotta solve this outstanding issue by tmr...

this past month been going out veri frequently... even i feel i'm going a bit to far perhaps? but.... i got make my priorities.... i make sure i done my work...... understand wat is going on.... revision before i went out to enjoy... but mom doesnt sound happy... nono is back from indo... n having a gathering tmr.. basketball session n then going out... wonder if i got "permission".... haiz... think from next week onwards... i must refrain from slping in the afternoon... wasting too much time... but on the other hand.... i realli got nothing to do!!!! contradicts right...

perhaps i should take up more modules to make myself busier...

went for supper... super funni stuff happened.... shao ask me why i dont wan to wear contact lens... my reply was.... i will look weird... then he ask me to remove my glasses n he check it out... n he said alright wat... then my reply was... "watever...." then the auntie came over to take order n that he go ask auntie do i look more handsome w/o glasses... wat a joke sia... so embarrassed... n auntie replied "ya... look more handsome w/o glasses..." hahaha....

jus came back from swimming... swam till it rained? not to mention i kept dozing off at the pool... the breeze was cooling... not too sunny n not to cloudy... perfect weather... a bit breathless though... tats the effect of not exercising regularly... got a rude shock at the pool... a guy jus smiled at me.... damn.... wat the hell...

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funni right....

sian....nw trying...working veri....super hard to do my tut for tonight..... gosh.... trying to understand the qns.... how suck is tat? kaoz... better finish it quick then go for a dip at the pool... so long nv swim le....2 weeks plus.... arh...

morning lect got a pleasant surprise... a fren bought me curry puff!! its not sardine but potota... haha... saw her eating it n the next moment... she went out of the LT... walked over to the canteen to get one for me... a bit touched though... haha... first time got a gal actually did tat for me? i'm impressed... thanks for the curry puff!!!

a gd day to begin with anything....

Enjoy life todae, Yesterdae is gone and tomorrow may never come....

woke up this morning with a sever headache... the pain is limited to the back of my head... shucks... perhaps i'm realli slping too much... this week been slping alot... for instance.. this weekend from thurs to sun.... slpt from 1am till 1pm.... 3-6pm? n i can still slp soundly at night!! this week seems to pass veri fast... cant get any serious work done... time to buck up n tie my laces...

todae is sat... wooh... n i at home!! surprised surprised!! haha... a bit sian though... not much frens on msn.... all went out to party... i supposed...

a bit pissed n not sure wat my sis bf is up too... initially he wanted me to help with to come up with his website... n i told him i be doing it free of charge... but he insisted on paying me... as he wan me to put in my best efforts n stuff... the progress is ok n a few weeks back he asked for my full name, saying its for writing the cheque to me n stuff... then a few days back, he said he wanted to assume control of the site cos he meeting up with advertisers n i tried to do as much as possible so as to enable him to impress them with the site... turn out to be... he passing the site to his cousin to do it...

wat he do i realli don care... whether he paid me or not it don realli matter... but i just don like the way he do things if it turn out to be in this manner... i don like people to promise this n tat n then don deliver... or trying to act like one big shot jus for show... if he turn out to be wat he is... i'm sad for my sis...

truth is... don tangle the carrot around if u cant afford the carrot...

this is crazy... this is my third time typing this damn msg... wat the hell!!! nvm... i shall retype 1 by 1!!!

woke up with a sicky feeling n a killer instinct that i wont be drinking much water todae... last night drink too much water until the sight of water makes me uneasy... wonder how the rest feels...

last night had dinner to celebrate lynn's belated bdae... had fun at essential brew at holland v... nice place with uncomfortable seating... a japanese style of eating... sat on the floor with a cushion to our butt... perhaps japanese people legs are too short.... haha... had a real difficulty to cope with the seating... n the rest noticed it... i was seating there... feeling cramped... uneasy...

food was not bad... but portion is small... but made it up with a brownie with chocolate ice-cream!! it was nice... lynn's cake was chocolate flavoured too... so practically... last night i ate next week's share of chocolate... sinful though.... need to do workouts to cut the extra fats...

