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mon

2011-02-14T22:34:00.002+08:00

even though its mon, it doesnt stop us from celebrating valentines day! even though dear is real tired but we still meet up for a great nice dinner at aerin's over at raffles city. the steak is real good coupled with thick pepper sauce and not forgetting crispy fries! dear had steam cod fish and its real fresh and together with mash potato, its heavenly! n the best best serving is the desert!

from the pic, u can tell how mani i am.... LOL!!!!

well, jus a caution, dont smile with ur mouth filled with chocolate. anyway, its a deliberate shot. haha... the double chocolate fudge cake is fantastic! this is one of the best cake i ever had! i am not exaggerating but its true. the chocolate is thick, the cake is being heated up and the temperature is jus right... neither too warm nor too cold. i hereby put up a strong case for the recommendation of the yr... haha... our vdae photo...

cny passed in a flash and it took me quite some time to settle down and get over with the cny mood. its days and days of fun and not forgetting the over the night majong where i breakeven. lol... well, its an enjoyable gathering with frens whom i dont get to meet often... over at work, its a blessing to be one of the youngest... cos of ang baos! haha... but... somehow i felt paisei... cos i am 25 this yr... haha...

one of the pics me and dear took during cny... i think its 3rd day of cny?

tues

2011-02-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

my first post in 2011 and we are on the brink of cny! wooooooh!!! once again... time to be god of gamblers! my hobby in jan was to collect $2 notes? LOL... well, work is fast n furious as usual but i'm enjoying wat i'm doing right now... i love my job and everything seems cool for me... good colleagues, good n nice bosses... hope i will have a smooth sailing year n bu bu hao shen?!?!?!

had a pre cny with my colleagues this afternoon and it was a great feast! i onli snapped a shot of the 1st dish and i nv take pics of subsequent dishes as i was too busy eating... lol...
speaking of food, i was abt to go shopping for new yr goodies when papa said.... son... dont buy too much new yr goodies hor... later u cannot finish i need to eat all.... when he finished this sentence, me and mom burst into laughter immediately... he is always the one who will start snacking b4 cny and even in the middle of the night when we are slping! and the food jus disappear w/o us knowing.... lol.... some photos from the restaurant at uob plaza 1...

u can see the city scenery from here n even the sky garden... perhaps as my workplace is at marina bay area that i felt accustomed to the area... the scenery no longer appeal to me as i got the feeling like "wats nice/great abt such scenery?" i was at the sky garden 2 days ago and coincidenally, i took a pic of the cityscape which include uob plaza.. lol... well, conclusion... everything looks the same... the onli different is the angle or ur location/position...

i was quite impressive with mbs hotel room... it was at the correct size... the room size is jus right... neither squeezy nor too spacious. its sort of like give u the cosy feel? and there a couch for u to rest on... and u can read a book with coffee by ur side overlooking the city... its merely a night there and i felt relaxed... overall, its a good experience and i had fun being a local tourist and of cos... with my bros... the only negative thing is.... i can see my workplace from the room... lol...

thurs

2010-12-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

tmr brings an end to year 2010... time and my pace of life is so fast that when i look back, i cant recall or tell u instantly wat i had accomplished this year... only that i had graduated... lol... well, year 2011... hope i have a smooth career and pay rise! HUAT AR! haha...

i dont knw wats wrong with me but i tripped like 4 times within the hour? started to fear for my safety today as i was tripping into things on site today. well, i came to the conclusion that the best thing tat had ever invented is the safety helmet. even though i worked for like 7 months, my helmet is already seasoned with scratches. sometimes, i bang my head so hard that u can see paint attached onto the scratch marks... ouch....

i cant really stand that stupid creature... when she was overcharged like for instance, hp bills... she will follow up with these issues and keep calling starhub for explanation n watsoever... cos its her money. but when father ask her to call the bank to follow up on the waiver of admin fees, she refused to do it. its jus a simple phone call. best part is... she will usually take down the person's name n particulars cos she wants a point of responsibility. when i asked if she took down the particulars of the operator, she gave cock reasons. hw cock can she be cocked. and when i put down the phone, she immediately asked me wat is the status, who did i talked to. i jus feel like shooting her back... does this matter to u? even if i gave u all these info, wat can u do? she jus wan to find a chance to fuck me and as i am tat loveable, i jus gave her a blunt reply to showcase her stupidity.

mon

2010-12-20T23:05:00.003+08:00

sometimes.... i donno wat to describe my life... whether am i tat unlucky + super accident prone? even M&E dept colleagues noticed that i keep banging into things... wats more... i toppled the christmas tree at HQ last fri. and its not a small christmas tree..... more things to add.... i tio bird shit again last mon? i used to label myself as BiRdMaN in IRC ages ago and i think i am certainly one right now.

company issued a jacket to staff yesterday and its an exact size for me... i hesitated to wear it to site, it will be veri warm as i need to wear clothing inside cos if i were to climb here n there, i might chao geng and show my huge tummy? and...... i regret my decision as i got scratched by the stupid rebar again. and ya... it drew my blood again....

i encountered an unhygiene drink stall at the archade banquet food court today. i got craving for bubble tea and i got no choice but to settle for strawberry snow shake at the food court? and ya... it tasted like shit and its now snow shake but ice shake. and the production process definitely put u off. there is something like a small container to mix the drink? and wat happened is... the small container is in this blender which is to be WASHED and this aunite actually used it to "produce" my drink. after she prepared the ingredients and on the machine, the small container which in this blender all along cracked (of cos). then another auntie told her off and said "this blender is supposed to be washed... why u used it?" i am speechless. and ya... i got stomachache after drinking it as i thought it is drinkable after she washed the blender.........

i think i gave my small bosses a good impression. hope i can do well... no matter how accident prone or clumsy i am... or to the extend i am, i am willing to trade it for a smooth career? huat ar!

thurs

2010-12-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

i thought my workload will be quite ok this week.... as my site manager is on leave... turn out to be... i work till 7pm+ every night... whenever i got this i might this free feeling, i am real busy. wats more, i attended a meeting at bca this morning n its a waste of my time! its like bca is trying to come up something but its not practical. its like they are jus plucking things from the air and it seems to me that they have no substance and lack of industry experience.

gg to work today is quite a killer. cos i have to turn up for work with a bad hangover. and mind u, the meeting at bca was with my pm and small boss... gg dinner with sub con esp china sub con is a real killer. the liquor that they drink..... is hard liquor. no mixer unlike chivas or martell. and its 43% pure. its like drinking washabi and yet it can burn ur throat all the way down to ur stomach. i was trying to limit myself but...... its difficult cos everyone is toasting to u and when its bottom up... its realli bottom up all the way. wish me luck tmr as since we treat the sub con yesterday, their boss is returning the offer tmr....

wed

2010-12-08T22:28:00.003+08:00

i cant wait to see wats the effect or impact of 2 selfish pple living together... hes been at my place for so mani days that i cant rem... and best thing is... if he was such a good son or had such good n loving parents... how come they dont call or talk to each other when he is camping at my place for soo mani days? a good point to ponder...

theres always an old saying... dont live with the in-laws or something as it might produce conflicts... but i think its down to individuals' character? i think its totally impossible for both of them were to stay anywhere with anyone... let me give u example...

1) after he switched off the tv, he went into her room and tats it.... he dont even bother to switch off the lights... and i have to drag my ass of my bed to do it for him.

2) when hes eating dinner... he scoop the soup into his bowl and then jus leave the whole pot of soup there... without putting back the fucking lid. so ya lor... pple who eat dinner after him will have to drink cold soup.

3) not to mention, when she came into parents room and jus switched to the channel she want to watch, it caused a major disruption. 1st... papa have to slp in my room. 2nd, me and mom have to head to the living room to resume our show... leaving the both of them there... and ya... why cant they jus watch tv in the living room in the 1st place?

i was jus praying and hoping tat i might stay at his parents place in future. cos i will definitely adapt their baby son's culture so that i will fit into their culture.

tues

2010-12-07T22:17:00.005+08:00

fuck. i forgot tat blogger dont allow one to copy and paste while typing a post.... this explains my long absence from blogging. i did blogged but most of it is jus purely venting my frustrations on some... u knw...

TO THOSE WHO KEEP SPAMMED MY BLOG: FUCK OFF!!!

some updates....

in the beginning of the yr, i was trying to source for wood panels to make a jwellery box for dear... cos... u will get a shock when u see how much accessories she had? then this was this adrian who keep laughing at me... saying its impossible cos how do i go abt doing it? so...... let me show u....

get ur raw materials... cut and paint the wood panels white

drill holes onto the panels with 200mm c/c. glued them together to form a box. u can see i engaged the help of my boxes of masks! i was tat desperate for fwk support aint i? haha

after drilling the holes, its time to screw the hooks in! it took me 2 days to screw 100 of them in... it was hell and my fingers got screwed by the screws...

then u installed hinges so that the box is openable? haha

decorations... the finished product!

this present is for dear as our 3rd anniversary present... and ya... we had a big commotion celebrating it as she thought its our 2nd anniversary. i had a hell of a time trying to recall if its our 2nd or 3rd anniversary and hence, i didnt labelled it on the box... lol... well... after running thru my past blog postsss.... it was confirmed to be our 3rd anniversary. god... i cant believed that age is catching up with me! and... of cos her.... haha

i was on the train home today when there was this couple... working couple standing in front of me. i am not the kind to intrude pple's privacy but i cant help but to comment... GET A ROOM! they keep kissing each other every now and then and its like they are kissing twice every 2 stops?!?! in this peak, packed and jammed conditions. if everyone in the train were to donate $1 to them, they can rent a presidential suite at mbs (if theres one) and rock the whole room down for the whole night.

if u watched the 9pm show on channel 8 tonight... the girl woke up after a 13 yr comma. i feel its a bit cock... cos when u woke up after 13 yrs... dont u realized ur limbs had grown? and.... how come everyone had aged except the doc? he still looked the same 13 yrs ago and now. one word. BOTOX!

Tues

2010-11-23T21:34:00.003+08:00

mindef called me today and they made my blood boiled as usual. a simple task is being escalated into something that is irreversible. this whole shit started when mindef misrespresented and maligned me of things i did not do and i jus merely asked them to clarify this minor matter... clear it up and resend the investigation report to me and my MP whom i approached for help. this is because the initial report is being CC to him. tats wat i am asking for. the reason is that when i approached him for help, i gave him information and details which i swear is true. so when he received the misrepresented report, he would surely have doubts on my character and integrity. if he won the next elections and if i were to approached him for help with regards to other matters, would he help me with his due diligence?

right now, the investigation is completed, mindef is at fault which they verified and apologized. BUT... they refused to CC the report to him. and i have to demand them in a forcefully manner to send me black and white with their organization letter head. i did not do anything wrong in the first place and yet i have to endure and put up with their nonsense. the reason of not CC-ing the report? this is not part of their process and procedures. fuck shit. if u can cc the 1st report to him, why not cc the correct and rightful report which sets out to superced the 1st report where he is part of the orginal loop in the 1st place? the clown whom i spoke to doesnt get it and ask me to go thru my mp again if i insist to cc the report to him. wat a joke. i should have sue them for libel at the very 1st place. wat i feel is that this is an act of covering up. its very simple. mindef got someone to entertain me and she does not have any authority to make things happen. those high ranking officers whom i spoke to disappear and refuse and make it difficult for me to trace and hunt them down. other countries are trying to cover their war crimes and our dear mindef is trying to cover up their admin errors. i will just see how it goes and if things go smoothly, i might be the first fucker who sued mindef.

some other things tat make me feel that our gov is useless. i am not defaming u in the form of libel but here are the facts.

if u refer to TODAY papers yesterday, the article on the 1st page "first gym built atop HDB car park opens in bedok". paragraphs are extracted as follows;

the gym, the first here to be built on top of an HDB car park, is a new facility which was promised to residents during the last General Election (GE).

QNS: when is the last GE? 2006. dont tell me it took 4 yrs to construct.

ANS: the new gym in bedok, which cost $240,000 and took THREE MONTHS to built, has an area of about 2,000 square feet and can accommodate 30 to 40 users at a time. and our George Yeo SAID "i think for GE, the important thing is: Look after your residents." evaluate urself.

another issue is the mas selemat case. if u watched HK DRAMAS or LOCAL TV SHOWS, when such situation happens, the 1st thing is to have 24hrs surveillance on the immediate family members. it is reported from TODAY papers that the new home affairs minster said he had over 100 family members. well, if he had 15 bro/sis and each had 8 children, total family size would be 120. qns is, does he have 15 bro/sis who each had 8 children? and yet u can mobilized thousands of troops all over the island to hunt for him when he is at the comfort of his family members' home? this is a national joke dude. dont tell me u are trying to justify "the most dangerous place is the safest place".

mon

2010-11-22T23:58:00.003+08:00

i am supposed to be slping but i was furious when i read this news online....

bus commuters had been overcharged by some $300k since the pay by distance system started in july. if i stayed in east coast GRC district, i would surely question raymond lim why should i vote for u when ur ministry screwed up? why should i renew my confidence in you? of cos, if i worked in LTA which i nearly did, i would surely say... overcharged is better than undercharged right... this wont affect my bonus or some sort of shit. maybe i should ask my dearest LTA frens... lol... seriously... when u build a system, any kind of fool would test the system with whole load of test data. 1st... it is to test the integrity of the system whereby having thousands of transactions at a go will not crash ur system. when u pass this test, u will move on to vaildate the test data tat u insert into the system. this is to test whether the formulas or programming codes are correct. therefore, any dumb blonde would be able to notice that they obviously did not do the 2nd step. such failure can only be made by 1 type of company. make it this way, if u were a private company, u would be sued till u lost ur pants or ur reputation/goodwill will be gone within mini-secs and a min later, u are fighting to survive in the industry.

as of the mistake by mindef in my prev post, it is resolved and i dont wan to go thru the details as it is a truely waste of time. in simple language, if i am a mother fucker, i can jus pay $30 or $50 to print out my call records from starhub and sue u for libel. u are accusing me of things tat i did not do and now u are questioning my character and integrity. $30 or $50 dollars is peanuts to me but it justified the value of mindef. right now, i am still waiting for my apology letter. dont make me go after u for it or else its too late to apologize... its too late.....

mon

2010-10-11T21:43:00.003+08:00

my colleagues celebrated my bdae with me today and i realli appreciate that my hq boss came down for the post sports day buffet lunch @ sakura and surprise me with a cake! and i feel quite shy (for the 1st time) n paisei to see my 3 bosses sing me a birthday song. lolol

nw back to serious stuff... for the past few weeks/months, i took everything tat SAF threw to me in my stride. i did not make any comments via my blog but nw, i would like to disclose this issue to everyone. IS SAF REALLY DOING THEIR JOB?!?! if they are not, they are not doing their scope of work with their due diligence. and to think that our prime minister discussed the productivity issue in front of the national tv during national day rally? i think it will be a national joke to see him eating his own words.

i am medically certified by xray and MRI that my knees are indeed degenerating and i went back to my unit on 7 sep 2pm to endorse my medical certs. and the MO gave me excuse letter for IPPT & RT + pending medical board for temporary downgrade in view for permanent downgrade. and i received a letter from Mindef stating such events. however, a few days later, i received a charge letter from army stating tat i faced a charge "neglecting to perform a lawful duty" whereby i did not complete my RT/IPPT. i think they should be the one who should be charged? who is the one who neglect to perform their duties with their due diligence!?!?!