had fun with games... zhong ji mi ma... the penalty is simple... loser... 1 full glass of water... healthy game... ken n shao was the biggest casualty... they realli drank alot... 5 glasses+ with 1/2 a jar? vin gf was sportty... joined in as well... n she fits into our crappy grp without much difficulty... haha... not to mentioned she dared ken? wooh... hhahaha... luckily i drank 3 glasses nia... still ok... at the end... all of them tried to sabo me to drink 1/2 a jar of water... cos they set upon the no n wanted to trap me... luckily lady luck is smiling on me... ken got it in the end... haha... poor him...

after dinner which finishes at 1.30am... headed to pool fusion... got a surprised waiting for us... shao tio summon of 20bucks... n the government just got richer... had a gd time playing pool... my form was the best n i was surprised too... won a couple of games though... haha... perhaps its the water... haha... shucks... todae gotta study n mug... fun ends n studies starts!!

nw its approaching 3pm... n i'm still slacking n lazing ard the house.... sian... low productivity... how sia... need to get serious work done b4 meeting frens at holland v for dinner n wala wala... woke up at 1pm n been doing nothing ever since...

nothin much to blog abt... life is currently routine and nothing interesting to worth to talk abt... haha... tests coming up again... must score well this time... to make it up for the prev bad results... feel like going swimming.... but the haze is getting worse... can realli smell the burning stuff in my house... or its jus psychological effect... haha... sounds a bit cock to sun tan in the middle of the haze right... haha

wooh.... jus had a big relief!!! finished n get done with my presentation..... n it was good? haha... the tutor commented that our presentation slides/research is gd...... yeah..... but the sad thing is.... weekend will knw the grades for the test.... shucks..... don no can get gd grades or not.... or the basic qns... will i pass?

shawn gave me a lift to tanjong katong tat area... took a bus home from there.... it was fast!!! thanks bro... happy bdae tmr too... haha... took 31 to bedok... along the way... saw the 2 errie house as usual... everytime take 31 sure came upon these 2 super old..... 1970s type of houses... its was poorly maintained or shall i sae... not maintained at all? jus like those type of haunted houses u saw in movies... 1 of the houses gonna be torn down as there is a development of a condo there... so sad... shall miss the house.. haha.. there other is still there... opp tau nan sch... n it as normal... bamboo grwing ard like nobody's business? haha... wondered wheres the owner...

went to bedok interchange to take bus home... gosh... i was so disturbed by what i saw... within a radius of 3m... theres 2 couples of lesbians ard me... shucks... wat the world is coming too? 1 couple look still ok... the other... whew... can realli puke... 1 look u can tell shes a gal n she had a crew cut... wore long sleeve shirt with jeans n with a malay gal... gosh... she tried to speak like a malay slang but failed..... n their actions make me wanna puke considering the long distance ride i had earlier.... one is standing n the other is sitting..... so the 1 who is sitting put her thigh in btw of the other who is standing n starts to rub against the other thighs..... totally disgusted... pui!!

weekend approaching... shall spend some quality time to study.... n then fun!!! haha...

think i'm realli sleeping too much...... afternoon.... u knw..... slp again? hahah... sleep till i feel not veri right..... don no how to sae....

forgot to add....... last sat bro st lost his hp...... but sun..... he strike 4d!! won 500 bucks.... n guess wat... the killer no he got is from shaoliang's back of his t-shirt... weird right.... sian.... wanted to go with him on sun to find his hp.... but got rejected..... haha..... instead st went with jun.... in the end......both of them went to buy the no..... 1 won 500 n the other won 150..... shit.... i should have went....

walked past interchange on my way home n i noticed 1 veri funni store.... it sold watches at a cheap price of $2 bucks.... however..... the signage keep saying "last day!!" haha... its been like tat since last week? wonder when is the realli last dae... haha

tmr got a presentation.... wish me luck!! ha

nw slacking at home with nothing on my mind.... nothing to study nor revise? i suppose.... the haze is getting worse... think sudono doing a bad job in indonesia... haha... eyes feel a bit painful n feeling a bit giddy when i woke up.... perhaps i realli slept too much these few days..... yesterdae slpt the whole day like a dead log..... from afternoon till night..... n i'm surprised that i can still slp like nobody business last night..... haha.... shag out....

it is a boring day....

so freaking tired todae..... todae struggling alot during lect... but managed to catch wat the lecturer said... luckily todae had a mere 2 hr lect...