indeed, their system was apparently not updated when i called SAF hotline on 1 oct. it shows i am still PES A, the fittest living creature in SAF but the medical system back in my unit shows i am C2L2? my unit came back to me on 4 oct 11.37 am with an updated system but i am advised to answer the charge as my medical excuse did not exceed 6 months or my MC did not exceed 3 months. what kind of rule is this? u are jus setting a barrier to dispose/fend pple off. all my documents are reflected in ur system and yet i have to answer this ridiculous charge? what do u wan me to do? take a day off to answer this charge and make a presentation to the officer where anyone who understand english and is not blind, would be able to see my condition thru the system? why should i be responsible for SAF inefficiency and productivity? i gave them a grace period of 1 week to get an officer which is of sufficient rank to help me with my case and since the deadline is up today, i went ahead performing duties as a law abiding citizen. its sort of ironic to see the closing statement from Mindef. we wish you the best of health and look forward to your continued support of NS. i think its true... i am supporting them financially when i turn up to pay the fine on the 8 NOV.

lastly, i find it a joke that i should show the charge letter to my employer if they refuse to release me? if i really show this letter, give me a honest and objective answer... would u trust the contents of the letter written by the gov? or u choose to believe my case? by the way, my boss is from hk and he dont knw nuts on how cock up our army is. i did watever i could... go thru the chain of command and i took note on the date and evidence as i am prepared for a fight of my life. i give and take in life but this does not imply i am a pushover.

i trust the above is true.

sun

2010-10-10T15:15:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to me! i have to admit that i am out of mid 20s.... time is a cruel reality. when we were in sec sch, we hope tat we can faster grow up and become an adult. but when that day came, u wish u were young. no troubles and ur occupation is jus to study... well, we have to accept the fact now arent we?

many years ago... think 10 yrs ago, i told my mom that i wanna get married on 10.10.10... lol... and maybe i am the reason why pple are getting married on 01/01/01, 02/02/02 and so on? haha... i am the trend setter! actually when today came, i felt its jus like any other normal day? its jus like a dream milestone for me... anyway, the other person is not in sg by the way... so... ya lor... haha

i always had the urge to ask my pals at LTA when their campaign is ending... its a piss to take the train every morning. not only i hav to wait 4 mins for a train at 7.40am, i have to bear with the stupid jingles. no matter how loud i blast my mp3, i can still hear them. this shows how loud and fat they are... and its not worth to make myself go deaf anyway... sometimes............................................................ i jus feel like pointing my middle finger at the train driver when the train is approaching the station and wonder how will he react... haha... on 2nd thoughts... i'm not tat crazy...

jus hope that if there is another part 2 campaign, please tor long... get someone better? if u wan pple to move in, give up their seats, the pple singing must be better to make their efforts worthwhile right... haha...

wed

2010-09-15T23:52:00.002+08:00

its damn pissed to have unstable connection for the whole night... and its made worse by parents who cant stop nagging u... after a long hard day at work.

it is reported in the papers that LTA spent ard 400k on the campaign to promote a graceious society. if the trains were tat packed with people, who gives a fuck abt giving way? i jus feel so irritated when i take train every morning... the train is here the train is here... i knw it is here cos i waited for 4 fucking mins! come on... common sense dude. dont waste unnecessary taxpayers' money! such money is just down the train. wat if i dont give way and be a fucker? u cant kill me right? i am jus trying to prove a point. there is nothing u or anybody can do a thing abt it.

mon

2010-09-13T21:52:00.002+08:00

injury progress pics....

i got this while climbing down the ladder....

i got this today... if not for my polo tee sleeve, the screw would have ripped my entire skin off... donno if i should consider myself lucky. the part of the skin tat peeled off is jus limited to the red patch. and of cos... surrounded by a big bruise. and the weather made it worse as i sweat more than usual. i'm screwed.

this is the best pic i ever took with my hp E71. i am tat pro right... its the skill. not the cam. LOL

last but not least... my best ever bowling score. but it came with a price. i smashed the ball onto my already cui kneecap when i was abt to go for my killer shot. guess i have to admit i am tat injury prone.

thurs

2010-09-02T19:39:00.002+08:00

my last post is my 1000th post! its a huge milestone for me! haha

i used to watch NDP rally with anticipation as i feel that our prime minister is a veri good speaker, presenter with confidence. but somehow, such attributes were missing last sun. perhaps its the topics which he touched on. there is a part on where he was abt to close a point in his speech and he said "i hope you will like it"... and he gave a like wan to smile but cant smile type of expression? perhaps he was seeking confirmation or assurance... i think its quite a joke to present hot topics like public transport on a rally like this?

it was mentioned that SMRT need at least 8 yrs to change the existing system so that the frequency of trains will be reduced to 100 secs during peak hours? and it will take a lead time of 4 yrs for the delivery of new mrt trains with double capacitiy. my qns is... if u had projected that there will be an increase in population a few yrs ago, why isnt a holistic and comprehensive plan formulated to cater to the projected increase? its like, u cant possibly squeeze 6million pple on our tiny island without having a concrete plan right? u need to take into consideration if u have the resources, capability and infrastructure in place to cater to this proposal? and nw u telling me u need at least 4 yrs to make it happen and yes, currently we are not one of the worst cities during peak hours. but tat doesnt mean we will not become and hit our favourite no 1 spot in the next 4 yrs or worse case senerio of 8 yrs if their internal programme is equal to their master programme? and if u are the kind of gan phua unlucky fellow like me and commute in the identified areas which are highly congested, great luck to u... not good luck... cos u need to wait for 8 yrs to board the trains at the 1st attempt during peak hours.

i went to cgh todae for a followup after my MRI scan. i was pretty disappointed as even though health sciences are pretty much advanced in terms of technology, doctors doesnt possess logic and brains. the MRI shows that my knees had already degenerated but it is not serious enough to warrant a downgrade of my PES A status. so does tat mean i have to undergo RTs to make sure and ensure my knees are badly injuried/damaged enough to downgrade? look, this is call reactive approach. i always believe prevention is always and definitely better than cure and we should be proactive. as we all knw, construction industry's technology had been stagnated for dozens of yrs. the tower crane we used 40 yrs ago are still in use today. and yet we can undertake risk assessments to adopt a proactive approach for construction safety? health sciences are so much advanced and sad to say, they will onli come into play if ur illness or injury reached the desired level. IRONIC.

worse part is the ARMY. and so much talk abt productivity. i called bedok camp FCC and they ask me to call my unit instead. i called my unit and they ask me to call bedok camp. things onli start to move when i gave these dogs a good fuck. and i have to go back to my unit next tues. if this issue drags on, i think i dont need to work le...

tues

2010-08-24T23:41:00.003+08:00

finally i am able to upload the photos!! it took me 15mins of my beauty slp to do this? this is a rare day for me to reach home this early or maybe i am this lucky to see a rainbow? and a bunch of nice clouds! i jus feel totally relax looking at the blue sky with white clouds...

more pics of my cat! and this shows i am a responsible owner! taking care of it and sayang it! haha

tues

2010-08-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

i was quite pissed todae... its not tat i always wan and love to comment on government or political issues but its like... i am always facing such things in my daily life?

i dont wish to touch on the hot topic on the distance fare calculation system. come on... who is so nice to come up with such an expensive system as reflected in today straits times paper that it costs millions and ate into profits of operators? u shouldnt forget tat SMRT and SBS are listed on SGX and which means, shareholders are sensitive on the dollars and cents issue. if such a system is so called able to reduce the costs of consumers and cost tat much to implement, isnt this a conflict of interest? end of the day, profits are still the most impt issue. 66% of the pple will benefit? this is onli applicable to the pple involved in this project. remember this, nothing is free in this world.

the most pissed off thing tat happened to me is my MRI for my kneecaps. i asked for a medical report of an x ray taken in march and unexpectedly, it gave a description of my condition which is evident from the x ray. on my 1st visit to the specialist at CGH, the doc told me tat x ray doesnt show nor describe my condition. on my follow up session at CGH, the 2nd doc told me the same thing. i trusted them on both occasions as i am not medcially trained and hence, i relied on them for professional advice. wat is the qns of law here? u should knw... it was on this followup session that the doc sent me for MRI as he said x ray doesnt show anything. but turn out to be, it really showed something! and i spent $600 for a needless medical examination which doesnt justify anything as its already proven. this is so inefficient! you are wasting my time coming here for extra visits and consultations... i need to and have to do something abt it. this is the so call healthcare system? and of cos, i need to claim back my $600... they can choose not to reimburse me but i have to warn them tat paying $600 for gov reputation is simply dirt cheap.

enough of these frustrating stuff... progress photos of my cat... i find it a poor little creature as it yearn for your touch? when i tickle his head, it gave me a look tat it is felt loved?

sun

2010-08-15T20:58:00.004+08:00

i felt like a student this weekend. its like almost back to a student life? even though this is the 3rd month of my working life, i felt tat i haven lost touch to being a student? i spent the past 2 weeks heading boon lay for course right after work and tmr is my exam! hence, i am mugging hard right now... todae jus seems like a typical sunday 6 months ago... even though i missed my student life, it doesnt mean i have to read books or something next week? lol... anyway, i jus like to spend my weekend slacking away...

i knw if i said or proclaimed myself to be an animal lover, i will get bombed right away... esp someone who always felt tat i should be prosecuted by SPCA... lol... well... actions speak louder than words! my site cleaner found this new born kitten last week and it was tat new born tat it doesnt have any form of fur yet? i mistook it to be a rat when i saw it for the 1st time... HAHA

well, tats urs truely feeding water to it... it was quite a hot day and so... i decided to pay it a visit to ensure it doesnt get heat stroke? it was quite wild when i saw it for the first time where it kept jumping ard and had difficulty adapting to the env (box)... but nw, its kind of toned down but it still wanting to get out of the box. i was quite reluctant to cos if i let it out as it will surely ran abt and might get run over by cars jus down the road or by the machineries onsite. soo... this will be my pet for the next 2 yrs...

went to work this sat and this is such as rare sight....

this is the linkway to my workplace... it always crowded and filled with busy pple in the morning, lunch time and evening. it was quite weird to find myself walking this linkway alone... its something like a scene in L4D? where zombies might attack u from one of the exits... haha

i went for my medical appt last thurs and it was a killer. i spent 2 hours.... jus to book an appt?!?!? 1st... i waited for an hour before i can get to see the doc. when its my turn.... i went in and before i can finish my sentence........ he went out. so... i spent another 30 mins sitting there like a fucking idiot?

this is my god damn pissed face. if u look at the computer screenon the 1st pic carefully, theres a small window which specify the queue no and a list of patients that is on the waiting list.... i had the urge to jus press the queue nos? LOL... adrian had to spend like 5 yrs to get his Dr. status but i can be one in jus a spilt sec? LOL....

another week is here and this week, i aim to reduce my no of schboy errors. i jus feel so stupid to commit such errors...

mon

2010-08-09T15:38:00.002+08:00

happy national day singapore! and i woke up at 6.40am this morning due to my daily alarm... well, for a few weeks in a row, i actually felt lost during weekends... its like u got realli nothing to do? and its kind of a bit boring... weekdays i was fighting for time to complete my work and weekends i was scratching my head over wat to do? even though i only had sunday to work with... am i normal? haha

i had a piece of advice for everyone. DO NOT VISIT LENA @ BUGIS! even though its under MOF but i feel its another MOF... mother of fuckers. why? 1st of all, they served pizzas but my table doesnt have cheese toppings which are essential for pizzas. when i tried to get it from empty tables, the amt of grains left in the bottles are pathetic. when i placed orders, i had to repeat 3 times to the waiter and the best thing is, he got my order WRONG. and... we were not given serviettes AT ALL. i was shocked by the quality of food they served. it was inconsistent! we order salmon pizza last week and this week, we had it for the 2nd time and it came without certain ingredients. the taste of baked rice is bland. and my grilled chicken is like a rock. best BEST part is, i had to request 3 fucking times for a glass of warm water. i was god damn pissed tat i told the waitress in a stern manner that this is the 3rd time i am asking for a glass of warm water and i am not going to ask for the 4th time. its like... we paid 60+ for a meal and i felt like a FUCKING BEGGAR.

in conclusion, the quality of food and service doesnt justify this price. i think we will feel happier eating at any other place.

wed

2010-08-04T22:55:00.003+08:00

i would like to qns URA's proposal to increase overnight parking from $2 to $4. even though i do not own a car, i pity those who own one. it is indeed true that by increasing the price, demand will decrease. but it is not applicable to inelastic demand. so in this case, drivers will start with a surname CAI and last name will be TOU. it doesnt make sense. come on..... by increasing the overnight parking to $4, there will be a mad rush to purchase season parking which costs btw 60 to 90 ranging from surface carparks to multi carparks instead of paying $120? and if the carpark quotas are met, drivers would then have to pay the $4 straight. and if u can find a driver who will sell or scrap his car because of this price hike, find me. i will give u a treat... so... it doesnt solve the problem that season parking holders returning home to find all parking lots are full cos ultimately, it will still be full. tell me... where will these owners hide their cars?

LTA is doing their job to reduce the number of cars on the road but not SMRT? if u read TODAY papers daily, u will find that topics such as overcrowding in trains are dominating the forums? the frequency is always an issue and i always encountered poor ventilation which led to all sorts of smell. if i remove my shoes after a day at site, whew... u should knw wat happen next... maybe i should remove my shoes if a minister stood next to me next time... then he/she will do something abt it.... jus like the flooding case. or..... let the ministers go hme to find that there are no parking lots provided they stay in HDB.... lolol

furthermore, it is reported todae that there are over 50 cases of overpayment of salaries, bonuses, overtime claims, medical and dental subsidies to mission staff as well as double payment of medical expenses at ministry of foreign affairs. THIS IS IMPRESSIVE. i would like to change my job.

i think i shouldnt comment too much on the above... well, lets talk abt my life. my life is practically filled this and next week. i had to rush off at 5pm sharp daily to attend my safety course at boon lay.... song song gao boon lay.... and leaving at 5pm means i have to be double productive at work to meet my deadlines... well, hope i can clear as much as possible or else i would have to clear it up on sat...

lastly, happy bdae to yanwen! 26th and ageing... LOLOL

wed

2010-07-14T21:14:00.005+08:00

i was officially a graduate last fri. it was a day of photo taking and its so nice to see everyone in their gowns looking pretty and smart. its an enjoyable 4 yrs and it was hell of a party! haha... and thanks to my 1st class bro who made the announcement tat i switched on the lights in the LT in his speech. i think i will always be remembered. a legend maybe?!?! lol... well, i would like to thank all my frens for being part of my life and making projs and lessons fun and jokeful. its more of me doing these stuff right? hahaha... u guys definitely have an impact in my life. but i didnt knw i was such a loving student to the profs too! LOL... isnt tat amazing? lol...

i dropped dr michael chew and dr benny an email when i reached home, thanking them for their guidance? i was impressed by dr benny that he remembered my name throughout the 4 yrs and nv failed to smile when we met in sch. i still rem the IT for proj module where we supposed to use excel to work out some formulas. well, being an Business IT student in poly, i was thinking tat it will be a stroll in the park exercise for me. but it turned out otherwise... and alot of students required his help too... and wats amazing is tat he went to us one by one and teach us personally? not like the stupid benedict lecturer from poly who always went to the GIRLS' help 1st even though i raised my giraffe hands 1st.

dr michael chew is certainly my favourite prof. an approachable person, nice, veri chattable and we can talk anything under the sun. even when we were peeing in the toilet. LOL. and i like his reply. LOLOL

i was also surprised that the newly crowned Dr. moshood came over and talked to me when i was abt to head home and he called me by my name! my mom like his daughter alot as she was veri cute... super to the max? while we were taking photo, she came over to hug my leg and doing a pose? of cos i have to carry this cute child for a photo! haha

its mid week and this is quite a stressful and action packed week for me. one thing for sure that i realized.... my honeymoon period had expired long time ago... its time to make an impact to my career!

thurs

2010-07-08T22:18:00.002+08:00

i was god damn pissed todae. it took me like 45mins to travel from raffles place to tamp? 45 mins is the travelling time from clementi to tamp to be specific. i was stuck in the train for 5 mins at raffles and close to 10 mins at city hall. wat the fuck man... and the operator got the cheek to say the track is experiencing TECHNICAL FAULT? if it is, tell me... did they went down to the track to repair it? obviously not?!?! unless the maintenance guy is as fast as superman. yes, singaporeans follow instructions but we are not fucking morons. an idiot can tell that they are bidding for time jus to increase the train frequency. if not, why did they stopped for soo long and zun zun at raffles and city hall which are the interchanges?

wat makes me even hotter was that the operator announced that the train will be travelling veri slowly from bugis to kallang becos of the fault. even though i wear spects but i am not blind ok... anyone can tell that the train is travelling at normal speed can.... and their strategy to increase the train waiting time is so evident when the train jus braked and stopped abruptly all the way to tamp. if the so call fault is from bugis to kallang... tell me why is there a need to stop along the way?!?!?! not to mention the driver. wats so difficult to drive the train that u need to brake and accelerate so hard? female drivers can do much better than tat sia... and i haven even commented on the travel by distance fares. no matter hw u travel, it jus costs more expensive? if XXX says they help consumers to save more, show me the report. let me ask u a veri simple qns, if u were a monopoly, would u decrease ur prices instead of increasing it? give me a economically viable answer. i am not deframing XXX here. u cant sue me for libel by praising how clever u are right?

sun

2010-07-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

i am looking forward to the new office layout tmr. not that i am so excited but i am happy that the new a1 printer has shifted to a new location. i banged into tat twice in 2 days and ya... it costs 50k! imagine a printer cost more than a kia car... ouch...

grad ceremony this fri! i think its gonna be a hit. cos i'm gonna be one. lol.

daily meetings from mon to wed. hope things will be productive and no more cockups on site. things are picking up at step by step which is a good sign...

wed

2010-06-30T21:43:00.003+08:00

nothing helps when u banged into a new A1 printer when the technician is giving a presentation on how to use it. and of cos, the whole tray that collect the drawings dropped too. its not my fault? office is too congested and hazards are dangling ard me. for ex, i sitting right next to a cable box with 2 rolls of network cables. on my left are another set of cables running to the new A1 printer. in front of me are 2 metal pieces that allow u to hook drwings. and worse of all, due to the arrival of this printer, my position is not strategic anymore. usually pple have to walk inwards towards me to take a peek at me. but now, once u enter the office, u will see me. when my boss sees me and i see him. tats it.

tues

2010-06-29T21:39:00.002+08:00

i OT-ed for 2 hrs today. not becos i cant finished my work but its becos my 3 old kids didnt do their work. so... i need to go ard asking them this n that to do their work for them. isnt it sick? we are given our pay slip todae and i am veri tempted to knw how much they earn by acting blur and play tai ji. maybe i should start collecting $100 from them per month jus for "transaction fee" lol. just feel sianz... if i fuck it up, i will gladly stay back and rectify my work. wat abt them? they jus knock off as usual. but its ok... i still managed to get the job done afterall. maybe something should be done in this fri major meeting....

personally, i jus feel planning is veri impt. if u don plan, u will nv knw wat is happening and most imptly, u are letting ur work control u esp if u donno wats next to be done. tmr will be a veri busy day. i hope it will be the reverse? lol... cos i was thinking that todae will be a slack day... but it always turn out otherwise....

mon

2010-06-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

todae is the first time i felt a little bit of mon blues. maybe its yesterdae's weather.... made me moody, lazy, lethargic and dont feel like doing anything. luckily, time passes quite fast today. things came fast n furious. the draftsman that usually help me update autocads drwings for weekly report is on leave for a week.... and the structural is down to 2 pple? so...... i decided to update the drwings myself? haha... its a fun experience to trial and error the software urself. but... there is some difficulty level. its not like those photo editing software such as fireworks? in autocad, there are some specified functions and buttons that i will nv figured it out even if i were to stare at it for 24hrs? but... i managed to get it done! of cos... with a little bit of help with my colleague who nv fail to entertain me. haha... its jus like.... i talk cock with han... han is entertained i supposed... but nw... i am han and he is me... tat kind of level... lol...

i think i am quite skill in gg through rebars and bar chairs. i took a pic of the environment i'm in this morning and practically daily. u will be shocked and thought that i am in jail? lol... haha...

10th and 17th july will be critical path day. chances of me working more than 20hrs is quite high... i hope there will be shift work though... wish me luck. if i am involved, maybe i can try to ask for off day for my commencement? hahahahaa...

sun

2010-06-27T11:03:00.002+08:00

with reference to the date tat i last posted, i haven been blogging for 21 days. and it seems super long tat i last update this blog. working is tiring i must say... even though u came home feeling ok, not tat tired... u will definitely ko after u bathe and had ur dinner. there are also days tat i jus doze off jus like tat... but on the hindsight, i love my work. its interesting and i learnt new things everyday. after close to a month of work, i am proud to declare tat i have not experienced any monday blues so far? hmm... ran out of topics to blog abt.... will brb soon! i suppose... haa

sun

2010-06-06T15:26:00.002+08:00

sun is my onli day to rest and slp and she woke me up at 9.30am to get the watch receipt from me. wat can i sae... regardless of whoever's comments, she jus do it her way. father is so sick of it tat he jus leave it to her and she can do watever she wans. but i jus feel sad. i like the watch and he loves it too? i can see the sparkle in his eyes when he put it on. jus like the sparkle when i won a toy gun at shilin in taiwan.

i told her last night tat all of us are pissed with her for not helping out at hme. and... she went out at 10am+ and before she left, she gave her dog a good fuck and said that she will be back to help out. now is 3.35pm and during this 5 hrs period, we already settled it as a family without her. if we were to wait for her help, we would rather depend on ourselves. i can tell from her pattern, by the time she gets home, it will be 5-6pm+ and it will be jus nice to go out for dinner. full stop. help. wat help?

and my prediction is spot on. cos..... she jus called. i am veri interested to see how will she manage her home in future. provided she get married.

sat

2010-06-06T00:17:00.002+08:00

i am so gd damn fucking pissed.

i bought a watch for father and she said the watch is not a gd watch cos its isnt BRANDED? wat is wrong? i dont see any mistake i made... my position is clear. the watch has to be fit for purpose. who dont purchase stuff tat is fit for purpose other than impulsive purchases?

my father work as a senior technician and this job is a labor instensive job. it requires one to repair machines or lay cables be it anywhere under tough weather conditions. if i were to buy a good and BRANDED and expensive watch for him. would a reasonable man wear it to work?

she is so price sensitive!! everything tat she wans, she jus do it and don give a damn abt anyone else. me too. the watch is for father and he likes it a lot. tats the impt part and wat i care most.

thurs

2010-06-03T22:16:00.003+08:00

if u were a girl and u had a bf, would u allow him to stay at ur house like 4-5 times a week? this week is a troublesome week as for some reason or another, her bf is like camping at our place? its not i don welcome him but its like hello, its a weekday and we do need to work. i tried sharing the facilities with him on wed morning and it didnt work out. he hanged onto it like quite long and by the time i was ready to head out to work, i was late. in the end, i took a cab. from tamp to raffles place. it seems short but it costs a whopping $24.30. i had to console myself tat its worth it no matter wat. cos if i were to take public transport, i would have reached site at 8.40am the earliest? and my boss reached 8.30am sharp tat morning. heng or suay? and the best part is, i have to make sure i wake up much earlier tmr morning jus to prepare for work. wtf.

its like when she do things, she nv take others into consideration let alone asking my parents for permission. i can sense my mom guessed that he was staying over when he went to bathe. come on, they are not even engaged. call me conservative but don u think something is wrong? don u thnk u r over imposing urself?

work is alright so far. beginning to take responsiblities and i like my job. i am still waiting for my safety boots to arrive so i can walk ard at site? i will be taking over some stuff next week and i cant wait to prove myself. i think this is veri impt personally. i jus feel i need to prove myself over the 3 yrs in this job, learn as much as possible and make myself indispensible? knowledge is power. simple theory but very true.

sun

2010-05-30T22:51:00.007+08:00

plenty of pics to post from my hp and it will be a long post!

as i mentioned in my last few posts, my house is undergoing home improvement program and this is wat kept me so busy during the days before i go taiwan. basically, i had to wrap the whole house with plastic! its a good job by me right?! haha...

this is the temp toilet tat we used while the 2 toilets are undergoing renovation. the toilet is so small and tiny tat my father had difficulty going in. let alone bathe. but its a good thing cos this means that the chances of slipping is 0.

the hacked toilet.

and... if u are wondering wat i have been doing ever since i came back from taiwan, i had been busy clearing up the house. and yesterdae, i finally assembled this cupboard from ikea which my great sis bought like 2 yrs ago? she was greatly inspired by the show bai jia le and hence, she bought this DIY cupboard from ikea. and who is the one assembling it? LI BEI. while i was assembling, i can feel tat the wood they used is cui 1. the strength of wood is supposed to be the strongest along the grains. but the wood creak and sound as if it is breaking when i exert a bit of strength on it? it surely wont last long i feeel. if u are buying a cupboard, get it from ready made furniture stores. high recommended.

pieces of wood here and there...

the finished product!

an impressive thing happened yesterdae afternoon. the town council washed the rooftop without informing the block and yes, all the clothes that mom washed are dirtied. and its a lot. i was so god damn pissed la... and somebody is going to be responsible for this. come on, saying sorry doesnt help at all and dont u have the brains to discover that the dirty water is going to drip onto our clothes? i am gg to make sure all my dirtied clothes are gg to be send to laundry shop and town council is gg to pay for it. simple law: u have to put me back into the position tat this event didnt happened and my mom is not gg to wash it for the 2nd time. if town council refuse to settle this thing, i will make sure the minister will do something abt it. the reason is simple. if u cant settle such minor stuff, give me a good reason why i should vote for u?

celebrated my bro bdae yesterdae and dinner at elias mall was great! esp the ceral prawn! and after dinner, we head to punggol for prawing! the place was super ulu la... and this is the 1st time i prawned? dear was full of crap by saying she can beat me in prawning. at the end of the night, i caught 5 prawns and she got 0. numbers count my dear... HAHA... we bbq the prawns and they tasted great! even though its a bland taste, it is super fresh. but one misdeed, we bbq the prawns live. i am sorry but u tasted great.

some of the pics from my hp from the grad trip!

after taking air asia, i felt tat jetstar is totally cannot make it. the journey from kl to taipei was smooth, comfortable and there is no jerking, vibration and noise at all! compared to our journey back...

pic of us b4 boarding. think i look cui cos didnt slp for the night at kl? was feeling damn bad cos me and han screwed up the booking for the transit hotel. we thought that there will be vacant rooms as there are like 200+ rooms at the airport? but we didnt expect it to be fully booked by 8pm when we are making our way to changi airport. but... we played cards throughout the night and it was an experience. and i felt grateful to the hotel staff who let us camp the night at their lobby? thank u tunes hotel!

pics from the high speed train from taipei to kao xiong.

its an experience to look at the signs in taiwan. they are quite funni at times... haha

we were surprised to see exit 3. cos it says... xinyi shopping district. haha

when it rains, an umbrella tat keeps u dry is a good umbrella. regardless of color. LOL

and i had fun disturbing adrian... lol

this is a memorable ticket. cos we had to pay NT$6 to purchase this ticket to cross the bridge to get to our hotel? sounds cheated but its true.

this is a huge melon tat we saw on our way back to sg at taiwan airport. someone checked it in and its god damn heavy! i tried to lift it up and it nearly broke my back. its 1.5 times the size of my head!

videos tat i took. tried to upload to fb but it cant load... sianz... the 1st video shows the changes of the lights in the lift while we were on my way to the highest floor. the 2nd video shows the speed of the ride in the theme park. damn scary but it was fun!

for the past 2 days, i had been trying to adapt back to life in sg. its back to reality tmr........... i need to find my drive and motivation. motivation to drive me thru the next 30yrs+? its like there is a timeline throughout ur study life. 6yrs of pri sch, 4 yrs of sec sch, 3 yrs to poly and 4 yrs of uni. but career? its at least 30 over years.

fri

2010-05-28T12:50:00.002+08:00

i am back in sg! back to reality.... jus feeeeel SIANZ.

i hate to leave taiwan... not tat the place is real good but its the company of dear and my dear frens! they are all my dears... hahaha... its an experience to go taiwan and this is the 1st trip i went abroad with my frens. well, the food in taiwan is great! such as the ah zhong mian sian and the cha ji pa! its realli nice! and the day we were having the ah zhong mian sian, it was raining. not tat heavily but the rain attacked u in all directions together with the chill cold wind tat send silvers down ur ass. so... the food tasted real warming and delicious! however, some of the food seasoning tasted real strong and salty as well. the drinks in taiwan was quite disappointing and their taste buds are really different compared to sg. but its a gd try to try all the food! i shall make it a point to weight myself later. i went with 80kg... and i hope i wont get a shock later.. haha

i finally knw the reason why frens ard me always laughed at me when i did accident prone stuff. actually, its quite funni to see pple banging into things... LOL... everyone had their fair share of accidents in taiwan and the most memorable is our Mr Han! lol... sorry bro... but u look real funni when u hit ur toes at the hotel... haha...

i jus feel a bit lost when i woke up this morning. its like over at taiwan, u can easily reach ur frens easily from next door and i can always pinch dear as and when i wan. but now... i cant do tat? everything gets difficult back at sg... i will cherish the fun, laughter and moments we spent in taiwan! watch out for the crazy pictures in fb! haha

tues

2010-05-18T23:50:00.003+08:00

haven been blogging for the past 8 days and it seems like a few weeks? days seem weeks to me... 1 factor is abt work and many other factors...

tmr is my grad trip to taiwan and i am desperately trying to recover from my illness. i had been having flu, cough and headache since last thurs and sometimes it helps but sometimes not. and when symptoms came, i felt miserable... giddy as if i am in lala land. sorry to my frens who i did not reply in msn...