later gonna study some stuff...do tuts... no more fun nw... better to start to get dwn to serious work!!! anywae... this fri gonna celebrate lynn's bdae... perhaps going wala wala or china one.... wooh.... hope to go china one? cos somebody gonna get drunk... but its not me i guarantee... haha...

this is the 2nd week that i didnt exercise at all.... muscles all slacking... yucks... think i need to do something fast....real fast?

a bit sian of studying... even though its easy to cope n stuff... but studying is deadly... haha... but anywae... looking forward to 5th dec.... its not the end of my paper... but i going to lankawee!!! yeah... the moment i finished my papers... gonna speed off n enjoy myself!!! been a yr since i went for a hoilday break... gonna be tanned like a burnt cookie n slack on the beach... yeah... swim like nobody's business... wooh... i cant imagine it... think i better start training.... gonna expose a fit rather than a sloppy body... haha...

todae dont feel veri right... keep feeling veri drained n tired.... think this weekend party too much already... shag out totally... mentally drained out...

todae feel moody too... feel so sorry for bro st... he left his hp behind this early morning at ktv... haiz... i personally tried to call him hp.....can call through n no one picked up... means that the hp is still in the room.... when he n jun went back later...its gone..... n the staff sae if anything lost there.. sure cannot be found de... damn.... a sad thing happen at a happy occasion? hope tat idiot who picked who found it n kept it for himself will get unlucky for 10yrs!!

hmm... on the bright side.... at least i m a honest chap... not everyone will be like me... found a hp n return to its owner.... hahah.. frens... u had made urself a gd fren! whahhaa...

thanks my bros so much!!! i got GUESS perfume for my bdae present.... yeah... haha... nw got a couple of perfumes.... in my cupboard....spoilt for choices...... yeah.....

happening dae todae..... haha.....went to plaza sing for dinner..... not bad the secret recipe... shall eat there again.. haha... but don no eating with who?

went over to play pool.. fun game.... best part is to play the crazy daytona..... with the full speed turbo... haha... it was madness.... then followed by supper..... dou hua..... n iced soya milk.... veri full.....haha..... out of a sudden all of us had a sudden urge to sing ktv..... haha...... went over to dynasty..... not bad.....sing a few gd songs.... haha.....

tmr gotta go shoot family pic... another long dae..... so long my weekend nv filled with activities le... usually its jus study n study n study... haha

keep think todae is a sun... don no why... haha... glad that its still a sat... early sat afterall...

something is wrong with the tagboard... don no why... think the company collaspe le... but see my other fren's blog still working fine... sianz...

todae is a happening dae.... haha... i was so amazed... went over to china one with shao to get back his card... he left it behind last sat during celebration... haha... luckily his funds still intact...

next stop went over to shin pub... the place is not bad... michelle msg me morning to go support her at night.... jus drop there n hav a look look... the crowd mostly is people is their 30+... haha... nvm... we go there to even down the average age... haha... go there thought shes working... but she started work at 11+ n we got there at 10+ like tat... luckily got a new fren called nicole... initially didnt tok to her... but shy... when she came over for the third time she tok to me... hahaha... pretty though... 9/10... 28 yrs old... hahaa... not bad... a nice person to tok too... a victim to my lame stuff again... haha... no bad... had a couple of drinks with her... wanted to get her no... but she says if i were to meet her again she will sure giv me? hmm... nvm... shall drop by 2 weeks later..... cos she told me shes working alternate weeks.... haha...

am i mean? i don think so right... haha... every gal i met says i mean... hmm.... haha.... no comments.... haha....

think tonight i gonna have serious problems slping... for sure.... i slept right after dinner... woke up n tried my veri best to slp till tmr morning... but cant make it... toss n turn till my bed nearly caught fire... shag...

so sian..... 1 week plus nv exercise already... my body is crying for helping.... fats are coming out... think i better do something abt it... fast.... veri fast... hahaha... think i gonna try to study... since i cant slp... haa...

i got toothache todae.... sianz.... my teeth is feeling the pain.... think last night ate the ice cream cake forgot to brush teeth..... sianz......

leg super pain.... think got bruise le... todae during tut i bang my kneecap into the table.....not once but twice.... tried to cross my legs but failed... think my legs are too long le... n the class n the tutor was laughing like mad... sigh...