my 3rd uncle died last sun and with his death, i can sense tat his family will not be part of the big family after his funeral end this thurs? usually according to the customs, my uncles which are his bros would take charge of the arrangements of the funeral procedures? but my 3rd aunt roped in her side of relatives. signs are further clear when the notice in the orbituary did not put my uncles' names and my grandpa's name. it looks as if hes the onli son of a family? well, i jus feel its time for my uncle to rest? hes been like fighting for this disease for yrs. its time to put a stop to everything. but... i jus feeel sad whenever i think of the moments in the hospital when i visited him last fri...

last but not least, i made a decision in my career. and i hope my decision will be the right 1 for me? not matter wat happens, i gonna stick my ass in there as long as possible... wish me luck!

mon

2010-05-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

damn tired over the weekend. its like no rest for me? i had to help out at home as my 2 toilets will be undergoing Home Improvement Program this coming wed. there are 4 pple in my family and 1 bitch jus refuse to do anything. mia on sun and she took leave today and yet... she didnt do nor help out a single bit at home. she jus ensure that she and her bf got to eat breakfast and are well taken care of. other matters? she dont care a fucking bit.

speaking of her bf. its so comical to see him in action last night. i got a gut feel tat he is betting soccer. other than tat, he is a hardcore soccer fan. which is highly impossible cos he always watch different teams in action. singnet sometimes will have connection problems and i am glad it did last night. as i always said, there are 2 coms in the house and last night, she n her bf were using the 2 coms? funni right... she is applying for admin manager in moe which i think there is a low chance of happening. think of this, teachers usually work alone and she can have such a bad relationship with her colleagues and boss? and wat makes u think u have the right to MANAGE pple in a typical office environment? there is something u need to pick up and it is called leadership. back to the bf... when the connection went down, he was god damn anxious. he took over my com w/o my permission. when the connection doesnt work, he tried to put all wires off the modem and tried to reconnect them back. followed by continous on off. do u think it will work? i told him nicely tat the prob lies with singnet and not the pc nor the modem. and he spent the next 20 mins trying to create magic. and finally, he was tat rude enough to disconnect my pc internet connection and use the direct line from the modem. jus to watch soccer. there is a single port in the modem which is connected to the router and then it will distribute the network to pc and laptop? and he was tat bei paisei. i jus feel... no matter how hardcore a soccer fan is... u r in someone's house and i dont think u r tat hardcore to lose ur senses. only a gambler would.

wat can i sae? fuckers made perfectly in hell.

thurs

2010-05-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

tmr is fri but i cant TGIF cos i needa work on sat.... :(

had 4 meetings this morning till 12.30pm and it was gruelling. in sch, u can choose to listen to listen to lectures depending on ur mood. but @ work, once u drift, u will be like the tokoyo drift and tats it. it is tiring but u still need to open ur ears no matter wat...

and when u are done with meetings, u need to clear ur emails to keep track of the project status. there are sooo mani meetings. theres like meetings every fri? luckily i am spared tmr... but on the other hand, if u are too free, u will doze off. so... i donno....

after so much of meetings for the past 2 days, i came to a conclusion. sub cons are quite rich. they are rich enough to afford a lamborghini? and the other is so rich tat he jus work jus to pass time? i wish i can be like them... not for the riches but their experience and knowledge of their particular trade. jus feel a bit funni. i got 7 uncles and all of them are in the construction industry. except my father... but... its ok... cos he will not react when u shoot rubber bands at him? haha...

wed

2010-05-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

2nd day of work. and things are strolling in. 3 meetings todae and another 5 tmr? i can catch something from the 1st 2 meetings todae. but not the 3rd one. its super technical and the speed of communication is so fast! i hope i can hang in there...

this is the 1st time i met someone who agreed with me that u dont need a civil eng degree to be a planning engineer? and planning is all abt time? i hope i can get my dream job. the interviewer was quite funni and this is the 1st time i laughed at a joke... even though its abt me.

him: if u like planning... why din u for an eng course in nus?

me: i researched on pfm and along the way, my program director is convinced tat we can be either project managers or facilities managers! which turn out to be a bit misrepresenting to me and i realized it only in yr 2?

him: why u go for tiong aik?

me: cos this is the only job that is able to allow me to progress to become a planning eng. i had to be a qs and then move onto planning eng?

him: i think tats not true. planning n qs are 2 different thing. he like bluffing u sia...

me: yes. i felt so too... but i will still take it on even it offers me a glimpse of hope?

him: looks like u are conned throughout ur life. and he break it out in laughter. LOL

i think wat he said is right? 1 wrong step will lead to another.

tues

2010-05-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

1st day @ work today. i nearly doze off 3 times but i managed to keep myself awake. everyone is ok but they were a bit too quiet. perhaps they are all veri busy with their projects on hand. i am not excluded? i got assigned a project today and i took the whole day to read the contract documents. its quite difficult to pull urself up and awake when reading contract documents. esp a veri thick one which is as chim as SIA? and the english terms... cant they use simple english? drwings wise, its similar to the ones that me and han experienced during internship. its not archi finishes this time round. its everything! i'm not sure if i had the ability and capability on that? and there is no much room for errors. cos this is my career u r talking abt. somehow, everything is not the same anymore. am i thinking too much or i had became older within a day?

wats more, a call changed my life yet again at 12.04pm today. wh called and asked if i can go down for interview anytime this week for planning engineer position. and they called at my 1st day at work? life is interesting isnt it? and they specially arranged an interview at 6.30pm tmr? i cant bring myself to reject the job that i have been eyeing till my eye balls are on the verge of dropping. it took me like 2 hours to call them back to arrange the interview? cos i was thinking and thinking..... i gave my word, my principle to work for ta. but on the other hand, its my dream job u are talking abt. there is only one choice. which 1 will u go for? principles or dream job? i couldnt find the answer even though i stoned for an hour. i jus cant bring myself to quit like a few days into a job? i am assigned a project, responsibilities and pple took the trouble to get stationaries, email, safety boots and network account for me? it jus makes me feel bad.... and this is not my trait.

i felt so troubled. mixed. stuck. its jus like a shit tat is stuck in ur ass. u wanna shit it out but u scared u will dirty the wc. not weichen. LOL.

mon

2010-05-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

i will be reporting to work officially 24hrs later. wish me luck cos i am pretty lost right and i hope i will not cry on my 1st day at work tmr....

life is pretty hectic for the past 3 days... and i think most of my frens are all enjoying except me rushing here n there trying to make full use of my time. well, at least i settled my formal once and for all and if theres great discounts during GSS, i might consider... haha...

i think singaporeans are fucking stupid. majority. and i am the minority tat is quite ok and not tat stupid. this is the 3rd time i witnessed pple queuing to redrw money from atms and theres like one particular atm tat nobody is using? they jus followed the pubor in front. damn stupid. i feel like gg forward to use the atm but this will be an indecent act. but heck it... i will jus cut queue next time.

lastly, happy bdae to papa! hoohoo

tues

2010-04-27T21:41:00.002+08:00

the 1st part of this post is delicated to the bicycle thief who stole my mom's bike today. i wish u good health and good luck. pls dont let u run into me cos i will definitely ensure that u wont get to enjoy health in ur remaining yrs. this is the 2nd time tat my mom's bike got stolen and i suspect its the same person. same tactic, same method where the bike was locked 1 flight of stairs down my house and i was stolen within an hour.

dispute was a killer today. not tat its difficult but it nv really came across me to write the clauses down. and i didnt take note and highlight the word dispute resolutions. guess me adrian n han screwed up quite a bit. wat i wrote, han didnt. wat han wrote, i didnt. but one thing for sure is that if pc were to mark our papers and treated it as 1, we will definitely score full marks. jus feel low and sianz todae................................................

mon

2010-04-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

1st paper tmr and i'm feeling a bit mixed abt it. i felt that i had studied and covered the topics well but i am not tat confident abt it. no disrepect but i felt that the materials that i had studied are quite ok provided u understand the essence of sop act, aa, iaa and siac together with sia n psscoc forms. but one think for sure is that tmr's paper aint easy...

1 week from now, though i will be free from exams.... actually is this fri but i think i will be feeeling gloomy. cos i will be starting work next tues? speaking of this, i kind of regret of starting work this early... but i don have a choice? the only think i can do is to have fun to the fullest over the weekend and be mentally prepared for tues... i would love to go cycling at ecp on sun! *hint*

i dont think i had much luck when crossing the zebra crossings. this is the 3rd time i nearly got knocked down by a fucking vehicle. i dont think i am tat short and tiny till drivers cant spot me? its either theres something wrong with their eyes or their eyes are as fucking small as their balls. i shall make it a point to kick their doors regardless i am wearing slippers or not.

and, i will make it a point not to cut my fingernails tat are essential for me to pluck the fish. the mmt i cut my nails, i got choked by a fishbone. and the feeling is damn shiok i tell u. cos its at the side of my throat? and i had to swallow a bowl of rice jus to flush it down.

4 more days to bring the curtain down on my glittering career as a student...

thurs

2010-04-22T15:34:00.002+08:00

i didnt have a good slp last night cos i got a blocked and stuck nose. usually in such situations, i would apply tiger balm and the problem would be solved. but not last night. cos SHE used it to apply on her feet and toes. its not i wan to guai lan or wat but there is something called personal hygiene. even though i am the only one using it before last night, i would always take the portion needed and then apply it to my nostrils. if i need a 2nd serving, i would wash my hands before i dip my fingers into the bottle again. but not her. she got hk feet doesnt mean i need to have hk nose. and... she made a din in my room by insisting papa to quit his job when i grad cos we are able to support him. why the sudden topic esp when i am studying? like wat my parents said, life is very much easier and happier during the days when she stayed at the hostel. but this previlege is gone as national jc cant stand her too. i wonder who would have such tolerance because she keep fucking u up and up and up.

wed

2010-04-21T20:52:00.002+08:00

why does it have to rain on study week? today is the 3rd day and its a hat trick. if next time singapore needs rain, i dont mind to go back to be a student and it will definitely rain during study week. haha

speaking of study week, the whole world is offline! but... they are appearing offline and camping in fb? u posted a comment and one or two replied like a few seconds later? its damn fast i tell u... and.... its jus like chatting on msn... so wats the diff? lol... and... my yahoo mail is packed with emails from fb. i jus cleared 52 yesterdae and theres another 23 from the comments last night? haha

last night, laura posted some link on her fb showing the starting pay of all disciplines in the 3 uni. i had a rude shock when i saw SMU ISM starting pay is at least $4k! and with hons, u can go up to $4.6? the ironic thing is... i gave up ISM to come to PFM and i proudly said to my parents tat construction is always there and viable. wat can i say? but theres nothing comparable to the frenship i made in NUS! but seriously, 4k is simply too much. perhaps the job has its consequences? cos heard from pauline via msn that elaine is always busy and u can see her on msn in busy mode at any point of time in the day/night? well, i knw more when we catch up on 2nd may! we haven seen each other since 2004? tats a really long time agoooo....

i saw the news tat NEL was down this morning during the peak hrs. i jus feel the service attitute from transport operators are like fuck care attitute? they jus don care abt how pack the train is or hw are u affected by such breakdowns. they jus said... sorry for the inconvenience caused and tats it? and u can get away with anything by jus a word sorry? and from the news, nothing is being done by sbs transit. no damage control and no pr done. usually when theres a breakdown, buses and personnel will be deployed to minimize the confussion and inconvenience caused? i noted from the news where an indian man questioned the staff by saying... where are the buses? if there are none, am i able to make a claim if i took a cab to work? frankly speaking, i highly doubt so... everything todae is abt dollars and cents. practical is the key word today. let me ask u... who are u to command such compensation? sbs transit wont die if they lose a customer like u? most importantly, we are at their mercy. we depend on them to transport us. so if they give a great or fuck up service, does it matter? unless all of us boycott it for a month or so and i can assure u... something will change for the good. but... this is only the theory. if such things are possible, the stock markets wont crash if all of us refuse to sell our stocks. of cos, sbs will face sanctions from lta over the disruption of service but this is jus a slap on the wrist. they will jus be fined a few hundred thousand dollars. yes... its a big figure for us common folks but not them. eg. they are fined $1million and 100,000 pple took NEL daily and each of them spent a min of $1. they will jus need to take 10 days to recoup back the fine. as simple as tat. and dont u think 100,000 pple is a fair too conservative figure? tats why i am ranting here like a loser. cos theres nothing we can do?!?! except to suck thumb.

sun

2010-04-19T00:15:00.002+08:00

i learnt something new todae. u dont need to give any reasons to be a mother fucker. u have high IQ. u are a 2nd upper hons graduate. but u had low EQ. maybe u r dumb and stupid enough to miss the definition of the word EQ during ur undergraduate days. maybe tats or indeed the reason why ur boss treat u this way. the reason is simple. becos u r fucked up.

u studied in nus for 4 fucking yrs and dont tell me u dont knw wat the study week is for.
i dont like to study and this doesnt mean i will NEVER study.
ask urself this simple qns tat a dick can even ans. did i treat u the manner tat u treated me today?

i was reading SIAC rules on arbitration jus now and i left my com on as usually i would came across some terms that i dont understand and i would check dictionary.com. she came in and said... "o... u are studying... later 8.30pm got match wor... nvm... i will use laptop to watch." in the end? she saw that the com is on and since i am CURRENTLY NOT USING and they loaded soccer and jus watch in front of me. and they still had the cheek to chat and comment as usual. wat more can i say? i had enough of such nonsense... changed and head to dear's place. and she was tat dumb to qns me where i am gg and why.

another thing which i dont understand. there are 3 computers in the house and each time, she chose to use mine. esp when i am using. life is great. isnt it?

fri

2010-04-17T01:30:00.002+08:00

post no 972. the most impt day in my life....

sch has officially ended and ya... i am feeling a bit sad. its like... i don wan everything to end so soon! it was like i jus entered nus 2 days ago? i can still rem and recall everything... when we were rushing truely madly deeply for projects, we were saying and dreaming how great life will be if we were working? at least we will be paid for our efforts and crap. but now, reality has come knocking on our door. i jus don feel like stepping out of my comfort zone. i wan everything to stay put? my uni frens and my current life.

now i will try to console myself. life has to go on right? the earth will not stay still jus because of u... blah blah blah... now i had to call time on my career as a student. i will miss my uni life and everybody... even though sde is quite cui.. i will miss it too...

well... my last day was an enjoyable day... we took plenty of pics and a PFM video... think it will be damn funni to see ourselves in this video 10 yrs later? haha... and... i ate alot todae... mac breakfast at 11am... ba chor mee at 3.30pm with tomato juice... tcc at 6.45pm and kenny rogers at 7.15pm... beer at 9pm... LOL...

lastly, i like the t-shirt a lot! i will always keep it close to my heart and it will always be part of me... i think i made a lot of close frens, buddies during my life as a student... each of u own a part of me... cos u r my best fren and i am and will always be ur favourite fren xzr!

thurs

2010-04-15T17:02:00.003+08:00

finally... a storm is brewing! i can sense tat this rain will be damn heavy... take a look at the pic... it was so warm and hot at 3pm+ and how... its gonna rain big time... looks like the skies need to lao sai too? LOL... hope it will be cooling later...

some pics that i found in my hp. apparently someone had been snapping pics while we were doing seriously work last fri!

thurs

2010-04-15T14:01:00.002+08:00

i woke up at 12.50pm today. not tat i am a lazy pig but i seriously had problem slping last night. i think its the worst night i ever had? i wanted to slp but i cant due to the weather which is super warm as usual. i can sweat even thought the fan blowing at me? i refused to on the air con cos i will have leaky nose the veri next day? but think of it, i should have on it last night... nw my eyes are like batman la... and... half the day is almost gone and its 3 hrs to evening? blah...

the climate change is so drastic. its so hot humid and warm during the day and night! and i think i will be making it worse if i on the air con tonight? but i think there is a high chance of happening...

wed

2010-04-14T23:58:00.002+08:00

my body seems weird. i have been slping for most of the day for the past 3 days. i slpt so much tat i have to gei siao to study when my parents reach home to show tat i have been actively studying since morning. and ya... i have been waking up at 12pm+ except on tues. LOL... maybe dear is right... i am the laziest student she ever came across.

my thigh is still hurting ever since the phyio i had on tues. the physiotherapist said tat my muscles are too stiff and she tried to massage to loosen it up. on top of that, i am suffering from a bit of joint problems as well as loosen kneecaps. so... if u met a snatch thief on the street, dont expect me to go after him. another point of concern will be the treatments... i will be starting work next month and i'm a bit worried tat these treatments will be a hindrance to my career. hw will ur boss judge u when u are getting time off twice a week to seek treatment for ur kneecaps? esp in private sector where impression and work performance counts. if u dont perform, u are out.

wat is ur greatest regrets in life? i have a toilet roll of them. even if i were to flush them down the toilet bowl, i think it will choke. not to mention humans.

sat

2010-04-10T14:00:00.002+08:00

i think there is something seriously wrong with my stomach or tummy. i lao sai at least once everyday and it came n left in a flash.

last night was a damn killer. i was talking to dear when i felt a sharp pain. i thought tat i can tahan till i end the call but it got other plans. i immediately end the call n luckily, i made it. but.......... after i am done, i noticed that there is only 1 piece of toilet paper left! its jus like the wonder girls' nobody mtv la......... but... i wasnt determined to be like the guy cos everyone is sound aslp? so... i made full use of tat 1 piece and head to the storeroom to get more. when i close the storeroom door, i ran the door over my 3rd n 4th toes. and yes... they are still hurting right now. the only lucky part is that i took the toilet paper after i shit. else... it sure flow out lor... LOL

fri

2010-04-09T23:01:00.003+08:00

i was damn pissed when i watched frontline jus now. i jus feel that uneducated singaporeans are at risk in our everchanging worsening environment. wats worse is the so call authority CASE is useless too.

the topic is abt an old man rougly in his 50s engaging a freelancer to repair his computer. the repaired costs turn out to be $1.5k+ and it is way too expensive and u can get 2 BRAND NEW CPUs at sim lim's price. i felt that he was right to terminate the cheque payment but the other party went to small claims tribunal to claim back the FULL AMT! i was shocked. and i was even turned off by wat the CASE director (if i not wrong) said. he said the victim was willingly to pay the amt and so he should pay the full amt to the freelancer. from my point of view, he should be asked to pay wat is required? a reasonable man test. quantum merit. isnt it?

he also brought forward a point is that consumers should do a min of 3 quotations before engaging repair services?!?!?! consumers aint government sector u knw... everything must get 3 quotations and select the best price or lowest price or conduct value management. why not ask consumers to upload their jobs into GBIZ and invite tender? this is so damn cock la. imagine u do a min of 3 quotations b4 u see a doctor for medical consultation? i think u contact an undertaker better.

wat i am trying to say is that this guy is uneducated. he is reliant on the freelancer to provide expert advice and base on my opinion as an okok computer expert, such prices are overboard. remedy? sue for fraudulent misrespresentation. i think this is basic advice and wat CASE should do. i am jus disgusted by their actions and i dont think they are fit to knw law or they dont even knw law. maybe they jus knw wat is section 4. sales of goods act. dont act la.

such incidents aint common. my father was asked to pay for easycredit card charges which he dont even received the card?!?! i believe all of u had read abt this. this is absurb. i'm jus glad i am educated and knw a little bit of law to shoot such fools back.

wed

2010-04-07T21:40:00.003+08:00

something tat u wont see at 10.30am when the sun is up in the sky? its the moon! i'm glad tat my hp can capture this scene. haha

i ate a lot of veggies for dinner today to do myself good. but its not tat good. cos i had to go out of my room to let off the methane gas. if i were to let it go in my room, i think i would suffer brain damage.

time passes so fast as usual. the end of sem is coming and we will be having exams in 3 weeks? and i will starting my career in 4 weeks. i would like the next 2 weeks to stand still. so i can strike a balance btw fun and study? i hope soo...

lastly, i think xinyi is damn brave to remove 3 of her wisdom tooth (should be)... my wisdom tooth is giving me probs such as food is always stuck there and i dont have the courage to remove them. 1st. i m scared of injections. 2nd. plucking a good solid teeth is damn painful!

mon

2010-04-05T17:01:00.002+08:00

plenty things to blog todae...

1st... adrian still cant stop laughing at me todae with regards to last fri incident. the moment he rake it up, he cant stop laughing. and ya... i saw DR THAM TODAY and he smiled at me. so... i got no choice but to wave back. i hope time will cover this incident. haha

on the way home, i saw freshbox at tm is having sale for shorts! 2 for $20. i was tempted to have a look but suddenly.... my brain told me... wat for? i am graduating n starting work in like 3 weeks? jus cant imagine i will be wearing shirts n pants n leather shoes. my usual attire is jus t/polo shirts n shorts n slippers? drastic changes ahead.

speaking of shoes, i nearly kick a car at the zebra crossing in sde todae. a car drove out of the parking lot and drive thru the zebra crossing while i was crossing? maybe i didnt cross like a zebra so not zebra crossing? crap... i was abt to kick the car door but i hesitated cos i was wearing slippers. gan heng la tat fellow. his ancestors must be watching over him.

went to pay my respect to my grandma last fri and i thought we were the early birds cos we reached at 6am? but i was dead wrong. the cemetry was packed n jammed with pple and cars. but it was quite an experience? i was there when it was dark and witnessed the skies gradually turn bright. there were 3 wild puppies there and they approached me w/o me having to go disturb them. hahaha... they were quite cute and not afraid of strangers!

there is supposed to be a makeup lect today but the kokster didnt turn up. apparently, he changed it to thurs w/o passing the message. i don think he deserved the designation of DR. he will jus destroy the image of other profs.

does he look as if hes singing? nope. hes talking cock. DONT CHA!

if i am not collecting my dissertation todae, i will surely collect $5 from him. not for protection money but my transport fee!

last but not least, i had collected my dissertation! no changes at all and i am ready to submit on fri! i am jus happy to hear the word above average. lol

thurs

2010-04-01T16:44:00.002+08:00

i thought this week is the slackest week cos of good fri... but turn out to be... i'm far busier than any other week.

today is the worst day of my life in SDE and perhaps one of the worst throughout my study career. it goes like this...

me n adrian went to attend dr kua's makeup lect and he is 30mins late. the lect is held at 423 and we reached at 2pm. the lt was damn stuffy and warm! thermal n IAQ intergration problem sia... so... we went out of lt to na niang? then adrian suggest gg into other lts to enjoy the aircon? so... we head to 424.... turn out to be, there are a few pple inside n he doesnt wanna go in? sooo... to accomodate him... i suggest checking out 422.

i peeked via the window panel and the lt is PITCH DARK. so... i open the door and immediately turn on the lights. and my expression was like... SOOO SHIOK... AIR CON... when i turn ard, THE WHOLE LT WAS FILLED WITH PEOPLE and they were STARING AT ME! including dr tham. adrian said his expression was damn funni la... he was shocked and laughing at the same time? i stood still for a moment.... composed myself.... said sorry.... off the lights... and walked out. and we spent the next 20mins laughing at yours truely.

not to mention, i was the one laughing at mr han when he took the wrong side of the bus, fell aslp and wake up to find himself at amk. LOL.

tues

2010-03-30T22:46:00.003+08:00

i was supposed to do work. my goal was to finish the fm individual ASSignment tonight! but i dont think i can do so... cos i am slacking and doing any other thing other than working?

a few mins back, i was looking thru my frenster pics... yes... friendster! it was so hot and popular years ago... while looking at the past pics, i realized i had aged. ya... i thought i am forever charming, muscular and young. but this is not the case now? even though i am confident n full of myself, i am not tat confident to sae that i fit that sort of description right now. time is scary. cos i felt tat i had aged real fast.

well, heres a preview of my past pics! i am still rem the 1st pic was taken at scarlet hotel while the 2nd pic was at chimes. i can still rem tat night at scarlet hotel, shao n i were smoking like mad. lol... well, that were the days. no limits and we were on top of our world.

for this 3rd pic, i put it up as i kind of miss my body of the past. adrian was asked me if i still head to the gym today and if i did rem correctly, my last gym session was like 2 years ago? gone were the days where i can do 200 pushups a day. now? i even had trouble to pass IPPT. adrian ask me to train back... but.... i hardly had the motivation. last sat, i showed dear my tummy and she was quite shocked? she said a few months ago i still had a bit of waist............ wat to do? we were getting fat.... can u imagine gg for sushi buffet after our veri short run? LOL

sat

2010-03-27T16:24:00.003+08:00

DOING WORK ON SATURDAY IS ALREADY GAN PHUA GOD DAMN PISSED.

WATS MORE....

NUS WEBSITE IS DOWN! WHEN I FOUND AN ARTICLE I NEED...

WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH NUS? DONT THEY KNW THE SCH FEES ARE NOT LIMITED TO WEEKDAYS ONLI!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!

thurs

2010-03-25T22:14:00.002+08:00

i told some of my frens that if a proj mgmt job came in, i can start killing myself. i think i can start to sharpen the knife? cos... straits construction called me today! after 3 months of processing my resume?!?!!?! they offered me a job which is maintenance engineer and han got it too! we are sooo happy la! to the extent we start working out the cost of buying a car? cos we need to travel ard to different sites?

i somehow like the job scope... its something like PM but FM based? u have to travel btw proj sites to deal with defects such as identify and analyze the defects, get quotations and then coordindate and schedule pple to go down to repair? its jus like dr. michael chew's module?

when this job position came in, i donno to laugh or cry? cry in the sense that i already signed with tiong aik and this offer came too late? laugh is laugh at my own folly. i don like to break my promise n my word to anyone but i think theres a high chance nw? another thing is... during the career fair, the project director was promoting their current projects and he mentioned that they have a site at clementi which is close to nus? and i immediately replied... oooo... tat one tat found a bomb one ar.... he then paused for a while before saying yes.... maybe impression really counts? LOL

mon

2010-03-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

today is the most important day in my life... this is the day tat will impact my future and my career. i am officially employed and signed my future away. hope i made the right choice... else signed will become sighed.

i had a great day yesterday. great frens with great company. we joked and made fun of each other... even dear laugh till tummy pain... lol... and i think i am a super bad influence to kids. LOL.

wed

2010-03-17T20:55:00.003+08:00

life is pretty fuck up today. tried to blog earlier but my great internet connection is down again.

everyone is home todae on a weekday and i jus wish tat everyone is out working? i like the idea of being home alone with a god damn quiet environment. i suspect my sis's frens all either had hearing problems or they are deaf. cos she talked so bloodly loud. and one more thing which i dont simply understand. she always like to use my pc when there are more than 1 computer at home AND when i am trying to do my fucking work. the same thing happen today again and afterwhich, she carried on chatting away with her loud voice. i finally had peace at 3pm and did some work till 5pm when i was feeling slpy. took a nap and father woke me up 15mins later to ask me to check COE prices. why of such days and time got to be at this momment?

well, life is jus like a dick. suck it.

tues

2010-03-16T11:47:00.002+08:00

a freaking long wait at cgh clinic b... I had been sitting here for close to an hour.. Listening to my mp3 and trying to serve webpages on my e71. My mp3 is down to 1 bar and i hope it doesnt give up on me during this crucial period. Seriously bored here... And the waiting area is filled with patients.

Efficiency?
Productivity?

mon

2010-03-15T21:01:00.003+08:00

this is by far... one of the freest day this sem! we had only 1 day week and its FRIDAY? and after that we can proudly proclaim TGIF!!! so... we did tbp proj at our fav haunt... yw place again! and we disturb wessie again... haha... and... after discussion, we made our way to changi airport for a site walk! hahaha... even though its a proj excursion, i feel quite shiok and carefree? cos we jus took our bloody own sweet time to eat popeye (my 1st time eating)... talk a bit of cock... then anyhow walk and snap pics... hahahahaaa... and we felt a bit sua gu when hanxiang jio us to sit on the chairs in T3. to our surprise... the chairs are not as hard as wat we thought it should be and its actually veri comfortable! the material is something like fabric yet look solid and it somehow fit ur ass. LOL... adrian drove yw's family car and it stalked once. lol... and from the pics... hes driving like he just passed his driving? lol...

i still rem i had to hold the wheel like tat. look cock but u have to do such actions to pass the test...

heres the pics that we took at the zooooo! hahaha...

this is wat monkeys do in their free time. haha

this monkey is soooo funni. hes been sitting there staring at us throughout the duration at the station. he might be mocking at us and find us amusing to keep looking at him in an exciting manner? lol... finally... look at his wee wee... LOLOL...

ultra couple!

i am not the only one who is fond of disturbing animals.

bananas anyone?

and... its their fav pastime too... lol

thurs

2010-03-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

i was at tamp polyclinic for my kneecap consultation when i witness a damn funni thing. apparently, tamp polyclinic doesnt plan their spatial performance well where they placed the bench against the wall with a fire extinguisher above one of the seats. so... a 50-60++ ah pei sat down beside me and hit his back of the neck against the fire extinguisher. i think its even funnier than me nearly fall down while standing up at causeway point foodcourt last night... lol... cos.... the ah pei got 1 more prob to consult the doctor? lol

got a call from tiong aik todae and their hr do things really fast, efficient n chop chop. this is the attitute that i like but certainly not i wanted now. they wan me to sign the contract real fast and eugene wans me to start on 3rd may and even prepared to let me go on my grad trip? unpaid leave of cos la... haha... this spells out 2 possibilities. either they are really short handed... or i am in super demand. even though i am thick skinned, i think the 1st option is definitely true. i couldnt make up my mind cos i waiting for other last possible job opportunities? if i accept this qs job and pm job came calling, i will surely kill myself. so... i drag the signing of contract till 22nd for as long as i possibly could so tat i can go for jurong international recruitment briefing and waiting for replies at the same time?

then.... eugene called me and he said i'm ok to take my time but on his side, he cant leave this position open jus like tat... even though its reserved for me? so... we end off the conversation by agreeing that to be fair to both of us, i will take my time to make up my mind while he open up the position to more options... i donno if i am doing the right decision but this is the best i can think so... actually i see potential in this company as i felt tat if i performed well, i can go quite far. on the other hand, if jurong international offered me a pm job, i would have to think twice... cos the office is at jurong east? and i had a direct bus to tiong aik?

fickle-minded.

wed

2010-03-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

good? or bad?

the interview on mon with tiong aik was quite ok. but the interview on tues with lta was quite screwed up. not me but lta. i knw stat boards are results orientated. but the way the director posted his qns was quite comical.