finally todae got some free time..... this weekend is time to relac... n slack..... n relac? haha... but i got birthdae celebration part 2 coming up.....haha.... the fun never ends!! yeah

thanks for the present prof..... its a special present!!!!!! n think i gonna fail or not do gd for ur paper.... its a killer!!!!!!! first time in my life i nv ti gam so much lor..... siao liao this time.....

the funni part is.... the whole LT was discussing the qns n ans.... n copying each other ans..... n it is supposed to be a test? the whole row of gals sitting beside were checking each other ans.... n talking.....gosh..... when will the gals nv seemed to keep quiet....even during tests? realli pei fu them...

so happy todae..... alot of frens msg me... wooh...looks like i'm in demanD? hahaha... think i'm constantly on everyone's mind....haha

nw its my bdae!!! yeah... but its jus like any other dae to me....keke... immune to it le ba... anywae.. happi birthdae to taiwan too!! haha... trying to study tmr test..... hope i can score well... it will be the greatest present for myself....

wooh.... jus knw i got shot while i'm drunk... sneaky sia... anywae....i look like shit when i was drunk... haha...

todae a boring dae..... productivity rate was super slow todae... tried to study for tues test... n sis did me a great favour.... keep disrupting me n asking me to help her..... boy... how to install this? how to create a new file? how to create forum? wat this means? eh why cannot? u knw do to program a forum? all sorts of crap... i think i got the power to do double degree.... i was like helping her with her module.... while trying to cope mine? shes was so unflexible... don wanna try or venture things on her own n just sit there waiting for me.... gosh... think its a gd idea for her to give me her 2nd upper class honors n her pay.... craze.....

shall go study nw.....

super shag night.....this is a hell night for me.... got drunk by my bunch of frens..... nw feeling better.... fierce frens i got..... steve pass me a mug of something like beer..... thought its guiness... cos the glass said so? n all of them challenge me to finish all within 1 sip.... i tried..... but took 3... cos it contain alot of gas..... after finishing then they reveal its the doom drink called graveyard... initially i was still ok.... but within 5 mins..... it started to set in..... the next moment my head was spinning real fast..... the rest is history..... think i keep banging into alot of stuff......cant realli remember.... but after tat i vommitted all the wae..... at bugis..... at geylang...... shag.....

evening went over to esplanade for dinner.....garlic resturant.... food is jus average onli... so touched by my bunch of frens.... bought me a cake n sing a birthdae song......sing so loud n make me so paiseh...... realli so touched..... frens are the next best thing on earth!!!! tok a lot of crap... esp me, ken... not to mention gary..... he jus joined out lame club......whahaha..... nice joke bro!

after dinner went over to clarke quay.....it was filled with people...... activities..... gals...... n fun!!! but the journey there wasnt smooth..... shao lost his car..... he don no where he parked..... so the bunch of us need to search for his car....haha... luckily i got my killer instinct.....

on the way there....nearly got into 2 accidents.... we were following shao's car...... but this reckless driver didnt signal...... from 1st lane cut all the way to 3rd lane.......shot la bro!! n a cab nearly crashed into us..... luckily the driver was alert...... 2nd accident..... we don no shao was turning left or right.... n we were lost behind..... gary keep flashing high beam to ask where they were going.... n we were in the middle of 2 lanes...... haha..... n a sbs bus nearly flatten us... wooh.... but we were alright afterall..... todae is a cool dae..... its fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yawn..... so sick of studying stats.... came online to relac a while.... haha... boring...... at least nw i revise through can understand n discover some new things..... wonder wat i been doing for the past weeks..... nvm..... at least i knw n understand rather than not knwing..... morning gotta drag my ass off bed to settle stuff...... luckily i managed to settle it.... else papa sure shake head again... yesterdae knocked things off the altar table again... n papa was like.... "again?! why always u, my dear son..." haha.... but no choice.... i was born n bred this way....haaha

cant wait to go out later......todae theres a purpose going out.... haha... shall look forward to all the fun!!!

tonight its a super hazey night.... don no wat happened to indonesia.... out of a sudden it was super super hazey from 8+ till 10+.... i can smell the scent of burning woods n it turned me off...... my house was filled with this stinky smell for hours.... mom thought she forgot to off the gas... haha... so funni... but seriously.... it was so hazey tat i cant see bedok reservoir from my house..... n lost sight of tanerh merah n CGH area..... luckily this super haze is onli for a while.... luckily i got on the fan to aid the dissemination of the air.... i done a gd deed..... haha.... crap...