D: from ur o lvls, u scored a C6 in eng. LTA requires alot of report writing and will ur eng be an obstacle to ur job?

i almost laughed on the spot lah! come on, i did my o lvls 10 yrs ago and dont tell me i hadnt made any progress throughout these 10 yrs? i felt tat i spoke well during the interview and dont tell me they can judge the quality of my eng or differentiate if my eng is C6 or A1? of cos, i gave them a political right ans. this qns sounds generic to me and i don see how my o lvl eng can have a bearing in this stage of my life. its jus like...... i nv take biology for o lvls and tat doesnt mean i donno how to have sex right. or... my ultimate MOE advertisement joke. LOL

after the LTA interview had ended, i got a missed call n an sms. it was from the guy, eugene from tiong aik. he wanted me to go to the company immediately for the 2nd interview. i was so happy as tat is the moment i thought my wish came true as i applied for the planner position and he said over the phone that he is in need of 1 and i met the requirements. the meeting with him n the gm was ok... we chatted and shared a lot of things and the informal interview was really informal. he offered me a job and said i could start right away... but the bad thing is... i gotta start as a qs to learn the ropes. and the promise is.... i will be given a chance if i performed well? pay wise is confirm less than 2.7k.

but the main thing is the job. a qs will always be a qs? u will always be constantly involved in projs? i cant foresee how am i gonna finish my stuff on hand and then jump over to proj mgmt side. so... if i wanna be a qs, i would rather work at the consultant/client/developer side where life should be easier? this means... LTA.............................. an theres another twist... u will always be a qs? not a slight chance to progress to proj mgmt as they believed in specialization. furthermore, i will be the lowest in there. why? results orientated.

which path will u choose?

sun

2010-03-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

everyone needs an organizer... cos our memory is failing us....

adrian was supposed to email someone regarding our FM proj but me n hf forgot who he is supposed to email. and he.... went to email the person who hf already emailed. as wat me n han always agreed, she replied to him... not her. haha... we fixed our proj meeting time todae last fri and he was the one who suggested 3pm. this morning, he sms me wat time are we meeting... LOL

and me of cos... i asked wt wat time is her interview tmr at LTA more than twice i think. haha

interview tmr... hope will be a good one and i hope i can get the position i want.... tues will be an extra packed day... interview at LTA followed by presentation and RT.............. sure ko de... but... wed will be a happy day! haha... i will be bringing dear to the zoo and caging her there. LOL

last fri tbp lect was the 1st lect tat i paid attention so far this sem. this shows one thing... the prob doesnt lies with me but the profs...

i think we are gg ktv sometime next fri? and i cant believe tat the word sentosa actually came out from yw last wed and wt todae. i guess the sentosa trip is drwing near and i shall try to slim down by then... i hope... hahahahaaa....

lastly... i like yw's dog. LOL.

wed

2010-03-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

went for LTA career talk today and it reinforced the reality that our PFM is not really PFM. we can maybe passed off as FM but not PM. cos u realli need an eng backgrd? even the position of planning eng in LTA requires some form of civil eng degree. i was told that we can only be shortlisted for contract admin or cost control both QS as LTA believes in specialization of ur respective degrees. but i clearly had my doubts given the conflicting expressions and behaviors of the senior mgmt i talked to.

A: u need to have eng backgrd as scheduling requires some technical knowledge from civil eng? u need to do calculations of construction methods?
B: he gave a weird expression when i told him wat A said and look as if "really meh"
C: jus apply. no harm trying.

i wanted to ask A further qns but he quickly diverted his attention to the eng students. if i was selected for the interview, i would have asked him... project scheduling is all abt time management and the sequencing of work activities. we have to identify the CPM, lead time and stuff? if u mention it needs civil eng technical knowledge such as calculation of retaining walls or hoarding boards, isnt it done during the design stage by the QPs or structural engineers? else, wat is the purpose of a tender? this is my burning qns....

well, i already given up hope of being involved in project management jobs and LTA is my backup plan to be... a qs. guess the realistic route to be a PM is thru qs? provided u r one of the very few who made the grade. i think the old degree suits us. cos nobody really knw abt PFM and once we told them we from building, u can see the light bulb above their heads light up. whether this course is good or bad? we shall review in 10 yrs time.

mon

2010-03-01T17:17:00.003+08:00

todae... the feeling of work piling up has finally arrived. i got a lot of things to do esp projects. theres things to be done and to be submitted every week. the worse of all... FM. we settled on the scope today and i hope we can get the info we need. else it will be back to square one. FM is seriously the worse module i ever took in nus.

i was quite disappointed with myself today. heard from hf tat alot of pple are selected and turned up for the interview at koh bros today. i was amused by wat i hear. i applied for project management in the planning area type of work and the pple who got the call applied for qs position. at least i can comfort myself tat wat they looking for isnt wat i am looking for right... but.... they are offered jobs other than qs. hf got project engineer and han got sales engineer? it jus seems funni right... they rejected the people they are looking for? i'm not sure how the organization work and function... maybe i am not tat good enough? i'm not jealous though and i am happy that my frens got the jobs they dreamed for?

wanted to clear last fri webcast last night but it was not uploaded yet. one more outstanding work to be done. willing but unabled.

thurs

2010-02-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

i been feeling depressed and emolistic since last tues when i found out that my RT actually started last sundae instead of this coming sun. i was feeling so damn low tat lj, hm and adrian noticed it right away while weil, xy n laura were doing their tbp project. i jus completed my 1st session and actually its quite a bit of waste of time? it started at ard 6.30 and actually ended at 8 but the PTI was talking abt his ns life till 8.45? i guess i will be sulking and pulling a long face for the next 2 months. on the better note, i can exercise? but i rather eat. haha...

mon

2010-02-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

i think i need to start paying attention in class. for the past few weeks... or since sch starts, i haven been paying much attention during lects n tuts. i can tell u straight that i am dreaming away. maybe i played too much... i was so tired and worn out from the intense fun from yesterdae that i slpt on my way to sch n back home todae and my mind was wandering away during tut todae as usual.... but at least i managed to put in effort in proj discussion today. i need a goood rest.....

sun

2010-02-22T01:28:00.002+08:00

sch starts tmr and i got proj meetings from mon to thurs. lifes gonna get real busy. but i can proudly say tat i had a lot of fun this sem break? i hope life can stood still this week but its not possible. let us embrace the reality which will come crashing tmr. HUAT AR!

wed

2010-02-17T21:07:00.002+08:00

first 3 days of the cny is over and i woke up this morning to discover that...

its the middle of the mid sem break!

and... next week its back to sch. :(

think i am getting immune to cny... i donno how to put tat in words but i jus feel its getting almost the same each year? house visiting.. ang baos... new yr goodies... late nights... most importantly, i need to shave off the 2kg of fats i put on this festive season.

mon

2010-02-08T17:16:00.002+08:00

i sumitted my thesis today! i am sooo happy! at least its over!!!! hooohoo... and david cheong ask me abt my job search todae. i think i ans him too fast. i should have told him i looking for job related to SIMULATION? so he perhaps can employ me. HAHA.

if u happen to be hitching a ride from adrian from tmr onwards, watch out for an exit sign at the back of his car. LOL. our fac is changing all the exit signs as its not substainable anymore? most of them are not lighted which is a breach of fire safety requirements? haha... well, when we walked past the workers, i told him why not get one to put in his car... it will be veri special and i can tell he took my idea into consideration from his expression... haha... we settled our stuff and while buying snacks at canteen, he told me he wanna go back to sde instead of heading to science for his lect. and he really went back for the exit sign. of cos... we took it with permission. HAHA... the moment we walked out, a girl gave him a rude stare. HAHA

cny is coming and i think i have no intention of cleaning my room. things look great the way it is? haha... weil was so on to take a pic with our canteen uncle on fri... haha

no exception for this yr... me and deary baked pineapple tarts again! and yes... my sis nv failed to piss me off. after 2 days of hard work, she took 1/4 of my sat batch without my PERMISSION and gave it to her sch principal. tats my sister.

this yr, we tried a new recipe! and i made something special. can u spot it? haha

think todae everyone had a good laugh at me in tut. cos our best fren esther sat next to me.

fri

2010-02-05T20:35:00.003+08:00

i was so freaking pissed.

ocbc bank charged my father an easycredit card he did not signed up for subscription fees on top of interest. and he did not received this card at all? when he called last night, the customer officer told him he had to come down physically to the bank to fill up a form, pay the fee b4 they could terminate the card after they conduct the necessary account checking. i questioned their motive behind this. they are jus trying means n ways to make it difficult for my father with all their processes. this explains the hot topic productivity? and i settled it with jus a call. as simple as that. i made a lot of promises and i hope they will fuck it up so i can fulfil my potential and give them a big red packet jus in time for this chinese new yr.

career fair is quite ok today. lots of prospects on the surface but whether there are realli job openings on offer, we shall wait and see.

thurs

2010-02-04T22:14:00.002+08:00

i got back my 2nd draft todae and it gave me a shock. i thought i was done but its jus medium rare. he asked me to look at his comments in red and every page, every sentence is in RED. i took out my glasses and my whole screen looked red as if theres a liverpool jersey in front of me. the feeling of he nv read my 1st draft was reinforced when he keep putting comments like "is this true?" and they are justified and mentioned in chapter 3? moreover, there are some inconsistency on the stuff he edited? feel like sending him my 1st draft again but he told me its good twice? and best part is.... there is no changes.

career fair tmr.... which means... i need to iron my clothes and print my resume again.

mon

2010-02-01T19:59:00.002+08:00

today, me adrian and han headed to the 5th lvl lab to join hf for dissertation after lunch. when i came up the stairs, i saw her engrossing in her work n decided to give her a good scare by knocking on the glass panel behind her. i was so tat excited that i din realized that i walked past in btw 2 men (i assumed they are prof but i seriously doubt the conduct of one). one of the men stopped us (han was behind me) and told us off saying that we are veri rude to walk in btw 2 men who are in conversation. at first, i thought it was han but i reflected and there is a high chance its me! ya... its me. as he told us off in a clam but stern manner and i was in the obvious wrong, i immediately apologized. i apologized as a man but he refused to accept my apology like a man. he continued rattling off by insulting asking if i was blind. i don think i should stoop to his lvl and i jus turned and walked off. if he didnt behaved like a man, why should i challenge him like a man? besides, i can easily piss him once again by saying i am not. but i think u r cos u cant differentiate? but i don think its not worth the hazzle. at the end of the day, its jus 2 chickens chipping away and nothing will turn out good. if he is petty and refused to accept my apology, theres nothing further i can do? then wat u wan me to do? give u a blowjob to make u feel better?

sat

2010-01-30T23:58:00.003+08:00

life pretty fuck up these days. i dont think its becos of my temper.

i had been craving for pizza for the past 2 weeks. went to tm 2 weeks ago but pizzahut is under renovation. so... todae i finally got to fulfill my craving by gg pizzahut at bedok? since dear wanna check out the new yr decos. but now, i am proud to say tat i will not be eating pizzahut for the next few months.

when we reached pizzahut, we were shocked to see that they are seriously understaff. there are ONLY 2 kids serving the whole floor while the other is at the cashier. the manager? is walking ard trying to act busy. theres 7 EMPTY TABLES and several of them are in a mess. basically, these 2 kids have to serve the customers and if they have the time AND ONLY IF... they would then clear the tables. and mind u... the tables are not set with utensils.

we waited like 20 mins and the manager drop by for a visit to tell us that theres a waiting list waiting for us. i find it ridiculous tat u have to wait for them to find the time to clear the tables? theres 4 on the waiting list and theres 7 empty tables. i wanted to go off and settle for other food but dear decide to wait since we craved for the food?

they called us 15mins later and told us our table is ready and we decidede to head back since they beat my expectations? when we settled down, i immediately ordered the food as i knw tat if we took our time to look and see see thru... this meal would be our supper instead of dinner given their excellent service? my tolerance and patience began to deteroriate when we waited for more than 20 mins for them to serve us just our drinks. at the 20th min sharp, i asked the waitress nicely to serve our drinks.

she: have u placed ur order?
me: yes.
she: wat drinks u ordered?

i seriously felt that her reply was a fucking NO/LOW IQ qns. if u knew tat i placed my order... u can jus check the fucking system? i waited for another 10mins and nothing came again. another waitress walked past and i said excuse me twice before shouting the third time to tell her tat she is not gg to ignore me. the same qns was asked and i gave the same fucking reply. she came back a few mins later to ask us wat drinks we ordered again cos theres NOTHING REGISTERED IN THE SYSTEM. all this hazzle can be easily solved if the girl who took our orders WROTE it down and the 2nd girl checked the system. wats next? we stormed out of pizzahut as we couldnt stay there any longer as we had already spent 30mins sitting there like a fucking idiot. if the staff were clever enough, they would not serve 6 drinks at a table with only 3 pple.

jus take note of the time we had spent jus to get a drink and compare with the industry standards.

fri

2010-01-29T21:18:00.002+08:00

its so god damn funni to see 2 tvs in my house on the same channel. we are not trying to boost the tv ratings and this is all thanks to my fucking sister.

she prevented papa from watching tv in his own room cos she wans to watch tv with her bf. and she said the tv show that papa wanna watch is a shit show. then wat is she watching? CITY BEAT. FUCKING USEFUL. and papa have to watch tv in the living room out of his own comfort. wats in for me? i have to bear the brunt of everything. noise. crazy outburst of laughter. wat am i trying to do? i am trying to finish my fucking thesis.

maybe i should jus join wilson at st james. this sums up my fri. wat a great fuck.

thurs

2010-01-28T12:58:00.002+08:00

i am finishing my thesis... tats a good thing. but i am slacking even more which is the worse part. currently left a part of conclusion and abstract and i'm losing my drive. i woke up real early this morning not to do work... but to watch tv... theres currently an old show repeating on channel 8 at 10am. i rem i watched this show a few times before when i was in pri 3 but parents forbid me to carry on watching. in my memory, i rem its a nice show as li nanxing was an undercover cop with his macdonald hairstyle? lol...

caught a bit of obama speech on channel u and i think its quite tiring to be a politician in the US? u have to stand up and clap after every few mins... haha... also saw the news last night of the latest happenings in malaysia. i think if the malaysia gov still refuse to step in and resolve this dispute, hell will break loose. maybe they should take dispute management? lol

tues

2010-01-26T17:24:00.002+08:00

a quick blog b4 i go for my run...

i spent close to $5 and 3hrs to go sch todae and i came back with 0 knowledge. its not that i am slack or don wanna pay attention but wat he teach is shit. i even had the urge to walk out the LT 15 mins after he started. i tried to close my ears toooo... wats worse is that adrian came in late and sat right behind me w/o me knowing. soooo... for the 2 miserable hours, i did not talk to anyone. this explained my bad breath.