btw.... i went to play basketball with shaoliang jus nw.... haha..... he was waiting for his bro to book out from camp so he can fetch him..... went for a soya bean drink n suddenly had the urge to play basketball... had a cool game though.... so long nv played basketball together... like 6 yrs? tats veri long....

wanted to slp but cant slp.... gonna wake up super early tmr to go bank.... not to rob it though... haha... but couldnt slp... dad was snoring freely n loudly in the living room nw..... haha

dying soon.... my eyes pain like hell... my nose is issuing free distilled water..... wat a freaking day... got a veri bad flu yet again... feeling veri warm n cold at the same time..... on fan veri cold... no fan veri warm.... on fan again veri cold again..... haiz.... wats wrong with me..... eyes still feeling painful... don no wat causes it... use eye drops also no use.... sianz 1/2.... at least i used eye drops ba..... if not my eyes sure drop... haha

think my eyes gonna burst out in flames any moment nw..... my eyes are so shag... feeling the strain n painfulness when i stare at the computer screen.... think i online too much already... haha... perhaps i'm realli too tired, i guess... past 2 nights didnt slp much... don no why i couldnt slp a wink.... this morning when i woke up, i couldnt recognize myself.... i got panda eyes and its like veri swollen kind..... gosh... lucky jus nw made up for some lost time.....slp like a dead log... but later cant slp again....... sianz.....

this weekend got 2 things need to review... my stats n proj mgmt sub... both modules seriously need some understanding... haiz.... this is boring.... i cant believe i'm gonna stay this way for the next 4 yrs?

todae is a gd dae to drive..... everyone on the road is so driver-friendly... haha... all give way to me... as far as i can remember.... veri veri seldom people will give way to learner drivers de... perhaps mooncake festival is approaching... once in a blue moon... rhymes right... haah...

met an idiotic driver todae... tat joker made a 3 point turn in the middle of nowhere.... n i thought he drove into the wrong junction.....so u-turn back..... but after he made a 3 point turn... he stopped n park there..... n i was right behind him? lucky i got the killer instinct to avoid the stupid car... richard was super funni.... he pressed the horn super long n fingered the driver.... whahahaah..... hes a patient instructor..... was realli surprised he did tat....wooh.....fierce man...

haha... weekend starts nw.....need to do some work b4 i can go out to enjoy this weekend..... this is a special weekend.... frens n frens n frens gonna be with me..... haha... yeah.... but don no have the mood n heart to play or not... test next tues.... isnt it great n perfect if there is no test next tues? but its ok... tats life isnt it? haha

i'm screwed man...screwed by myself... got stats paper back todae... i cant believed myself!!! i got 20/30!! tats super low!! considered i taken this subject in poly b4? i'm totally disgusted... read through which qns i got wrong n i was totally taken aback by myself... is tat xzr doing this paper on that day? i started to have doubts... am i realli me tat dae? the prob is..... i read the qns... found the ans..... got the option.... but i wrote the wrong option!!!! PUI!!!! super sian lor..... tis mistake cost me 4marks!!! 24/30 compared to 20/30..... C n a A.....it different alot lor..... i was damn pissed of myself!!! realli hate myself.... its not i don no how to do.... if i don no how to do i can admit defeat.... but its i knw how to do.....found the stupid ans... but i wrote the wrong ans......

e-commerce test todae was fast n furious.....too little time to complete the paper.... even though i cant finished on time..... i didnt blame myself cos i already done my very best..... but wat i studied so hard for.... all didnt come out..... haiz...wat the hell...

super sian by these 2 test..... went to gym with fren.... had a great workout...... muscles muscles n more muscles...... so freaking tired.... think i gonna slp early tonight.... hope tmr will be a better day...... n i hope i can change this stupid mistake of mine... haiz..... diseaster.....