on my way back... i decided to drop at bedok to eat chengdol after much cost-benefit analysis. actually its not so much abt cost or benefit but i am trying to eat while minimizing the impacts... i found an empty table and i sat down and begin eating. while trying to evaluate whether the standard has dropped, an old man in his 50s to 60s ate down right in front of me. wat he did next was even shocking... theres a plate of rojak on the table left behind by the previous eater... and theres tissue paper on it too... so wat this old man did was.... he removed the tissue and start eating the leftovers! i was quite upset and felt sorry for him. wanted to pass him money but i hesitated cos i scared he will ask for more? but think of it... i should have pass him the money without second thoughts. i was telling dear on sun during the ren ci show tat i dont mind to act like a handicapped and put all sorts of act in front of national tv if they paid me $50/hr? its always the usual stuff... playing videos of sad stories of those pple in need and then show their sorry faces before and after commercial breaks. its a form of tactic and where does the money goes? i think they onli get like the most 30cents out of the donated dollar? so... i would rather pass the money directly to those in need and let them decide their own fate even though theres a chance that they may use it wastefully? back to the story... after he finished eating, he put the tissue back in place and went over to the next table... for desserts.

this taught me 2 things... 1st... save up and never let such things happen to me. 2nd... study hard so that i will have a good future to aid my savings plan. then this brings out the qns of the quality standard of SOMEONE.

mon

2010-01-25T21:58:00.002+08:00

i thought no one will supersede our beloved TEK in FM but my worst nightmare has came true. i am currently attending and experiencing the worst module i ever took in my study career. as u knw TEK is fuck up, so u wont pin too much hope on him. when he screwed up, its normal. but now, there is a star above the mountain. 1st lect, he "seemed" knowledgable. subsequently, things go downhill... when u thought tat u managed to pick up something, he then gave u an example and linked it to watever politics or send a spaceship out of earth to fight star wars. after the example, u will see stars.

some quick highlights over the weekend.

dear took half day off on fri and we went for high tea buffet at queenstown. i TOLD her TWICE over the phone tat i will be meeting her at redhill cos she did not knw the way to ikea at queenstown even though we went before and she worked in redhill area for close to a yr? this grumbler said her laptop is too heavy... so i made it a point to provide value add service by walking into bukit merah to halve her live load? u can imagine me scrambling back to redhill bus stop when she told me she took bus and is alighting soon. when i reached the bus stop, she was not there. WHY? cos she is at IKEA BUS STOP.

we then went ikea to look ard before gg for buffet and dear saw ikea weighting machines on sale. so she decided to test it. the results were so amazing tat she cancelled our sushi buffet the following day. nw u knw who is ill-treating me? LOL

latest movie recommendation: Law Abiding Citizen. its a nice show and i think it matched the category "thriller" quite well and its a good piece of work by gerrard butler.

wed

2010-01-20T22:18:00.002+08:00

i was abt to comment how great this sem is when i managed to get all my tut slots in a go. but seems like it doesnt seem to be tat great? there are some slots tat clash with each other and whoever planned yr 4 mods is indeed a GOOD PLANNER. it happened last sem for yr 3 and yr 4 mods exam dates and this sem it took 1 lvl up. moreover, we were ALLOCATED dissertation since donno how long ago and its allocated to us in IVLE but not in CORS? well, lets get over with it and screw them.

had a huge collision with jeff during sun's basketball game and this is 1 big patch of bruise i got...

speaking of sun's basketball game... we were so shocked to see ourselves heading towards mid age crisis. 6 yrs ago, we could play basketball for the whole day and we will onli take a break every 1-2 hours or so? but now... we can onli play like 20-30mins and we have to take a break? our physical prowess has left us...........

i think i had became stupider after i hit my head 3 times in 2 days. the first 2 times is in the toilet. mom told me the toilet floor is slippery so i tried to navigate my way thru carefully? i was tat careful tat i didnt see the bamboo in front of me. so u knw wat happen next. the 2nd time i went to pee, i told myself to avoid the stupid bamboo. but i still met it head on. blah.

back to work now. happy 27th month anniversary dear!

mon

2010-01-18T12:08:00.002+08:00

i have been having intense flu for close to a week now. the feeling is so miserable. my rubbish bin is filled with tissues and i felt like i am wasting resources jus like my nose. like a tap. maybe i should switch to putting pampers to my nose.

the career fair at bca was disappointing. the hall is quite small and only 50% of the booths are for career fair? and out of this 50%, 80% of the companies only wanna hire QS? i jus wan to be site based and looks like QS may have the highest turnover rate in our industry? i'm also a bit disappointed with the BCA zero energy building. Dr Kua was saying like a lot of our profs was involved in this proj and its interesting to see how the TBP mandates are functioning as a whole? but i wasnt quite impressed. its jus a normal building tat is naturally ventilated and everything seems so normal to me.. i will be impressed if its an airconditioned building tat is zero energy...

celebrated jeff's birthdae on sat and i had a piece of advice to all. never ever go to BLUE MOUNTAIN CAFE! even though there is a new outlet at somerset 313 and it has relatively good feedback from hungry go where... hungry don go there. the food sucks big time and the service is absurd.

1st: they poured the wrong drinks to cups at the wrong plate and we had to switch the drinks ard?

2nd: its the worse. jeff ordered grilled chicken and me and xiaoyi ordered grilled pork. the waitress served the food to me after a while and i assumed its wat i ordered? cos she explicitly said the dish and placed it right in front of me? i felt a bit funni cos this is the 1st time i noticed theres skin on pork? but i thought its a special disk cos the menu says: grilled lion pork. i started eating and 15mins later... the same waitress came up to me and xiaoyi said:

she: excuse me... ur grilled lion pork will be served in another 15 mins later. sorry to keep u waiting.

me: then wat is this tat i am eating (with a gan phua puzzled look)

there is a moment of silence from everyone and then i posted a qns to all...

me: anyone of u ordered chicken or something?

jeff: me?

me: then i eating pork or chicken?

wenz then ate a piece of the identified meat and says its pork.

she: sorry, i go check.

then she came back and tells me that she passed the wrong dish to me... o great. and no matter food u ordered, it sucks. but theres a good comment afterall? they are consistent. lol

mon

2010-01-11T23:09:00.003+08:00

tmr is the 1st day of sch and its the 1st day of sch for the last time perhaps in my life? sounds a bit sad but i'm not gg to cry on my 1st day in sch... lol

my body was feeling feeling super breaky this morning when i woke up... cos me and deary had a weekend of exercising? we cycled at east coast park on sat and ran bedok reservoir on sun... wat an achievement... haha... this is the 1st time we cycled a double bike and it was real fun! its not tat easy to take the front seat as u need to have real good balancing? the real fear sets in when dear tried tat... sitting behind was real frightening. my fate depend dear who is not only a bad cyclist... but real kuku... she can trip while walking? and its twice on the same stretch of road and nearly sprained both ankles? and tell me if u seen another person who wore the wrong side of the contact lens? its not left lens to right eye but its right lens on the right eye but on the OTHER SIDE. impressive right? haha... so... wat i can do is to cycle and hope for the best? but the fun is marred by a fucking guy. we cycled on the stretch tat has nobody in sight? and of cos i will only let dear take the wheel when there is minimal damage if there is? wats more, we merely cut into the pedestrian track with our front wheel ONLY as dear is trying to balance? when we got back to the cycle track, this fucker ran past us and shouted at us. we were already back to our lane at tat point of time and when we cut into his lane, he was at a good distance behind. if he was such a good fucking runner, there are 3 lanes for him to choose to overtake us if needed. i was in such at a happy mood tat when someone suddenly shoot me like tat, i was muted. when we cycled past him, i gave him a fucking long rude stare. and he was tat balless as he kept looking at the ground. but its a good learning exp... it taught me that i have to be prepared to fuck someone even if i am in a happy mood.

ren ci charity show is back in frame again. the saga is still fresh in everyone's mind i suppose and their commercial to appeal for donors are still as usual. it still show elderly pple in need with those sad scenes? nothing wrong but its the same every yr when they played that and in the end, the money didnt go to them but to some horse and bmw. i think the commercial should incorporate an actual horse and bmw? and it will say: in the past, all of u had contributed to these items... but now... its the pple in need we are helping now. short n sweet?

wed

2010-01-06T17:42:00.002+08:00

while checking my yahoo email... i saw a piece of shocking news on yahoo homepage. a young chinese girl was groped by 4 indians during the countdown at sentosa.

my 1st qns was... where were the police? in events like this, they should be almost everywhere and keeping their eyes on everything? maybe itss tooo dark?!?!?! but i think even with the presence of police, nothing is done? look at bukit panjang hit and run incident... if the diplomat was a suspect, why is he able to leave the country and head back to romania? 2nd case to back it up... i was at town along the orchard road stretch during the christmas period and due to heavy human traffic, police sealed up the road leading to ngee ann city and divert the incoming human traffic towards the linkway between ngee ann and wisa. but.... when we took the new route, it was SEALED UP too! sooo... the huge crowd have to head/squeeze back notwithstanding another huge crowd coming our way? GREAT MAN. so basically there are 2 huge crowd of pple trying to intersect one another. and the POLICE? a person who lost his 5 senses will tell u they lacked coordination. wat? don tell me they are trying to form us up into a cross to get jeus to land here?!?!!?

ok... back to the main story. well, there are divided views on the girl. one side is saying tat she deserve it while the other took sympathy on her. my view is.... she could walk away or scream? but this maybe overturn cos she may be too shocked or afraid? but the thing is... theres a plenty of pple ard and they are taking videos and photos! i am ashamed of myself being a singaporean. nobody extended a helping hand and some pple even gave the reason that the guys might be her fren? wat the fuck man. who would do such a free show in front of the nation? moreover, u ask any other chinese girl, who would let herself get touched by not 1 but by 4 indians? i believe in such situations like this, one should stand out to see justice is done. if i were there, i would inform the police before putting wat i learnt in army to good use. its ur choice to be a hero or a dick. i got a dick so i prefer to be a hero.

on the other hand, i am not taking sympathy on the girl. cos... she is alone? even though i only clubbed 5 times in my life, its a known fact that girls who club usually club in groups and they would always look out for each other. so... if u are alone in such parties where molest cases are not unusual, u are courting trouble... cos u got the "bang me" tag on ur head. so... after all my bullshit, the message at the end of the day would be... conduct risk assessment. LOL.

kind of funni but its true.

mon

2010-01-04T14:58:00.007+08:00

boring monday and i am trying to do some writing. it sucks but i have to do it.

some interesting photos. the moment i came out of warehouse yet again, we did not encounter a punctured tyre but an accident involving a new BMW. i pity the owner sia... looks like he needs a major repair. the funni thing is... i'm not sure wat the police officer is trying to do... maybe hes trying to locate the license plate? lol

i felt that this snapshot is the best pics from the chalet! there are some other photos which i'm not aware tat i am taken... this is soo sneaky. lol

thurs

2009-12-31T11:53:00.006+08:00

todae is the end of 2009. it passes in a flash and all of us are graduating next sem. time really flies. well, lets wish all of us have a great yr ahead! HUAT AR!

been such a long time since i last posted on blog. even though its a mere 16 days, i felt like a month or so? as usual, busy with my thesis and i hope to see a silver lining soon? sch is starting again soon but i'm glad that i had a tiny little bit of fun?

christmas pics!

the 1st 3 pics are taken by a damn pro guy. i think hes from middle east judging from his wife's dressing. this is one of the nicest pic taken from a digital cam? tat makes it a point that u don need a pro cam to capture the greatest shots? or maybe its the pple inside? HAHA... but i totally embarrassed myself cos i donno how to take pics from a pro cam. LOL... hope the couple will like wat i took? haha

ginger man! a perfect food for dear cos shes always in a flu. haha

some other updates as far as i can rem....

this is the 1st time in my life i had a subway for dinner?!?! well, i always had the perception like wat for u pay so much jus to eat bread with veggies? somemore the serving of the meat is jus a tiny slice? but.... its quite a gd experience i must say. the veggies are veri fresh and the bread is quite special too. but if i were to have it for a 2nd time, i would bring my own extra ham and cheese. HAHA...

after subway dinner, dear and i went to a warehouse sale before we head for our movie. i was quite shocked by dear's boldness tat day. G2000 was offering super sale and working pants were gg for jus $19! she nearly went crazy and started flipping ard for her championship size pants... haha... she wanted to try the pants but there are no fitting rooms. so.... i made a talk cock + bold suggestion that she put it on behind the curtains surrounding the hall?!?! i had a rude shock when she headed there immediately. on top of that, i thought she will change back to her outfit after trying the pants but NO... she walked out and asked me to give her reviews. and she did tat not once but twice. lol. and i think everyone saw that including carol. haha...

if this was not funni enough, dear bought 2 pillows before we went for our movie. u should look at the cinema attendant's expression when she saw us man. so here we are, hugging a pillow each while watching the movie the princess and the frog. the movie plot was not bad... kind of amused me but the sound quality at downtown east was disappointing. i cant make a word out of the movie and i seriously hope their would either improve on their sound system or their acoustics design.

PFM chalet was fun and we all had to admit we are ageing. we played a laser shooting game similar to paintball but its laser type and even thought its a few mins game, we were all sweating and feeling the strain. esp weijuan. she even had a cramp! LOL. and this is the 1st time i went to a chalet w/o bbq but a steamboat. haha... a pre-christmas gift exchange and this present realli suit me! this is a lid cover which can stick to ur cup like a cheese! haha...

if u haven watched alvin and the chipmunks 2 and intending to watch... pls do not do so. i stoned throughout the show. even dear this type of crazy pple who kept and laugh easily was left stoning as well. this movie is jus like storm warriors... part 1 was nice but not part 2. the directors ride on the icons in the show with a lousy plot, packaged it to be a damn good movie as the 1st then cheat our money to pool up for the retirement fund. we also had a lousy dinner too. the chicken rice was *&^%$#@. the chicken was rough and hard and the rice is so-so. wats more, did u ever came across chicken rice that sells chicken and rice SEPERATELY?!?! pls do not visit the chicken rice before the rochor tou hua shop. i would rather eat grass than eat from that shop. luckily, dear was angrier and madder than me. so its a joy to see her fretting. fun out of troubled waters? haha

last week was quite a suay week at work. i din even realised i had a bad cut on my last finger and a piece of skin is missing. soo... if u found my skin, pls return to me bro? it look something like this. HAHA

and..... we had a punctured tyre the moment we head out. thanks to the bloody idiot who discharged a nail on the roads. luckily, we took the lorry which had 2 tyres at the back. else.... u will have to see muscleman in action.

when we send the lorry to the workshop, i discovered that most of the mechanics had their collection of super old cars. i think they are well over 20yrs old. and they are still drive-able! interesting... and i'm glad i had the chance to anyhow touch the car... LOL...

time to start work! Happy New Year everyone!

wed

2009-12-16T13:45:00.002+08:00

its a fucking fucked up week.

need advice and guidance and help doesnt come for a week.

best part is... i drew 3 of the same model. each gave different results? and 2 models suddenly had error which is non existent in the 3rd? i am in awe of the software i am using. predict ventilation performance? my ass.

tried to drw other models and i donno if its my internet connection or nus connection is freaking slow. it took me close to 1 hr to drw it? compared to my usual timing of less than half an hour.

its so

FRUSTRATING.

tues

2009-12-08T16:07:00.002+08:00

been quite some time since i last blogged. not tat i am lazy... but there are simply too mani things on my table. my laptop had taken up too much space.... theres food too? such hello panda and tarts. HAHA... and my ever increasing facial products. but... this time... theres a new addition! i loved it alot! haha... it reminds me of dear --> the irritating fellow who shake non stop. but it is different... this toy is damn cute la! hahaha...

think i seriously need to do a major spring cleaning. saw a fren's fb post a few days back. she is appealing for pple to adopt dogs? i would love to.... but it got its pros and cons. pros? the dog will adapt to my room veri quickly. cos its already a dog hub? LOL.

sat went back to timbre substation again to celebrate my bro gary's bdae. the live band was much better than EIC and they are realli pro. its rock to the max! totally impressive i must say. the main lead had powerful lungs and projected voice. look forward to their next performance but i highly doubt so as they are sitting in for good fellows. but... if u guys wan... i can get my bro to sing for u guys... cos... he rocked the full house down with his wake me up when september ends courtesy of lynn's sabo... but i think the lyrics should go.... wake me up when my birthday ends? hahaha...

had quite a near miss on sun. the call of nature? or the tree is too drowsy. haha... if we were travelling 10km/hr faster.... i wonder wat will happen....

jus came back from sch and i can give 50% of relief? cos my simulation is somewhere there. but still not there... hope it will turn out to be wat i want? i must go for a run today! roars!

thurs

2009-12-03T12:07:00.002+08:00

finallly i am freeee! we all came to a conclusion last night tat this is the 1st time we all felt sooo happy after exams. maybe its the increasing stress even though we took so little modules this sem. back to back exams is really taxing but i am sooo happy that its over! haha....

well, we all went out for a record breaking celebration last night! its a night of records though. i was out for a total 18.5 hrs? lol... another record which i am super proud of....

its an achievement! considering my usual n best score was ard 130+? haha... EIC was at timbre last night and even though i only watch them perform for less than 5 times, i realized that they like quite repeat their songs? maybe its the due to tat they are on class 95 on mons and fris? haha... hope sat's band will be goood!

lastly, i would like to end off this post by commenting. SBS = si bei sai. those who are with me yesterdae morning will knw and understand why.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!

sat

2009-11-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

i feel funni to stay hme on a sat night. let alone studying? this is the 1st time this sem tat i find myself at home studying on a sat night. its weird but its for a good cause? i believe one week from now i will be happily partying with someone drunk. u knw who u r. Ehehehe... wat an evil smile... haha...

hang in there pple! 2 more papers and we will be done!

thurs

2009-11-26T17:33:00.003+08:00

the weather is so freaking unbearable hot todae! i was sweating till my t-shirt was drenched la! wats more, i swear that the ventilation system is not working in the god damn blooody train! the air was so still that i can feel my wind speed of my own exhaust. GREAT. its sooooooooooo frustrating. i felt like a dragon and ready to give out plenty of fire! if theres a rbar on the train. i can do wielding on the spot.

nw its even better. a heavy rain in a sunny weather and i'm gg out for family dinner.

sun

2009-11-23T00:26:00.002+08:00

i did a good deed today. i helped a dog to cross the road w/o me disturbing it. haha... hw ironic right? i think dogs are intelligent animals as i personally witnessed dogs crossed roads using zebra crossing? i was approaching the road when i saw this dog trying to cross the road. it was smart enough to run back when it knew that it cant cross when theres cars on the other side. so... i lent it my helping hand! haa... and it was tat smart to follow me when i started to cross the road! maybe i should try crossing when theres cars? to test its power. lol

dear had a real drama day todae. she thought she dropped her hp in the cab todae. and i tried calling like 30+ times with the hope that the cabbie will pick up? but he didnt. apparently, the hp wasnt left behind in the cab. it dropped onto the road near the kerb when she stepped out of the cab? then.... 2 hours later... someone returned it. wat amazed me is that it was lying there for 2 hours ringing non stop? wats more its at the neighbourhood centre. looks like revitalization is needed? wat are doing TEK?!?!

wat further impressed me is the person who found the hp? she was dear's aunt facial customer?!?! and she was abt to enter a cab when she saw it? and she was damn shocked to see dear's aunt shop no on dear hp! haha... last but not least, there was another lady with her. and she was my mom's fren who is staying in the same block as us? so this small reunion was like "eh... eh... eh... *surprised*"? haha...

fri

2009-11-20T14:10:00.002+08:00

so fast its a fri... others are so looking forward to this day. but not me? it signify the end of study week and i haven get my engine started. not even warmed up? its been raining every single day and the probability of me dozing off had been 1 so far? it sucks to mug in dec.

but... i felt lucky? cos i am glad tat i am one of the 80% staying in hdb? good luck to those in bukit timah... the fight is on i suppose? the rain todae is somehow comparable to yesterday's. i suddenly got an idea for a song? kind of funni... haha...

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的雨伞还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有wu云都跑到我这里...

dear is having high tea for her family day event now... mama gg out at 3pm for high tea with her frens too? i'm so surprised! haha... which means, this lonely soul have to stay home n.... u knw... luckily i had this for my high tea too! haha

forgot to blog abt this watch! last sat... me n dear was at pasir ris to watch my gf is an agent? and she laid her small eyes on this watch? she decided to buy it cos its nice and i had to give in even though she got 3 watches? after the movie, she discovered that this watch doesnt match her outfit. so... i exchanged my ax watch with her so tat it will be more matching? after i put on this watch, she said i look sporty and super matching with my own outfit.... so................. she went back to get another watch to make it our couple watch. now i got 5 watches in my drawer. my gf is not an agent. but a shopper. lol

mon

2009-11-17T01:03:00.003+08:00

lack of updates for quite some time... simply lazy. haha...

1st day of revision week. my progress? nil. woke up at 12 and intended to study at 1. but... it took me quite long to finish printing notes as my printer drummer is not functioning well so by the time 1'm done its 2+? it then started to rain and the weather was simply cold, cooling and seducing me to slp. doze off at 4 and woke up at 6.50? started my revision only at night and my concentration span is veri veri veri limited. good luck to me tmr...

went for facial yesterdae and my god. i was in pain! i thought the session will be ok cos i felt that my face was reasonably fine except for some pimples? i was wrong. dead wrong. bought another set of skin care products and its not sk2. i will take better care of my face from now and apply the necessary stuff with my due deligence. lol...

mon

2009-11-09T15:36:00.002+08:00

a restless day and i think it had to do with the weather? sunless day with cooling breezes. make me totally not in the mood to do anything. i think i am struggling. 3 modules seem to be slack and this bring out the qns of my situation.

this is the last week of sch and we still rushing for projs? next week is the study week and exams is 2 weeks later. and i haven submit my god damn 1st draft yet. not in the mood to study YET.

watched MJ ''this is it'' last sat and i nearly fell aslp. but i got to admit tat MJ moves are super natural and entertaining. but not for some particular moves. if he did not died, i think this will be one of the greatest comeback ever. SDE 40th anniversary dinner was quite happening and i'm amazed that there are soooo mani pics! haha... this is the 1st enjoyable dinner i experienced with poor quality of food. lol.

jus some random thoughts... i think and feel that i'm not ready to grad yet. its like its like theres a bit of uncertainty in ur next stage of life?

tues

2009-11-03T21:13:00.003+08:00

an interesting thing day todae. not abt projects and work but a photo taking session organized by our dr chan! haha... i liked this pic the most! hahaha...

he even got me n han to pose as muscleman with him! haha... but the sad thing is that my pic in most of the pics are blurred... :( but it shall stay with me in my memory! :)

sat

2009-11-01T00:10:00.003+08:00

its only the start of nov and christmas lightings are already in position @ orchard road! i cant wait for the lights to come on officially! but this means i need to get my 1st draft and final exams done 1st... :(

but its ok... heres the preview!

the theme this yr is sort of like having those round lantern-like deco?

huge and nice christmas tree @ paragon.

i was at ion with dear n jeff when i saw sam n yifang. sam told me that henry was balloted to participate in the subaru challenge! OMG!!! he called thru the radio but i thought wont be that lucky to be selected? and he was the lucky one! well, if hes lucky enough... he will strike a grand prize of 85k? woohooo... hang in there henry! 1am is coming!

slow and steady!

and if hes lucky... then i will be lucky! cos i will have an all expenses paid trip to sch. LOL.

wait a min.............

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i am in the challenge!?!?!

so was dear!!?!?!

and jeff? LOL.

lastly, pics to wrap up our day! haha

i think i look nice in my new haircut. :0)

thurs

2009-10-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

my eyes are popping out soon. i can be the next king of POP. i spent the whole day beefing up my lit review by a mere hundred words and doing references. this explained my productivity. i been staring at my doc for hours and i can spent hours trying to pen my thoughts into words. i was tat brain drained that i nearly threw my hp away. tissue on my left, hp on my right. wanted to threw the tissue away and out-stretched my right hand. impressive?

but... my parents still managed to make me laugh.

mom: eh... the socks are new de or wan to wash de?
papa: donno la... u go smell it la... i cutting pineapple now.
mom: smell already lei... cant differentiate la...
papa: then lick it la... see salty or not...

papa then took the socks from mom and smell it. and he threw it into the laundry basket immediately. i predict mom should be having a blocked nose? lol.

wed

2009-10-28T21:34:00.002+08:00

dear n i found yet another reason to patronize the kembangan prata store more frequently? 1st reason is the mushroom cheese prata, 2nd reason is the roti john cheese? the 3rd? SATAY from LAO PA SA! the satay is super yummy i tell u... its thickly enriched with sauce and it totally blend in with the mutton! its total satay performance! LOL... the guy asked us if its nice and we said its great. so great tat we packed 20 more sticks home... haha...

witnessed an incident on the train with dear... an uncle in his 40s asked a malay/indian lady what is facebook? cos i think he notice her surfing tat on the train. and he was asking if it have the chat function cos he wanted to buy 2 iphones so that he can chat with his daughter who was away in malaysia. i felt theres no malice in his actions and one should explained it to him in a nice manner as there is evident case of technological divide? and tat lady was quite irritated. if we were gg tamp, i would gladly inform him wat facebook is all abt. no matter wat, u will still require time to travel to ur designated stop and why not do a good deed in the process?

tues

2009-10-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

its been quite long since i last exercised/trained. i did some workout yesterdae and my god... my muscles are aching like donno wat la... i hate such feelings... cos this means tat the muscles are slacking and i am slacking... bad... i need to be consistent from now on.

i been taking papa glucosamine 1000mg since last week. he said it was effective so i decided to head for a run today to test its power. in the end, my kneecap still hurts. sianz to the max. guess i wont have the chance to run till i'm really exhausted?

some veri interesting news. i am totally not surprised tat pple taking public transport has fallen. and our dear transport ministry attributed it to this reason: lack of major infrastructure improvements in public transport. they were spot on. if i were jus slightly well off, the 1st time i would do is to buy a car? its not tat i'm not environmental unfriendly but look at the waiting time and the crowd during peak hours. they knew tat its peak hour and u have to wait 4-6mins for a god damn train which is already crowded when it pull into the station? i would rather buy a car to enjoy tat bit of comfort. furthermore, the trains and buses today are all standing trains and buses. who likes to stand all the way to work esp on a monday morning!?!?! yes, driving can be tiring but u can make it up for the extra hour of slp or so? unless improvements can be made and implemented in this area, i guess the gov and society view remains divided.

i felt exploited by our dr teo AI lin. she made us felt LOVED. 10 csi n 10 cpi had to be done with their repective reports? so this means we have to submit 4 reports + dr chan assignment jus for this module. speechless. i labelled this as love fuck. i love u tats why i fuck u. ouch.

mon

2009-10-26T17:08:00.003+08:00

another moodless day. maybe its my AMD chipset? Another Moodless Day. LOL... i been staring at my thesis for 3 hours and nothing seemed to come out of my mind. conclusion: its empty. another day tat i had mental block and my brain seems to be not functioning.

my back has recovered i think and now... dear is facing the same prob? not tat she took ippt but i think its due to her sitting posture at work + she always sit on the floor to read papers... hope she will feel better after the massage later? looks like we are the brokeback couple... LOL.

since i am so unproductive today... i shall try to search for a new blogskin. HAHA

thurs

2009-10-22T14:58:00.002+08:00

theres something wrong with my blogskin. maybe its removed by the host? think i need a makeover for my blog when i had the time even though i seemed to be free... i need to settle my part for the contract assignment by today and get started for thesis and safety. as i went thru my blog, i made some changes as they dont reflect the way i am today?

things such as;

gym? ===================> i dont even knw when did i last trained? guess i will be killed by the weights if i went.

swimming/tanning? =========> i need luxury of time for me to lie there and get bake by the sun.

running? =================> my kneecap hurts.

the major story for todae as promised. haha... last mon, i spotted an ang moh couple (exchange students) in SOC at some outdoor deck area sitting on the wooden bench. my killer instinct tells me that they are gg to kiss due to the legal promixity of their lips and the way they "stroke" each other. soooo... i immediately get han n xy to look in tat direction and took out my hp at the same time. jus as i was gonna snap a good shot, xy smacked me in my arm. sooooo... the shot got messed up. i camped at a good spot but they stopped. sooo... no juicy pics for all of us.... LOL... :(

tues

2009-10-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

happy 2nd year anniversary dear! haha... thanks for being at my side entertaining me n my stupid jokes... haha... one of the best encounter tat i had with dear... she kept trying hard to guess her present even though i told her its for her back? but she interpret it as its for her bag. lol...

me: stop guessing le dear...
dear: why?
me: cos u suck at it.

HAHA....

hereees the pics! haha

the cushion is for deary's back cos she dont lean on the chair during work? and as a result, her waist hurts... so i decided to get this for her? thus saving me from h*r punches (my eye n spects)? haha... anyway its not surprising. cos she dropped my new hp and scratched my new watch? lol... and this kuku still donno if the cushion is able to fit her chair nor knw wat type of chair her ass is resting on even though she has been sitting on it for close to 6 months. poor chair. -_-

the best move i made is that i stuffed the piglet into the sk2 cleanser box which sis gave me during my bdae? recycling in a bid to save the earth... lol... the piglet is for piggy to rest her wrist when she is using her lappie? so she can be lazier? haha

mon

2009-10-19T17:58:00.002+08:00

todae lect is interesting for the first time this sem. but its a guest lect. wat an irony. we were shown a lot of pics abt safety onsite and it was a good presentation. it was so good that they even show pictures of an accident? quite gross as its a pic of a death person. reminds me of sushi... lol

weather is freaking hot for the last 3 days... wats worse is tat i ate a lot of durians yesterdae... don be surprised to see me with a pimple outbreak. :(

dear took this pic last week and she was super amazed by the height of this guy. usually if u take a pic, the pple in front will be bigger than the pple at the back? but it differs from this pic! haha

look at this guy! i bet the air that hes getting is indeed fresh! haha... we jus wonder how is he gonna board our local sbs bus. haha...

finally, the birthday pic in nus! haha

i think i am super slack this sem. me n han were saying... we plan to do this n that n complete watever section by when for our thesis. and the status now:____ (nil or blank). i need to get my drive back. fast.