DAMN!!! i am so pissed off!!!! just came to knw tat next week i got a test during todae's lect!!! gosh... next week tues is a veri important day for me!!! cos its my birthdae!!! how am i gonna celebrate? next tues 4-6pm tut... 7-9pm lect/test... wat the hell.... haiz... weekend gonna mug instead of celebrating? i don care so much le.... past 2 yrs didnt have any/no celebration... due to army n some probs.... thought this yr can have fun... in the end..... thanks for the present prof!!

on my way home jus nw....saw an accident... but its over la... think a bike n a car collide... from the accident... i can tell tat there are 2 people on the bike.... 1 of the 2 is a female... other than the 2 helmets... there are also a pair of female slippers on the roads... shag... think it will be painful... ouch....

tmr got test.. another test....test test test... pui!! haha... b4 the test gonna get my stats test result... hope i get gd marks... if not spolit my mood for the later test....

todae lect sucks... catch some of part of it nia... when the lecture is in progress... the people... no gals... seems not interested in it n all they do are talking... bitching... gossiping abt watever n whichever!! best of all.... front... left... right... back... i'm surrounded by gals.... sian 1/2.... n they talk is not soft soft type lor.... they talk n laugh super loud.... think my course gals are not tat feminine afterall...

best part of todae... its the joke of the day.... my faculty got a bash on sat..... n a gal jio me to go n ask me to buy ticket..... then i told her i cant go....n she ask y..... n i told her "my mom wants me to go home for dinner on sat..." n her expressions was blank.....hahaha...

suddenly... i felt as if i'm brain dead... tried to study for wed test but no matter wat... theres no space in my brain anymore!!! its the last lect topic n i cant seemed to remember anything useful... reading through i can understand but seconds later... i cant remember the point... damn... can realli feel that my brain is working at full capacity... its like when trying to memorize new stuff... got a slight headache... gotta work hard...

feel so funni.... sis had been grumbling how free i am... going ard the house disturbing people... haha... and she keep saying... when i was ur time ar.... i dont even had the time to walk ard n stuff... still come into my room n scratch ur legs in front of me... haha... don no ba... perhaps diff people have diff ways of studying... right nw i'm going nuts....

sch starts todae... morning lecture i was in a daze... trying to bring myself back to reality... it was a struggle... trying hard not to slp... last night couldnt sleep at all... jus slp for a wink nia... not sure why.. there are mani things on my mind but i dont no wats is it on my mind? weird huh....

later gonna study a while n take a nap... so freaking tired... was dozing off on the train on the way back... as usual... bang my head against the mrt cabin... immune to the pain already... shag...

shag dae todae.... out of the blue got red n sore left eye.... was realli itchy n painful... got the urge to dig out my eye.. wash it n then put it back... haha... tried to drip it with eye drop solution... not bad... it works... but took a long time to do it... cos i dripped the solution everywhere except my eye... haha...

tried eating sour plums mom bought from taiwan... i nv got the habit to eat sour plums n willing to go for a try... gosh... i was super sour!! no wonder its called sour plums... so sour tat i cant open my eyes... haha...

evening had a bout of flu again..... always got flu.... not sure why.... super sianz...... tmr gotta go sch again.... shag... gotta push myself out of bed at 6am in the morning!!!! its gonna be a struggle... no joke abt it... shall slp early tonight... luckily my day ends at 10am!! yeah... ahha

boring sundae... nothing much to write abt.... parents are back!! the house is more lively nw.... n i got more stuff to do... have to study n help papa to scratch his back..... message his shoulders... haa... my routine stuff is back... i don mind though... haha...

next wed got test!! studying halfwae though... gotta memorize a lot of stuff... the test is 45min with 6 structured qns... so gotta knw ur work realli well.... no time to think n interpret... therefore... memorize is the best wae... even though it is the most stupid way....

tummy feel much better todae.... yesterdae was hell.... haha.... luckily i'm the 1 who ate the porridge instead of papa.... if not he sure jelly legs... haha

~Afraid Of~

- Injections
- People tickling me
- Scary movies
- Cockroaches

~DISLIKES~

- My clumsy acts
- Vegatables
- Sci-fic movies
- People who take me for granted
- Latecomers

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- I like to disturb animals
- Ktv
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- Hello Panda
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- Chocolates
- Chocolate Ice-cream
- Coco krunch with milk every morning
- Milo powder
- Cycling
- Watch Fireworks
- Nature
- Roti Prata
- Melted cheese

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